Why Is Life So Hard, Lizzy?, chapter 10
*Remember, still in flashback*
Franky stumbled towards me with outstretched arms.
"Hey baby, I missed ya so much. Come on in." he said, being touchy, grabby.
*rolls eyes*
"Alright."
We walked into the house to find Jay sitting at the bong. I decided to take control, as always.
"Jay, nice having you over. It's time to leave. Get out." I said, pointing at the door.
"Franky, go and lye down in your bed, be there in a bit. Pass out, puke, whatever it is you do. Love you."
Jay gathered his smoking items and left. I picked up the house a bit, then phoned mom.
"Mom, Tre is going to be gone all night too, Franky needs me. He's... Uh... Not feeling well. Can I stay? Yes. Okay, I'll be home about noon tomorrow. Haushinka is driving to see me about 3:00 tomorrow, so, gotta be home. Alright. Love you too, thanks mom. Bye." I hung up, then went to Franky. I softly rapped on the door, then opened it. "Franky, babe, you in here?" I called out, peering around the room I knew so well.
'Ugh.." I heard a voice in the darkest corner of the room. I walked over to it, and there was Franky, rolled into a ball.
Kneeling down, I put my hand against his cheek, and met his gaze. Such a handsome guy, and he's lost to this. We locked gazes then we slowly moved closer to each other. Our lips locked, at first, a slow, passion filled kiss, turned into something more. (All you sick minded people reading this, can fill that in), after a very passion filled 2 hours, Frankito rolled over to his side and looked at me. He whispered faintly in my ear "Better thank my lucky stars" then kissed my forehead.
I got up, got dressed, then looked at the clock. 8:03. "Hey babe, you hungry?"
"Yeah, order out, I'll buy!"
"Okay." I phone Pizza Hut and got 2 large cheese pizzas.
"$15. 92"
"Okay, thanks." I shut the door then went to find Franky.
"Franky?"
"Yeah..?"
"Where are you?"
"Upstairs. Studio."
I went up the stairs, and sure enough there he was, sitting behind a drum set. He looked depressed.
"Babe, what's wrong?" I questioned.
"Liz, I love you so much. Your... There's no words for what you are, or how you make me feel. I'm scared of losing you. Liz... I've done something wrong."
It felt like my heart stopped when he said that.
"Yes?"
He slid up his sleeves and showed me the cuts on his wrists. I didn't see them before, because it was dark.
"That's not all." he continued, looking into my eyes, filled with tears, on the brink of crying.
"Liz... I... Slept with 'Stelle."
Did I just hear him right?
"YOU... WHAT?!" I shot back. He put his hands to his face, then cried.
"How could you Franky?" I raged, then stormed off downstairs. I secluded myself in a far corner of the backyard, and balled. I got out my blackberry and texted 'Stelle. It simply stated "i know what you've done" sent it, and shut off my blackberry. About an hour later I went back inside. I decided that I was gonna go on home tonight. "Frank... Frankito? I'm gonna go on home." I called out shakily. NO answer. I went walking the house in search of Frankito. I got to Tre's bathroom, to find a blood, barely living, Frankito. "Oh my god! Franky!" I dialed 911 quickly, then never left his side. "Franky... Why'd you do this?" I cried. I placed his head in my lap and help him until the paramedics arrived. I felt his pulse, barely there. The paramedics arrived and put him onto a stretcher. He was convulsing from all the blood loss.
"He's lost too much blood." one doctor said. I grabbed his shirt and said "LISTEN!, Save him, 'cause I know you can! Give him blood, do whatever you have to, but do it now! Or so help me god, you will never EVER get a moments peace from me. Do I make myself clear gentlemen?" They all nodded, then went back to work. I jumped into the ambulance with Franky and held his hand as we rode. I looked into his eyes, and his to mine.
He mouthed softly to me "Don't let me go" A tear rolled down my cheek, and a whimper escaped my lips. "I won't" I mouthed back.
"I'm... So.. Sorry"
"It's alright, don't worry 'bout that now. I love you Franky."
He smiled for a moment... But his smile quickly returned to a frown.
Turning to him again, he said "Why is life so hard, Lizzy?"
I thought for a moment, then replied "I... Don't know, But if it wasn't, I would have never found you."
"I... Love you... My lucky.. Star."
"I love you too. We'll talk about everything else later."
He nodded, in understanding..
10 minutes later we arrived at the hospital. His eyes got wide with fear. His grasp got a little tighter and he looked at me, fear in his eyes "Lizzy... Don't let... Me go... Don't let me... Die. I want to... Be here to... Raise our... Child." he said in between breaths. My eyes opened widely.
"You know?"
He nodded.
"Yes... I... Saw. I... Love you."
"I love you too, I won't let go. Promise." then our hands fell apart, and I fell to my knees and cried, while doctors rushed past me.
*End Flashback*
Franky stumbled towards me with outstretched arms.
"Hey baby, I missed ya so much. Come on in." he said, being touchy, grabby.
*rolls eyes*
"Alright."
We walked into the house to find Jay sitting at the bong. I decided to take control, as always.
"Jay, nice having you over. It's time to leave. Get out." I said, pointing at the door.
"Franky, go and lye down in your bed, be there in a bit. Pass out, puke, whatever it is you do. Love you."
Jay gathered his smoking items and left. I picked up the house a bit, then phoned mom.
"Mom, Tre is going to be gone all night too, Franky needs me. He's... Uh... Not feeling well. Can I stay? Yes. Okay, I'll be home about noon tomorrow. Haushinka is driving to see me about 3:00 tomorrow, so, gotta be home. Alright. Love you too, thanks mom. Bye." I hung up, then went to Franky. I softly rapped on the door, then opened it. "Franky, babe, you in here?" I called out, peering around the room I knew so well.
'Ugh.." I heard a voice in the darkest corner of the room. I walked over to it, and there was Franky, rolled into a ball.
Kneeling down, I put my hand against his cheek, and met his gaze. Such a handsome guy, and he's lost to this. We locked gazes then we slowly moved closer to each other. Our lips locked, at first, a slow, passion filled kiss, turned into something more. (All you sick minded people reading this, can fill that in), after a very passion filled 2 hours, Frankito rolled over to his side and looked at me. He whispered faintly in my ear "Better thank my lucky stars" then kissed my forehead.
I got up, got dressed, then looked at the clock. 8:03. "Hey babe, you hungry?"
"Yeah, order out, I'll buy!"
"Okay." I phone Pizza Hut and got 2 large cheese pizzas.
"$15. 92"
"Okay, thanks." I shut the door then went to find Franky.
"Franky?"
"Yeah..?"
"Where are you?"
"Upstairs. Studio."
I went up the stairs, and sure enough there he was, sitting behind a drum set. He looked depressed.
"Babe, what's wrong?" I questioned.
"Liz, I love you so much. Your... There's no words for what you are, or how you make me feel. I'm scared of losing you. Liz... I've done something wrong."
It felt like my heart stopped when he said that.
"Yes?"
He slid up his sleeves and showed me the cuts on his wrists. I didn't see them before, because it was dark.
"That's not all." he continued, looking into my eyes, filled with tears, on the brink of crying.
"Liz... I... Slept with 'Stelle."
Did I just hear him right?
"YOU... WHAT?!" I shot back. He put his hands to his face, then cried.
"How could you Franky?" I raged, then stormed off downstairs. I secluded myself in a far corner of the backyard, and balled. I got out my blackberry and texted 'Stelle. It simply stated "i know what you've done" sent it, and shut off my blackberry. About an hour later I went back inside. I decided that I was gonna go on home tonight. "Frank... Frankito? I'm gonna go on home." I called out shakily. NO answer. I went walking the house in search of Frankito. I got to Tre's bathroom, to find a blood, barely living, Frankito. "Oh my god! Franky!" I dialed 911 quickly, then never left his side. "Franky... Why'd you do this?" I cried. I placed his head in my lap and help him until the paramedics arrived. I felt his pulse, barely there. The paramedics arrived and put him onto a stretcher. He was convulsing from all the blood loss.
"He's lost too much blood." one doctor said. I grabbed his shirt and said "LISTEN!, Save him, 'cause I know you can! Give him blood, do whatever you have to, but do it now! Or so help me god, you will never EVER get a moments peace from me. Do I make myself clear gentlemen?" They all nodded, then went back to work. I jumped into the ambulance with Franky and held his hand as we rode. I looked into his eyes, and his to mine.
He mouthed softly to me "Don't let me go" A tear rolled down my cheek, and a whimper escaped my lips. "I won't" I mouthed back.
"I'm... So.. Sorry"
"It's alright, don't worry 'bout that now. I love you Franky."
He smiled for a moment... But his smile quickly returned to a frown.
Turning to him again, he said "Why is life so hard, Lizzy?"
I thought for a moment, then replied "I... Don't know, But if it wasn't, I would have never found you."
"I... Love you... My lucky.. Star."
"I love you too. We'll talk about everything else later."
He nodded, in understanding..
10 minutes later we arrived at the hospital. His eyes got wide with fear. His grasp got a little tighter and he looked at me, fear in his eyes "Lizzy... Don't let... Me go... Don't let me... Die. I want to... Be here to... Raise our... Child." he said in between breaths. My eyes opened widely.
"You know?"
He nodded.
"Yes... I... Saw. I... Love you."
"I love you too, I won't let go. Promise." then our hands fell apart, and I fell to my knees and cried, while doctors rushed past me.
*End Flashback*
