Falling For The Shoulder You Lean On, chapter 9
December 24, 2006
9:00 am
Billie's POV
I woke up at around six this morning. Adie got a call yesterday evening that Serenity had caught Liam cheating on her and they broke up. They had been together for fifteen years so I knew Seri must be taking this hard. I have been worried sick about her since I found out. Tre called Adie and told her the news and that Seri is going to live with him now. I expected her to be reclusive but she has not even called me or Mike yet. This does not sound like Seri. I have to know if she is alright. I picked up the phone on the kitchen wall and dialled Mike's phone number.
"Hello?"
"Yeah, Mike?"
"Yeah. Heard anything from Seri yet?"
"No, I'm really worried about her."
"I know me too."
"Do you wanna drive over to Tre's today and see what's up?"
"Yeah, let me get dressed and I'll be right over."
I hung up. Something has to be wrong. Maybe she is just really depressed. That is not the Seri I know, she is a fighter. I am just so stressed about this whole thing. Adie walked up and wrapped her arms around me.
"It'll be okay, Bill."
"I know, Adie, I just can't shake the feeling that something's wrong."
"You know Seri's a strong woman. She can take care of herself. She doesn't need you and Mike always hovering over her shoulder."
"I know that but she's like my sister. I need to know that she's alright."
"Okay baby. Then you go get dressed and when Mike gets here I'll call you down."
"Alright."
I gave her a kiss and walked upstairs to our bedroom.
Mike's POV
Damn, she has not even called Billie yet? That cannot be a good sign. I turned to my side and stared at Brittany who was still asleep. I brushed the hair out of her face and kissed her cheek.
"Yeah, babe?"
"Morning, beautiful."
"Did Seri call?"
"No, that's why I'm heading over to Billie's. We're gonna drive over to Tre's and see what's wrong."
"I want to come too."
"I know you do but right now I think it's best if just Billie and I go. She's like family."
"I know. Okay, well tell her I'm sorry and that I want to see her gorgeous, and hopefully happy face at the party tonight."
"Will do."
I bent down to give her a kiss and walked over to my closet to get dressed.
Billie's POV
"Billie! Mike's here," called Adie from downstairs.
I walked down to the living room and hugged my friend.
"Hey, man."
"Hey, so you ready to go?"
"Yeah. Adie? I'll be back as soon as we're done with things."
"Okay, tell Seri I love her."
"I will, baby."
I grabbed my leather jacket and walked to Mike's black BMW which was parked out front. We got in and drove to Tre's house which was not too far away. We pulled into his driveway behind his SUV and got out of the car. I pulled out the spare key I had to Tre's house and unlocked the door to find Seri snuggly held in Tre's arms, eating cereal and watching the Sunday morning cartoons. They looked very comfortable with each other, too comfortable.
"Where have you two been these past two days? Hm?" I asked.
"Yeah, we've been worried like crazy about you, Seri," said Mike.
Our two friends looked up at us and started laughing, a lot. Tre got up from the couch and walked over to us and left a visibly happy Seri.
"Hey, guys. I got some stuff to tell ya," said Tre as he gave each of us a hug.
"Yeah, you do. We heard that Seri broke up with Liam and that she might be upset. She hasn't even called us yet. You don't look too sad."
"Well, Friday night Seri came to me and she was the most depressed I have ever seen her. She was inconsolable. I tried my best to cheer her up and managed what I could. By four o'clock she was tired and didn't want to be alone so I slept with her. Not the bad way, you pervs. Saturday morning I woke up and basically told her how I've felt about her and she said that she felt the same way and, well, we're going out."
Mike and I were silent. I felt like my heart had stopped. He did not just tell us that Seri and him are dating. This information does not compute in my brain. I know Mike was shocked just as much as I was but did not show it. I guess he was trying to maintain his composure for my sake. Mike finally decided to speak up.
"You mean, you two are finally together?"
"Yup."
"Tre, you are going out with Serenity Blake. Our Serenity Blake? She isn't just an alien in disguise?"
"Yes, we're going out!"
"About fucking time!" I screamed, I guess I finally got control of myself again.
"Yes, an end to our suffering."
I walked over to Seri who was still laughing and looked like she could hardly breathe. I felt a rant that I have been saving for years about to come on.
"No, don't laugh. You don't know what we had to go through. For the last sixteen years, that man over there has been whining and complaining and obsessing over you and we were the ones he decided to come to. I can't tell you how many nights we were on tour and I had to listen to him saying how beautiful, how sexy, how perfect you are. It made me gag. I have tried everything in my power to make you see how pathetically Tre needs you. Now you have finally seen the light."
Now that I was finally done saying what I had to say I bent down and hugged Seri and kissed her forehead.
"You two deserve each other," I whispered in her ear.
Mike's POV
I still cannot believe this. Tre could not have scored Seri. I know that he loves her and that he has waited for years and that he is a great guy and all, but Seri? She is like a fucking supermodel and he is one of the little sideshow freaks. She is definitely one of the most gorgeous girls ever and she actually loves him? How could anyone actually love Tre? He is psychotic. Well, come to think of it, she is just as crazy as he is so I guess it could work.
"Tre and Seri are going out. Unbelievable," I finally said.
"Yes, you moron," said Tre.
Seri and Billie walked back over to us from the sofa. Billie stood beside me as Seri stood next to Tre. He draped his arm lovingly over her shoulder. Now that I see them together, I really can see them going out. Tre may have finally met his match.
"Can I have a total chick moment?" I asked.
"Um, sure." replied Seri.
"You two are so damn cute together. It's ridiculous. I am so glad that you two are finally together."
"Ha ha ha, Mike's gay." laughed Billie.
"Shut the fuck up, Bill. You know you were thinking it."
"Yeah, but I didn't say it. Now let's leave these two lovebirds alone."
"See ya at my party tonight, Seri."
"Yeah, bye Mike and Billie."
We walked out of the house to leave Tre and Seri to do whatever they wanted to do. That is such a disgusting thought. Well, I am glad they are both happy. What am I thinking, of course their happy. Tre is now dating the woman of his dreams and Seri has a guy that truly loves and respects her. I guess that is all that they need.
Seri's POV
"So, sixteen years?"
"Yeah, pathetic huh?"
"No, I think it's cute."
I touched Tre's cheek and gave him a passionate kiss. He wrapped his arms around my waist and deepened it. He started to lead me over to the sofa and we started making out, a lot. I felt his arms feel up underneath my shirt and I stopped him.
"I'm sorry Tre. This is just too soon for that."
"Seri, we've known each other for years."
"I know that. I... I just want the first time we do it to be special, the perfect moment. The sofa in the living room isn't the most romantic setting."
"Okay, I won't push it. I can barely keep my hands off of you though. I'm restraining myself as best I can."
"I know. Just give me some time, okay?"
"Alright. I love you, Seri."
"I love you too."
I gave him a kiss and got off of him to put away our now empty bowls that used to hold Capt'n Crunch. I made it to the kitchen and Tre snaked his arms around my waist again and spoke into my ear. It sent a shiver down my spine feeling his breath on my neck.
"You don't have to do that."
"Yeah, but the house is a mess."
"We could clean it up later."
"I just like it to be livable."
"Okay, fine. Aren't we supposed to go get the rest of your things today?"
"Yeah, when do you want to leave?"
"As soon as you want to."
"Okay. I'm going to go take a shower."
"Can I join?"
"No, Tre. I want to get in and out."
"But the thought of you in a shower all by your lonesome is saddening."
"It'll only be a few minutes. You won't miss me that long, huh?"
I gave him a kiss and walked towards the master bath.
"I miss you already."
I laughed at Tre's attempt to lure me back to him especially when I turned around and he was on the floor kneeling. I just turned around and headed for the bathroom. I have not taken a shower since Friday so I know that my body odor must rival even the worst. I started the bath and soaked in the warm water. I felt so good at that moment. I have not felt so good physically and mentally at the same time in years. Life has finally given me a break. After another half hour or so I emerged from the bath.
"Tre?"
"Yeah, babe."
"The only clothes I have are the clothes on my back."
"Maybe Claudia left some."
"No, I checked."
"You want to go over there wearing some of my clothes."
"I guess this'll have to do."
"You ready to go?"
"As ready as I'll ever be."
Tre gave me one of his coats and we got in his SUV and drove back to Liam's house. My old house. The place where I had some good memories, mostly bad ones. I was really starting to feel sick again. Tre took my hand in his and I instantly felt better. He always knew what I was thinking and how to make me feel better. I still cannot believe I am with such a great guy. I really do love him. We made it to my driveway and Tre opened my door.
"Don't worry, everything will be fine. We'll just go in, grab your things and go out. Simple."
"Okay, Tre."
He gave me a hug and then we walked towards Liam's door. I started to feel sick again. I do not know whether to be mad or sad at this point.
Tre's POV
I knocked on the door and Liam opened it. He looked like shit. He has not shaved and he smells bad and his eyes are bloodshot. He looked at Seri and his eyes were filled with sadness then he realized I was with her and he glared at me but let us in anyway.
"Baby, I'm glad you came back. Now we can talk and I can explain what.."
"No. No explanations. I told you that we're through. Tre and I are here to get my things and then I'm gone."
"Seri, you can't just... "
"I can and I am."
Seri stormed up the stairs to their bedroom and left me to deal with Liam. He looked up the stairs one more time and then he glared at me again.
"So, she broke up with me for you?"
"No, she came to me when she found out that you've been cheating on her. I was there to comfort her. You broke her heart."
"Don't give me that bullshit. I know that there has been something going on between you two for years. You took her away from me."
"Nothing has gone on between us. She has been nothing but loyal to you. She loved you and I really don't know why but she did. She would never hurt you but you had to go and cheat on her. She only thinks it was a one time thing. I haven't told her that I caught you cheating on her once in '93 and about fifteen other times over the years. When you were at work I know that you were really just hitting up bars and trying to get into as many girl's pants as possible. I had to spend three days with her one time because you lied and said your mother was dying and you really went to fucking La Jolla!"
After I said that Liam lunged for me and hit me square in the jaw. I got up and punched him in his rib cage and kicked him in the face. He was about to go for me again when Seri walked in.
"Don't you dare touch him, Liam!"
"I... He said that he's only using you."
"What? I'd never.."
"Don't lie to me, Liam. You think I've heard enough of your lies? I heard every word Tre said. I can't believe I didn't realize it sooner. You never loved me. You just fucking used me. I hate you so fucking much. You don't even deserve to be in my presence. You're lower than dirt Liam. You shouldn't even be allowed to walk the earth!"
"Baby, I... "
"Don't sweet talk me. I see through every lie that comes out of your horrible face. Tre would never hurt me, unlike you. If you ever lay a hand on him again I will kick your ass."
Liam looked enraged and I saw him go for Seri to pull her back when I stopped him.
"She doesn't want you anymore. You had your chance and you blew it. Say goodbye because she is the greatest woman ever and you had to go fuck her over."
I took Seri's hand and we walked outside of the house. I am so glad I never have to see him again. I placed Seri's bags in the back of my SUV and pulled out of the driveway to head back to our house.
"Tre, I'm glad that you were with me."
"I wouldn't have let you go by yourself."
"I know. I'm sorry he hit you. Does it hurt?"
"I'll be fine."
"No as soon as we get to the house I'm putting ice on it."
"Okay, fine."
We pulled into my driveway and I carried Seri's things up to our room. She started putting her clothes into the closet while I went back down the stairs to get an ice pack. I was watching a movie when I remembered we have to pick up my daughter, Ramona from the airport. I ran up stairs and found Seri half-way dressed in just her underwear, to my delight. I waited until she pulled on a shirt and skirt.
"Seri?"
"Yeah, Tre."
"I have to go pick up Ramona from the airport. Her plane lands in half an hour."
"Oh sure, go ahead."
"I was wondering if you wanted to come with me."
"I don't think that's a good idea. She probably would be shocked at the whole, us together thing. Besides, Adie called and said that her and Brittany were heading over to help me get ready for the party."
"Oh, alright. See you in a few. I have to drop her off at my sister's for the night. Maybe on the way I can explain us."
"Sure. Bye, babe."
She gave me a kiss and I shut the door and drove to the airport.
Seri's POV
After about half an hour, Adie and Brittany were knocking at my door. I need to get used to saying that. I still cannot believe that Tre and I are together and that I actually live in this gorgeous house. I walked down the stairs and made my way to the door. I unlocked it and let the two women in. Adie was holding a dress bag in her hands and Brittany, a bag of makeup and hair supplies I presumed.
"Hey, Seri. God I missed you," said Adie.
"Yeah, we both did. Now that you're with Tre this'll be so great," added Brittany.
"What? Are we going to be like the Green Day women or something?"
"Exactly, except we don't play instruments," joked Brittany.
"I do."
"We know you can, Seri. But do you really think you can rival my husband?"
"I guess not. So when they're out drinking we are too."
"Yup. The boys always get to have fun, now we can too."
"Have you ever noticed how much we are like our hubbies?" asked Adie.
"No, we aren't."
"Yes, we are. Brittany is shy, but crazy when you get to know her. Seri, we all know you're psychotic."
"Gee, thanks."
"But the best friend anyone can ask for when we need it. I guess I'm the older more sensible one."
"Billie is anything but sensible and neither are you."
"Well, I'm the political and fashionable one."
"And the most talked about."
"True."
"And you have the best luck in love."
"Again, you hit the nail on the head with that one."
"I guess we are the female Green Day."
"Awesome, now let's make me sexy."
"No, if you're girl Tre then it's shmexy."
"Fine, let's make me shmexy."
We laughed and made our way upstairs to my bedroom. Adie finally revealed what was hidden underneath the dress bag. Yet another one of her amazing creations. She really does have a knack for design. It was a gorgeous red sleeveless cocktail dress with a slip up the side of my leg that came to my thigh. It was imprinted with black roses here and there. I gawked at it for about a few seconds and then looked away.
"You are the Versace of punk fashion."
"Why thank you, thank you."
I grabbed the dress and took it in the bathroom with me to change.
Tre's POV
After dropping Ramona off at my sister's house, I quickly made my way home. By then I guess Adie and Brittany had successfully clothed and beautified Seri for me. I walked in to find the three women dressed and ready to go. Adie and Brittany smiled at me and rose from the couch.
"Okay, now that you're finally here we bid thee farewell," said Brittany sarcastically.
"Yeah, in other words, see ya at the party," replied Adie.
The two women each gave me a hug and walked out of my house leaving me alone with Seri. She looked amazing. I walked over to her and just stared.
"What? Is their something on my face?"
"Huh? No, I just can't describe how incredible you look right now."
I bent down and kissed her passionately.
"Good to know that the girls did their job."
"Yeah."
"Well, time for you to get ready, Mr. Cool."
"It won't take me long."
"I didn't think so. Now shoo."
"Getting rid of me already, huh?"
"Just get dressed, Tre."
"Fine."
I got off the couch and ran upstairs to put on my suit. After I was done applying my guy liner and spiking my faux-hawk, I walked back down the stairs with everyone's Christmas presents in my arms.
"Ready to go?"
"About time."
"Hey, I gotta look good too."
Seri laughed and grabbed my hand as we walked to my SUV. We made our way to Mike's house and quickly got out of the vehicle knowing that we were fairly late to the party. I grabbed the gifts and Seri gave me a kiss while we walked up the steps to Mike's house.
"Hey! Thought you'd never show," said a somewhat drunk Mike.
"Yeah, had to wait for Mr. Fabulous over here to get ready."
"You gotta admit, I look good. Don't I Mike?"
"Oh yes Tre. Look at that sexy bod."
Mike led us indoors. There was a large tree to my right that was decorated with Christmas lights. Underneath it were everyone's presents. I placed the presents under the tree and followed Seri towards the stereo. Billie and Mike were by the bar so I went by them. Seri gave me a kiss and walked over to Adie, Britt and Claudia.
Seri's POV
I saw Adie, Claudia and Brittany at the other side of the room on the sofa and walked towards them after giving Tre a kiss. There were a lot of people here. I'm guessing they were some of Britt's modelling friends and a few of Mike's. The group of women smiled at me and I sat on a chair. We talked for a few seconds when I heard a beep resonate from my purse. Who would text me? I flipped open my cell.
u look fine
Tre. He is so dumb. I texted back.
betta then u
I went to put it back in my purse when it rang.
"Sorry, I gotta take this."
I walked out on the deck and answered it.
"Hello?"
"Hey, baby."
"Liam?"
"Yeah. I'm really sorry about earlier. It just pissed me of knowing that you're with him."
"Well get used to it. You cheated on me, remember?"
"I know. Babe, I'm so sorry. If I could I'd take it all back."
"Guess what? You can't. Just leave me alone."
"I can't do that. I love you Serenity."
"Liam."
"What? Don't you dare say you don't love me back."
"Liam, I... "
"I know you still love me."
"I gotta go."
I hung up on him. He was right. After being used so many times by him, I still love him. Why? Knowing this had scared me. I just do not think that I am ready for another relationship so soon, even if it is with Tre. I walked back inside wearing a sad look. Adie grabbed my wrist and dragged me back outside.
"What's wrong?"
"Huh? Nothing."
"Look, Seri. I have known you for years and I can tell when something's wrong with you. You always keep it bottled up. Are you sad because of who called you?"
"Yeah."
"Well, who was it?"
"Liam."
"Oh no."
"I..I think I'm still in love with him."
"I knew that you couldn't get over him that fast. You were together for fifteen years. That's a long time and a lot of love to just forget."
"I know. I feel so horrible about it."
"What about Tre?"
"I love him. I just know that if I still love Liam that it wouldn't be right to be with Tre."
"Why not?"
"I can't give myself to him fully until I'm over Liam. I don't want to use Tre and I feel like I am."
"Seri, I'm going to say follow your heart as a friend but I really want you to be with Tre."
"I do too. He's the perfect guy. I'm so confused."
"Well, what do you want to do?"
"I honestly don't know."
"If you ever need someone to talk to you know my number."
"Thanks, Adie."
"No problem."
"Can you keep this a secret? I don't want anyone else to know."
"Sure."
One Month Later.
Seri's POV
Tre and I have been together for a month now and I still have feelings for Liam. I just don't know what to do anymore. I look at Tre when we are together and I can see how happy he is. I do not want to hurt him. I just think that rushing into a relationship so soon was not the best idea. He went to Billie's for band practice today so I have been at home all day which have given me time to think. I was watching some relationship show on the Oxygen Network when I heard the door open. Tre must have been listening to The Clash on his way home because he was singing Spanish Bombs.
"Spanish Bombs, Yot' quierro y finito. Yote querda, oh ma Corazon. Spanish Bombs, Yot' quierro y finito. Yote querda, oh ma Corazon."
"Hey."
"Hello. So how was my baby's day."
"Tre, I kinda need to tell you something."
"Oh, that tone sounded not good."
"Um, I've been thinking."
"About?"
"Us."
"Yeah, and we're great. Right?"
"Yeah. I've just been feeling bad."
"About what?"
"I feel like I'm using you."
"What? You're not using me, Seri."
"I am."
"No, babe, you aren't."
"I... I still love Liam."
"What?"
"Yes. I've been thinking about it a lot. I think that we got together too soon. I just need some time to clear my head and heart. That way I can say I love you and really, truly mean it."
"What are you saying?"
"I need to get better. I need to get over him."
"You can, you will."
"I won't unless we aren't together. I need to focus on getting over him."
"So... You're breaking up with me?"
"I can't be in a relationship so soon right now."
"I just can't believe it."
"Tre, I love you."
"You just said that, you can't tell me that."
"I love you but I won't be able to give myself to you completely until I'm over him."
"Seri, I don't know if I can."
"Just give me some time."
"I can wait."
"Tre, you don't have to wait for me. I don't even know if I'll ever be able to get over him."
"I don't even know what to think."
"Let's just take a break. You'll find someone else. I know that it's been forever since you've been laid."
"You can't lighten this subject right now, Seri."
"Sorry. I know that you'll find someone. I just need some time alone. I guess I won't be living with you now."
"What? No, you can stay. You need a place. You still have Claudia's room."
"Tre, you don't have to do this for me."
"No, I do. Even if you're not my girlfriend anymore you're still my best friend."
"Thanks. I'm going to go by Adie's, okay?"
"Alright. I'll order us some food when you get back."
"Cool. I'm glad that you understand."
"Yeah."
[b]Tre's POV[b]
Seri gave me one of her gorgeous smiles and closed the door. I walked upstairs to my room and closed the door. I felt empty inside. She thinks I understand? I love her so much. Now that I have gone out with her and felt what I feel about her I never want to go back. I dug in my pocket and felt that small, velvet box. I took it out and held it in my hands. I opened it and stared at the gorgeous, perfect diamond. Almost as perfect as the woman it was meant for. I threw it in my drawer and felt tears running down my face. I laid down and fell asleep, the void in my heart slowly taking over.
9:00 am
Billie's POV
I woke up at around six this morning. Adie got a call yesterday evening that Serenity had caught Liam cheating on her and they broke up. They had been together for fifteen years so I knew Seri must be taking this hard. I have been worried sick about her since I found out. Tre called Adie and told her the news and that Seri is going to live with him now. I expected her to be reclusive but she has not even called me or Mike yet. This does not sound like Seri. I have to know if she is alright. I picked up the phone on the kitchen wall and dialled Mike's phone number.
"Hello?"
"Yeah, Mike?"
"Yeah. Heard anything from Seri yet?"
"No, I'm really worried about her."
"I know me too."
"Do you wanna drive over to Tre's today and see what's up?"
"Yeah, let me get dressed and I'll be right over."
I hung up. Something has to be wrong. Maybe she is just really depressed. That is not the Seri I know, she is a fighter. I am just so stressed about this whole thing. Adie walked up and wrapped her arms around me.
"It'll be okay, Bill."
"I know, Adie, I just can't shake the feeling that something's wrong."
"You know Seri's a strong woman. She can take care of herself. She doesn't need you and Mike always hovering over her shoulder."
"I know that but she's like my sister. I need to know that she's alright."
"Okay baby. Then you go get dressed and when Mike gets here I'll call you down."
"Alright."
I gave her a kiss and walked upstairs to our bedroom.
Mike's POV
Damn, she has not even called Billie yet? That cannot be a good sign. I turned to my side and stared at Brittany who was still asleep. I brushed the hair out of her face and kissed her cheek.
"Yeah, babe?"
"Morning, beautiful."
"Did Seri call?"
"No, that's why I'm heading over to Billie's. We're gonna drive over to Tre's and see what's wrong."
"I want to come too."
"I know you do but right now I think it's best if just Billie and I go. She's like family."
"I know. Okay, well tell her I'm sorry and that I want to see her gorgeous, and hopefully happy face at the party tonight."
"Will do."
I bent down to give her a kiss and walked over to my closet to get dressed.
Billie's POV
"Billie! Mike's here," called Adie from downstairs.
I walked down to the living room and hugged my friend.
"Hey, man."
"Hey, so you ready to go?"
"Yeah. Adie? I'll be back as soon as we're done with things."
"Okay, tell Seri I love her."
"I will, baby."
I grabbed my leather jacket and walked to Mike's black BMW which was parked out front. We got in and drove to Tre's house which was not too far away. We pulled into his driveway behind his SUV and got out of the car. I pulled out the spare key I had to Tre's house and unlocked the door to find Seri snuggly held in Tre's arms, eating cereal and watching the Sunday morning cartoons. They looked very comfortable with each other, too comfortable.
"Where have you two been these past two days? Hm?" I asked.
"Yeah, we've been worried like crazy about you, Seri," said Mike.
Our two friends looked up at us and started laughing, a lot. Tre got up from the couch and walked over to us and left a visibly happy Seri.
"Hey, guys. I got some stuff to tell ya," said Tre as he gave each of us a hug.
"Yeah, you do. We heard that Seri broke up with Liam and that she might be upset. She hasn't even called us yet. You don't look too sad."
"Well, Friday night Seri came to me and she was the most depressed I have ever seen her. She was inconsolable. I tried my best to cheer her up and managed what I could. By four o'clock she was tired and didn't want to be alone so I slept with her. Not the bad way, you pervs. Saturday morning I woke up and basically told her how I've felt about her and she said that she felt the same way and, well, we're going out."
Mike and I were silent. I felt like my heart had stopped. He did not just tell us that Seri and him are dating. This information does not compute in my brain. I know Mike was shocked just as much as I was but did not show it. I guess he was trying to maintain his composure for my sake. Mike finally decided to speak up.
"You mean, you two are finally together?"
"Yup."
"Tre, you are going out with Serenity Blake. Our Serenity Blake? She isn't just an alien in disguise?"
"Yes, we're going out!"
"About fucking time!" I screamed, I guess I finally got control of myself again.
"Yes, an end to our suffering."
I walked over to Seri who was still laughing and looked like she could hardly breathe. I felt a rant that I have been saving for years about to come on.
"No, don't laugh. You don't know what we had to go through. For the last sixteen years, that man over there has been whining and complaining and obsessing over you and we were the ones he decided to come to. I can't tell you how many nights we were on tour and I had to listen to him saying how beautiful, how sexy, how perfect you are. It made me gag. I have tried everything in my power to make you see how pathetically Tre needs you. Now you have finally seen the light."
Now that I was finally done saying what I had to say I bent down and hugged Seri and kissed her forehead.
"You two deserve each other," I whispered in her ear.
Mike's POV
I still cannot believe this. Tre could not have scored Seri. I know that he loves her and that he has waited for years and that he is a great guy and all, but Seri? She is like a fucking supermodel and he is one of the little sideshow freaks. She is definitely one of the most gorgeous girls ever and she actually loves him? How could anyone actually love Tre? He is psychotic. Well, come to think of it, she is just as crazy as he is so I guess it could work.
"Tre and Seri are going out. Unbelievable," I finally said.
"Yes, you moron," said Tre.
Seri and Billie walked back over to us from the sofa. Billie stood beside me as Seri stood next to Tre. He draped his arm lovingly over her shoulder. Now that I see them together, I really can see them going out. Tre may have finally met his match.
"Can I have a total chick moment?" I asked.
"Um, sure." replied Seri.
"You two are so damn cute together. It's ridiculous. I am so glad that you two are finally together."
"Ha ha ha, Mike's gay." laughed Billie.
"Shut the fuck up, Bill. You know you were thinking it."
"Yeah, but I didn't say it. Now let's leave these two lovebirds alone."
"See ya at my party tonight, Seri."
"Yeah, bye Mike and Billie."
We walked out of the house to leave Tre and Seri to do whatever they wanted to do. That is such a disgusting thought. Well, I am glad they are both happy. What am I thinking, of course their happy. Tre is now dating the woman of his dreams and Seri has a guy that truly loves and respects her. I guess that is all that they need.
Seri's POV
"So, sixteen years?"
"Yeah, pathetic huh?"
"No, I think it's cute."
I touched Tre's cheek and gave him a passionate kiss. He wrapped his arms around my waist and deepened it. He started to lead me over to the sofa and we started making out, a lot. I felt his arms feel up underneath my shirt and I stopped him.
"I'm sorry Tre. This is just too soon for that."
"Seri, we've known each other for years."
"I know that. I... I just want the first time we do it to be special, the perfect moment. The sofa in the living room isn't the most romantic setting."
"Okay, I won't push it. I can barely keep my hands off of you though. I'm restraining myself as best I can."
"I know. Just give me some time, okay?"
"Alright. I love you, Seri."
"I love you too."
I gave him a kiss and got off of him to put away our now empty bowls that used to hold Capt'n Crunch. I made it to the kitchen and Tre snaked his arms around my waist again and spoke into my ear. It sent a shiver down my spine feeling his breath on my neck.
"You don't have to do that."
"Yeah, but the house is a mess."
"We could clean it up later."
"I just like it to be livable."
"Okay, fine. Aren't we supposed to go get the rest of your things today?"
"Yeah, when do you want to leave?"
"As soon as you want to."
"Okay. I'm going to go take a shower."
"Can I join?"
"No, Tre. I want to get in and out."
"But the thought of you in a shower all by your lonesome is saddening."
"It'll only be a few minutes. You won't miss me that long, huh?"
I gave him a kiss and walked towards the master bath.
"I miss you already."
I laughed at Tre's attempt to lure me back to him especially when I turned around and he was on the floor kneeling. I just turned around and headed for the bathroom. I have not taken a shower since Friday so I know that my body odor must rival even the worst. I started the bath and soaked in the warm water. I felt so good at that moment. I have not felt so good physically and mentally at the same time in years. Life has finally given me a break. After another half hour or so I emerged from the bath.
"Tre?"
"Yeah, babe."
"The only clothes I have are the clothes on my back."
"Maybe Claudia left some."
"No, I checked."
"You want to go over there wearing some of my clothes."
"I guess this'll have to do."
"You ready to go?"
"As ready as I'll ever be."
Tre gave me one of his coats and we got in his SUV and drove back to Liam's house. My old house. The place where I had some good memories, mostly bad ones. I was really starting to feel sick again. Tre took my hand in his and I instantly felt better. He always knew what I was thinking and how to make me feel better. I still cannot believe I am with such a great guy. I really do love him. We made it to my driveway and Tre opened my door.
"Don't worry, everything will be fine. We'll just go in, grab your things and go out. Simple."
"Okay, Tre."
He gave me a hug and then we walked towards Liam's door. I started to feel sick again. I do not know whether to be mad or sad at this point.
Tre's POV
I knocked on the door and Liam opened it. He looked like shit. He has not shaved and he smells bad and his eyes are bloodshot. He looked at Seri and his eyes were filled with sadness then he realized I was with her and he glared at me but let us in anyway.
"Baby, I'm glad you came back. Now we can talk and I can explain what.."
"No. No explanations. I told you that we're through. Tre and I are here to get my things and then I'm gone."
"Seri, you can't just... "
"I can and I am."
Seri stormed up the stairs to their bedroom and left me to deal with Liam. He looked up the stairs one more time and then he glared at me again.
"So, she broke up with me for you?"
"No, she came to me when she found out that you've been cheating on her. I was there to comfort her. You broke her heart."
"Don't give me that bullshit. I know that there has been something going on between you two for years. You took her away from me."
"Nothing has gone on between us. She has been nothing but loyal to you. She loved you and I really don't know why but she did. She would never hurt you but you had to go and cheat on her. She only thinks it was a one time thing. I haven't told her that I caught you cheating on her once in '93 and about fifteen other times over the years. When you were at work I know that you were really just hitting up bars and trying to get into as many girl's pants as possible. I had to spend three days with her one time because you lied and said your mother was dying and you really went to fucking La Jolla!"
After I said that Liam lunged for me and hit me square in the jaw. I got up and punched him in his rib cage and kicked him in the face. He was about to go for me again when Seri walked in.
"Don't you dare touch him, Liam!"
"I... He said that he's only using you."
"What? I'd never.."
"Don't lie to me, Liam. You think I've heard enough of your lies? I heard every word Tre said. I can't believe I didn't realize it sooner. You never loved me. You just fucking used me. I hate you so fucking much. You don't even deserve to be in my presence. You're lower than dirt Liam. You shouldn't even be allowed to walk the earth!"
"Baby, I... "
"Don't sweet talk me. I see through every lie that comes out of your horrible face. Tre would never hurt me, unlike you. If you ever lay a hand on him again I will kick your ass."
Liam looked enraged and I saw him go for Seri to pull her back when I stopped him.
"She doesn't want you anymore. You had your chance and you blew it. Say goodbye because she is the greatest woman ever and you had to go fuck her over."
I took Seri's hand and we walked outside of the house. I am so glad I never have to see him again. I placed Seri's bags in the back of my SUV and pulled out of the driveway to head back to our house.
"Tre, I'm glad that you were with me."
"I wouldn't have let you go by yourself."
"I know. I'm sorry he hit you. Does it hurt?"
"I'll be fine."
"No as soon as we get to the house I'm putting ice on it."
"Okay, fine."
We pulled into my driveway and I carried Seri's things up to our room. She started putting her clothes into the closet while I went back down the stairs to get an ice pack. I was watching a movie when I remembered we have to pick up my daughter, Ramona from the airport. I ran up stairs and found Seri half-way dressed in just her underwear, to my delight. I waited until she pulled on a shirt and skirt.
"Seri?"
"Yeah, Tre."
"I have to go pick up Ramona from the airport. Her plane lands in half an hour."
"Oh sure, go ahead."
"I was wondering if you wanted to come with me."
"I don't think that's a good idea. She probably would be shocked at the whole, us together thing. Besides, Adie called and said that her and Brittany were heading over to help me get ready for the party."
"Oh, alright. See you in a few. I have to drop her off at my sister's for the night. Maybe on the way I can explain us."
"Sure. Bye, babe."
She gave me a kiss and I shut the door and drove to the airport.
Seri's POV
After about half an hour, Adie and Brittany were knocking at my door. I need to get used to saying that. I still cannot believe that Tre and I are together and that I actually live in this gorgeous house. I walked down the stairs and made my way to the door. I unlocked it and let the two women in. Adie was holding a dress bag in her hands and Brittany, a bag of makeup and hair supplies I presumed.
"Hey, Seri. God I missed you," said Adie.
"Yeah, we both did. Now that you're with Tre this'll be so great," added Brittany.
"What? Are we going to be like the Green Day women or something?"
"Exactly, except we don't play instruments," joked Brittany.
"I do."
"We know you can, Seri. But do you really think you can rival my husband?"
"I guess not. So when they're out drinking we are too."
"Yup. The boys always get to have fun, now we can too."
"Have you ever noticed how much we are like our hubbies?" asked Adie.
"No, we aren't."
"Yes, we are. Brittany is shy, but crazy when you get to know her. Seri, we all know you're psychotic."
"Gee, thanks."
"But the best friend anyone can ask for when we need it. I guess I'm the older more sensible one."
"Billie is anything but sensible and neither are you."
"Well, I'm the political and fashionable one."
"And the most talked about."
"True."
"And you have the best luck in love."
"Again, you hit the nail on the head with that one."
"I guess we are the female Green Day."
"Awesome, now let's make me sexy."
"No, if you're girl Tre then it's shmexy."
"Fine, let's make me shmexy."
We laughed and made our way upstairs to my bedroom. Adie finally revealed what was hidden underneath the dress bag. Yet another one of her amazing creations. She really does have a knack for design. It was a gorgeous red sleeveless cocktail dress with a slip up the side of my leg that came to my thigh. It was imprinted with black roses here and there. I gawked at it for about a few seconds and then looked away.
"You are the Versace of punk fashion."
"Why thank you, thank you."
I grabbed the dress and took it in the bathroom with me to change.
Tre's POV
After dropping Ramona off at my sister's house, I quickly made my way home. By then I guess Adie and Brittany had successfully clothed and beautified Seri for me. I walked in to find the three women dressed and ready to go. Adie and Brittany smiled at me and rose from the couch.
"Okay, now that you're finally here we bid thee farewell," said Brittany sarcastically.
"Yeah, in other words, see ya at the party," replied Adie.
The two women each gave me a hug and walked out of my house leaving me alone with Seri. She looked amazing. I walked over to her and just stared.
"What? Is their something on my face?"
"Huh? No, I just can't describe how incredible you look right now."
I bent down and kissed her passionately.
"Good to know that the girls did their job."
"Yeah."
"Well, time for you to get ready, Mr. Cool."
"It won't take me long."
"I didn't think so. Now shoo."
"Getting rid of me already, huh?"
"Just get dressed, Tre."
"Fine."
I got off the couch and ran upstairs to put on my suit. After I was done applying my guy liner and spiking my faux-hawk, I walked back down the stairs with everyone's Christmas presents in my arms.
"Ready to go?"
"About time."
"Hey, I gotta look good too."
Seri laughed and grabbed my hand as we walked to my SUV. We made our way to Mike's house and quickly got out of the vehicle knowing that we were fairly late to the party. I grabbed the gifts and Seri gave me a kiss while we walked up the steps to Mike's house.
"Hey! Thought you'd never show," said a somewhat drunk Mike.
"Yeah, had to wait for Mr. Fabulous over here to get ready."
"You gotta admit, I look good. Don't I Mike?"
"Oh yes Tre. Look at that sexy bod."
Mike led us indoors. There was a large tree to my right that was decorated with Christmas lights. Underneath it were everyone's presents. I placed the presents under the tree and followed Seri towards the stereo. Billie and Mike were by the bar so I went by them. Seri gave me a kiss and walked over to Adie, Britt and Claudia.
Seri's POV
I saw Adie, Claudia and Brittany at the other side of the room on the sofa and walked towards them after giving Tre a kiss. There were a lot of people here. I'm guessing they were some of Britt's modelling friends and a few of Mike's. The group of women smiled at me and I sat on a chair. We talked for a few seconds when I heard a beep resonate from my purse. Who would text me? I flipped open my cell.
u look fine
Tre. He is so dumb. I texted back.
betta then u
I went to put it back in my purse when it rang.
"Sorry, I gotta take this."
I walked out on the deck and answered it.
"Hello?"
"Hey, baby."
"Liam?"
"Yeah. I'm really sorry about earlier. It just pissed me of knowing that you're with him."
"Well get used to it. You cheated on me, remember?"
"I know. Babe, I'm so sorry. If I could I'd take it all back."
"Guess what? You can't. Just leave me alone."
"I can't do that. I love you Serenity."
"Liam."
"What? Don't you dare say you don't love me back."
"Liam, I... "
"I know you still love me."
"I gotta go."
I hung up on him. He was right. After being used so many times by him, I still love him. Why? Knowing this had scared me. I just do not think that I am ready for another relationship so soon, even if it is with Tre. I walked back inside wearing a sad look. Adie grabbed my wrist and dragged me back outside.
"What's wrong?"
"Huh? Nothing."
"Look, Seri. I have known you for years and I can tell when something's wrong with you. You always keep it bottled up. Are you sad because of who called you?"
"Yeah."
"Well, who was it?"
"Liam."
"Oh no."
"I..I think I'm still in love with him."
"I knew that you couldn't get over him that fast. You were together for fifteen years. That's a long time and a lot of love to just forget."
"I know. I feel so horrible about it."
"What about Tre?"
"I love him. I just know that if I still love Liam that it wouldn't be right to be with Tre."
"Why not?"
"I can't give myself to him fully until I'm over Liam. I don't want to use Tre and I feel like I am."
"Seri, I'm going to say follow your heart as a friend but I really want you to be with Tre."
"I do too. He's the perfect guy. I'm so confused."
"Well, what do you want to do?"
"I honestly don't know."
"If you ever need someone to talk to you know my number."
"Thanks, Adie."
"No problem."
"Can you keep this a secret? I don't want anyone else to know."
"Sure."
One Month Later.
Seri's POV
Tre and I have been together for a month now and I still have feelings for Liam. I just don't know what to do anymore. I look at Tre when we are together and I can see how happy he is. I do not want to hurt him. I just think that rushing into a relationship so soon was not the best idea. He went to Billie's for band practice today so I have been at home all day which have given me time to think. I was watching some relationship show on the Oxygen Network when I heard the door open. Tre must have been listening to The Clash on his way home because he was singing Spanish Bombs.
"Spanish Bombs, Yot' quierro y finito. Yote querda, oh ma Corazon. Spanish Bombs, Yot' quierro y finito. Yote querda, oh ma Corazon."
"Hey."
"Hello. So how was my baby's day."
"Tre, I kinda need to tell you something."
"Oh, that tone sounded not good."
"Um, I've been thinking."
"About?"
"Us."
"Yeah, and we're great. Right?"
"Yeah. I've just been feeling bad."
"About what?"
"I feel like I'm using you."
"What? You're not using me, Seri."
"I am."
"No, babe, you aren't."
"I... I still love Liam."
"What?"
"Yes. I've been thinking about it a lot. I think that we got together too soon. I just need some time to clear my head and heart. That way I can say I love you and really, truly mean it."
"What are you saying?"
"I need to get better. I need to get over him."
"You can, you will."
"I won't unless we aren't together. I need to focus on getting over him."
"So... You're breaking up with me?"
"I can't be in a relationship so soon right now."
"I just can't believe it."
"Tre, I love you."
"You just said that, you can't tell me that."
"I love you but I won't be able to give myself to you completely until I'm over him."
"Seri, I don't know if I can."
"Just give me some time."
"I can wait."
"Tre, you don't have to wait for me. I don't even know if I'll ever be able to get over him."
"I don't even know what to think."
"Let's just take a break. You'll find someone else. I know that it's been forever since you've been laid."
"You can't lighten this subject right now, Seri."
"Sorry. I know that you'll find someone. I just need some time alone. I guess I won't be living with you now."
"What? No, you can stay. You need a place. You still have Claudia's room."
"Tre, you don't have to do this for me."
"No, I do. Even if you're not my girlfriend anymore you're still my best friend."
"Thanks. I'm going to go by Adie's, okay?"
"Alright. I'll order us some food when you get back."
"Cool. I'm glad that you understand."
"Yeah."
[b]Tre's POV[b]
Seri gave me one of her gorgeous smiles and closed the door. I walked upstairs to my room and closed the door. I felt empty inside. She thinks I understand? I love her so much. Now that I have gone out with her and felt what I feel about her I never want to go back. I dug in my pocket and felt that small, velvet box. I took it out and held it in my hands. I opened it and stared at the gorgeous, perfect diamond. Almost as perfect as the woman it was meant for. I threw it in my drawer and felt tears running down my face. I laid down and fell asleep, the void in my heart slowly taking over.
