"I love you Adrienne." "I love you too, Mike...", chapter 4
"Ok then, go ahead, what's so..."
"Please let me speak."
"Ok, sorry"
"It's ok. Anyway, it's been so many years since that day I first looked at you. And from the first moment, I loved you. To me, you are the most precious and beautiful thing on this Earth. If they ask me to choose between being rich, famous, in good health, with lots of women around and being poor, reject, ill, but with you by my side, I would surely pick the second option."
I could see his eyes shining. He really loves this girl.
"I will never leave you, and I want to be with you forever."
He took out his pocket a little blue box, just like mine. I was on the edge of tears. Adrienne spilled tears like a fountain, but she had a smile from ear to ear.
"That's why yesterday you couldn't go out with me," she said, "you were buying that."
He got to his knee, kissed Adie's hand, opened the box and said:
"Adrienne Nesser, will you marry me?"
Fuck.
I've never cried so much, but yet so silently.
By now she was crying and laughing at the same time. She pulled him into a passionate kiss which turned out to be a full make-out session. I couldn't look, so I sat down, my head in my hands, crying.
I could hear them kissing but I didn't want to look, till I hear Billie saying "I want you baby".
I stopped crying, I stopped sobbing, I stopped even breathing, hoping to hear Adie saying no, since I was there, but all I hear was the sound of two bodies falling onto the bed. I was nearly shaking.
Adie obviously forgot I was there, 'cause when I looked out I was them nearly naked. I froze. How the hell could I stand to be stuck in there watching my best friend fucking the girl I love? When Adie was naked, Billie said "I take this as a yes?"
I started crying again. I wasn't looking but I couldn't help to hear their moans, which were growing louder.
Suddenly I decided I just couldn't take it anymore. I didn't care if they could see me, but I flew out of that bloody wardrobe, unlocked the door and ran downstairs. I grab a piece of paper and a pen and I wrote
"Goodbye. Xxx"
Then I hid it somewhere where I knew Billie would have never looked, and I went out.
Fuck everything. I didn't care anymore. I just wanted to run away from all this shit. My life was fucked up. My heart was broken. I loved a woman who was engaged and I know I would never had a chance. Saying goodbye to Adie, for me meant saying goodbye to love. I was too hurt to love anyone else. Fuck it, they didn't even see me when I walked out that fuckin wardrobe!
I wouldn't have been able to look at Billie again. Nor at Adie, since she was going to be his wife, and I knew I would have seen her more often.
Now, what about the band?
Oh, fuck.
"Please let me speak."
"Ok, sorry"
"It's ok. Anyway, it's been so many years since that day I first looked at you. And from the first moment, I loved you. To me, you are the most precious and beautiful thing on this Earth. If they ask me to choose between being rich, famous, in good health, with lots of women around and being poor, reject, ill, but with you by my side, I would surely pick the second option."
I could see his eyes shining. He really loves this girl.
"I will never leave you, and I want to be with you forever."
He took out his pocket a little blue box, just like mine. I was on the edge of tears. Adrienne spilled tears like a fountain, but she had a smile from ear to ear.
"That's why yesterday you couldn't go out with me," she said, "you were buying that."
He got to his knee, kissed Adie's hand, opened the box and said:
"Adrienne Nesser, will you marry me?"
Fuck.
I've never cried so much, but yet so silently.
By now she was crying and laughing at the same time. She pulled him into a passionate kiss which turned out to be a full make-out session. I couldn't look, so I sat down, my head in my hands, crying.
I could hear them kissing but I didn't want to look, till I hear Billie saying "I want you baby".
I stopped crying, I stopped sobbing, I stopped even breathing, hoping to hear Adie saying no, since I was there, but all I hear was the sound of two bodies falling onto the bed. I was nearly shaking.
Adie obviously forgot I was there, 'cause when I looked out I was them nearly naked. I froze. How the hell could I stand to be stuck in there watching my best friend fucking the girl I love? When Adie was naked, Billie said "I take this as a yes?"
I started crying again. I wasn't looking but I couldn't help to hear their moans, which were growing louder.
Suddenly I decided I just couldn't take it anymore. I didn't care if they could see me, but I flew out of that bloody wardrobe, unlocked the door and ran downstairs. I grab a piece of paper and a pen and I wrote
"Goodbye. Xxx"
Then I hid it somewhere where I knew Billie would have never looked, and I went out.
Fuck everything. I didn't care anymore. I just wanted to run away from all this shit. My life was fucked up. My heart was broken. I loved a woman who was engaged and I know I would never had a chance. Saying goodbye to Adie, for me meant saying goodbye to love. I was too hurt to love anyone else. Fuck it, they didn't even see me when I walked out that fuckin wardrobe!
I wouldn't have been able to look at Billie again. Nor at Adie, since she was going to be his wife, and I knew I would have seen her more often.
Now, what about the band?
Oh, fuck.
