Mike's Dirty Little Secret, chapter 20
I left Billie Joe's house and I began my walk, I knew where I was walking to. I was walking to the diner Mike worked at. I knew I had to talk to him. Even though he did that and I was mad, I still loved him. It was flattering and I couldn't figure out why. Maybe he was taping Billie not me, I didn't know for sure. All I knew is that no matter how much I was embarrassed and mad, I still loved Mike. He was so sweet, so kind, and was really gentle when we made love when I asked him to be, I really liked that. I thought as I walked. I couldn't not love Mike despite what he did. And Maybe Billie Joe just wasn't the guy for me. I really didn't know. But I knew I had deep feelings for Mike.
I arrived at the diner that Mike worked at. He was going to be going to break soon, I knew that. So I waited for him in a booth and I saw him leave to go on his 15 minute break I walked outside and out back.
"Mike?" I asked.
He was sitting down near the trashcan smoking a cigarette. He looked up at me.
"Oh, hey Destiny, where's Bill?" he asked.
"At home, I'm on a walk, I wanted to talk to you," I replied and I sat down next to him.
"What about love?" Mike asked putting a casual arm around my shoulder.
I smiled, I liked it.
"Mike," I started. "Billie and I found the tapes you made with Billie and me having sex," I said.
Mike took his arm off of me and looked at me.
"What?" he asked.
"Yeah," I replied. "Mike, how could you?" I asked.
Mike looked down at the old, grey ground. "I'm sorry," he said bluntly.
I sat in silence for a moment.
"....Why did you do it Mike?" I asked.
"Cause, you're so pretty and it's the only way I could get to you at the time I made them, I just was so in love with you. I still am, but I made those tapes when you and Billie started having sex two months ago," Mike replied.
Wow, he really was in love with me. I didn't know what to do. I loved him, and everything, if he said that, he has to feel that way.
"I'm so sorry if I upset you," Mike replied. "I wasn't trying to be a nasty pervert and tape my best friend and his girlfriend. That's Tre's job to be a nasty perv," Mike said and I laughed with him. "I did it to see what you looked like and not in the perverted sense, I just wanted to see you. I didn't feel like I could talk to you and I was too shy, it was like the only way I could feel close to you then," he said.
I was so taken over by emotion, he felt so deeply for me. I leaned over and I pushed my lips against his roughly. I parted from his lips and I pushed him down on the hard pavement. I began to make out with him. I couldn't help this sudden impact of hormones I was feeling. I just needed Mike, bad, now. I stopped kissing him about 30 seconds later.
"Mike, I need you, now," I said.
I stood up and I pulled him up with me.
"But my break..." Mike started.
"Fuck them, I want sex," I replied and I pulled him out from behind the building and we ran to his car. We got in the car.
"We'll drive up to the bay and go under the pier," Mike said.
I nodded in agreement. He started up the car and we drove off. We drove up to the pier and we parked under it. And yes, Mike and I made love in the car. It was incredible. We spent about ten minutes fooling around in the back seat of his car.
Afterwards we were completely out of it. I was so fucking tired. Mike and I were cuddling naked in the back seat. Mike was stroking my hair, I was gently running my hand over his bare chest.
"Wow, Mikey," I whispered. "That was...amazing."
"I know," Mike replied.
We sat there in silence for a little while, just touching and things, a few little kisses. Then we decided that it was time to get dressed and Mike was going to drive back to the diner.
"Hey, tomorrow, after school Billie has football practice, wanna come over and do that again?" Mike asked.
"Yeah," I replied. "I really need to end it with Billie Joe though, I really do, I think I love you more," I confessed.
Mike looked at me.
"You mean that?" he asked.
"Yes," I replied.
We got to the diner and I walked home from there. Things were going to get better, I was going to be less confused now that I had realized my true feelings.
I arrived at the diner that Mike worked at. He was going to be going to break soon, I knew that. So I waited for him in a booth and I saw him leave to go on his 15 minute break I walked outside and out back.
"Mike?" I asked.
He was sitting down near the trashcan smoking a cigarette. He looked up at me.
"Oh, hey Destiny, where's Bill?" he asked.
"At home, I'm on a walk, I wanted to talk to you," I replied and I sat down next to him.
"What about love?" Mike asked putting a casual arm around my shoulder.
I smiled, I liked it.
"Mike," I started. "Billie and I found the tapes you made with Billie and me having sex," I said.
Mike took his arm off of me and looked at me.
"What?" he asked.
"Yeah," I replied. "Mike, how could you?" I asked.
Mike looked down at the old, grey ground. "I'm sorry," he said bluntly.
I sat in silence for a moment.
"....Why did you do it Mike?" I asked.
"Cause, you're so pretty and it's the only way I could get to you at the time I made them, I just was so in love with you. I still am, but I made those tapes when you and Billie started having sex two months ago," Mike replied.
Wow, he really was in love with me. I didn't know what to do. I loved him, and everything, if he said that, he has to feel that way.
"I'm so sorry if I upset you," Mike replied. "I wasn't trying to be a nasty pervert and tape my best friend and his girlfriend. That's Tre's job to be a nasty perv," Mike said and I laughed with him. "I did it to see what you looked like and not in the perverted sense, I just wanted to see you. I didn't feel like I could talk to you and I was too shy, it was like the only way I could feel close to you then," he said.
I was so taken over by emotion, he felt so deeply for me. I leaned over and I pushed my lips against his roughly. I parted from his lips and I pushed him down on the hard pavement. I began to make out with him. I couldn't help this sudden impact of hormones I was feeling. I just needed Mike, bad, now. I stopped kissing him about 30 seconds later.
"Mike, I need you, now," I said.
I stood up and I pulled him up with me.
"But my break..." Mike started.
"Fuck them, I want sex," I replied and I pulled him out from behind the building and we ran to his car. We got in the car.
"We'll drive up to the bay and go under the pier," Mike said.
I nodded in agreement. He started up the car and we drove off. We drove up to the pier and we parked under it. And yes, Mike and I made love in the car. It was incredible. We spent about ten minutes fooling around in the back seat of his car.
Afterwards we were completely out of it. I was so fucking tired. Mike and I were cuddling naked in the back seat. Mike was stroking my hair, I was gently running my hand over his bare chest.
"Wow, Mikey," I whispered. "That was...amazing."
"I know," Mike replied.
We sat there in silence for a little while, just touching and things, a few little kisses. Then we decided that it was time to get dressed and Mike was going to drive back to the diner.
"Hey, tomorrow, after school Billie has football practice, wanna come over and do that again?" Mike asked.
"Yeah," I replied. "I really need to end it with Billie Joe though, I really do, I think I love you more," I confessed.
Mike looked at me.
"You mean that?" he asked.
"Yes," I replied.
We got to the diner and I walked home from there. Things were going to get better, I was going to be less confused now that I had realized my true feelings.