Mike's Dirty Little Secret, chapter 4
A week and a half later
My doorbell rang when I was watching TV. I got up and I went to go answer it. It was too my surprise, Billie Joe.
"Hey Billie, what's up?" I asked.
"Nothing, I thought maybe I could maybe talk to you," Billie said.
"Where's Mike?" I asked.
"He went out with our buddy Tre," Billie replied.
Billie and Mike had been coming over hanging out almost everyday. We really get along. I've developed a crush on both of them. More on Billie Joe than Mike though. I taken by surprise when he showed up.
"What's wrong Billie Joe?" I asked.
"Can I come in to talk to you?" Billie asked.
"Yeah," I said and he walked in. We sat on the couch together.
"So what is it Billie?" I asked.
"Okay, I know I can trust you. We haven't known each other long I know but I think I can trust you because you've been through a lot and I think your the only one I can tell this to," Billie said.
"Okay, Billie, tell me," I replied.
"You know how I was telling you about my step-dad Brad?" Billie asked.
"Yeah," I replied.
"He's such a dick. He always yells at me and tells me what a worthless prick I am," Billie continued.
"Billie you're not worthless," I said.
"Some days," Billie said. "Well, he does. . . something to me that I feel really bad about," Billie Joe continued.
"What does he do Billie?" I asked.
"I mean I'm 16 I shouldn't have to put up with it. But he's so much stronger then I am," Billie continued.
"Billie what did he do?" I asked urgently.
"Brad and my mom got married when I was 11, since I turned 12 he's been molesting me," Billie said. I could see his eyes fill with tears.
"Oh. . . Billie," I said.
I wrapped my arms around him and I hugged him.
"For 4 years he's been molesting you? How much does he do it?" I asked.
"Not very often. Once every few months," Billie cried. "But he tricks me into it. I mean when I was just a kid, when I was 12. I didn't really know what he was doing. He just said I had been bad and then he took me up to my room. He said it was my punishment," Billie said tears streaming down his face.
"What did he do to you?" I asked.
"Just fondled me, then he made me. . ." Billie trailed off and cried a bit more.
"What? He made you what?" I asked softly holding him.
"He made me. . . suck him," Billie said and cried hard into my shoulder.
I couldn't believe what I was hearing. I rubbed his back, I was trying to comfort him the best I could.
"And I didn't like it," Billie said after he calmed down a bit. "He never made me do it again. He said I was terrible at it."
"It's okay Billie," I said.
"God, I hate him. I tried to tell my mom once but I just couldn't bring myself to it," Billie replied. "I thought that since you had been through a lot that maybe I could tell you," Billie said. "Can I trust you?" he asked.
"Yeah, you can trust me," I replied.
"Thank you. I always knew I could count on pretty girls," Billie said.
"What?" I asked suddenly alert that Billie called me pretty.
"What?" Billie asked. "I think you're pretty," Billie replied.
"You do?" I asked.
"Yeah," Billie replied.
He looked at me, we were still in the embrace. I looked into his beautiful green eyes. His face wet with tears.
"I think you're really pretty," Billie said.
Then I got that weird feeling inside of me. Butterflies maybe, I wasn't really sure.
"Thank you," I replied.
And that was the last thing I said before I Lent down and kissed Billie Joe. He kissed back, I was taken by surprise. Our eyes fluttered shut. We kissed a bit more. Then I pulled away. We looked embarrassed and Billie was flushed.
"I don't think that we should be doing this," I said pulling out of the embrace.
"Oh. No?" he asked.
"We really don't even know each other all that well. I mean, we've only known each other two weeks," I said.
"Yeah. I'm sorry, I shouldn't have made a move on you," Billie said very embarrassed.
"No, I made the move I kissed you," I said.
"Oh. Well umm, don't worry about it," Billie said. He stood. up. "Thanks for being there for me. I'm glad to have someone who really understands. I mean I could tell Mikey but he might flip," Billie said and I stood up.
"Yeah," I replied.
"If there's anything you need to tell me then go ahead," Billie said.
"Okay, uh, thanks Billie. If he does it again, just come over and you can talk to me," I replied.
We hugged again.
"Thanks Destiny," Billie said before he walked out the door.
I closed the door behind him and I leaned my back to the door.
Why did I have to pull away? I thought to myself. I liked him kissing me. Why did I pull away? That was the most amazing kiss I've ever had!
I sat there dreaming of Billie Joe as I went up to my room.
My doorbell rang when I was watching TV. I got up and I went to go answer it. It was too my surprise, Billie Joe.
"Hey Billie, what's up?" I asked.
"Nothing, I thought maybe I could maybe talk to you," Billie said.
"Where's Mike?" I asked.
"He went out with our buddy Tre," Billie replied.
Billie and Mike had been coming over hanging out almost everyday. We really get along. I've developed a crush on both of them. More on Billie Joe than Mike though. I taken by surprise when he showed up.
"What's wrong Billie Joe?" I asked.
"Can I come in to talk to you?" Billie asked.
"Yeah," I said and he walked in. We sat on the couch together.
"So what is it Billie?" I asked.
"Okay, I know I can trust you. We haven't known each other long I know but I think I can trust you because you've been through a lot and I think your the only one I can tell this to," Billie said.
"Okay, Billie, tell me," I replied.
"You know how I was telling you about my step-dad Brad?" Billie asked.
"Yeah," I replied.
"He's such a dick. He always yells at me and tells me what a worthless prick I am," Billie continued.
"Billie you're not worthless," I said.
"Some days," Billie said. "Well, he does. . . something to me that I feel really bad about," Billie Joe continued.
"What does he do Billie?" I asked.
"I mean I'm 16 I shouldn't have to put up with it. But he's so much stronger then I am," Billie continued.
"Billie what did he do?" I asked urgently.
"Brad and my mom got married when I was 11, since I turned 12 he's been molesting me," Billie said. I could see his eyes fill with tears.
"Oh. . . Billie," I said.
I wrapped my arms around him and I hugged him.
"For 4 years he's been molesting you? How much does he do it?" I asked.
"Not very often. Once every few months," Billie cried. "But he tricks me into it. I mean when I was just a kid, when I was 12. I didn't really know what he was doing. He just said I had been bad and then he took me up to my room. He said it was my punishment," Billie said tears streaming down his face.
"What did he do to you?" I asked.
"Just fondled me, then he made me. . ." Billie trailed off and cried a bit more.
"What? He made you what?" I asked softly holding him.
"He made me. . . suck him," Billie said and cried hard into my shoulder.
I couldn't believe what I was hearing. I rubbed his back, I was trying to comfort him the best I could.
"And I didn't like it," Billie said after he calmed down a bit. "He never made me do it again. He said I was terrible at it."
"It's okay Billie," I said.
"God, I hate him. I tried to tell my mom once but I just couldn't bring myself to it," Billie replied. "I thought that since you had been through a lot that maybe I could tell you," Billie said. "Can I trust you?" he asked.
"Yeah, you can trust me," I replied.
"Thank you. I always knew I could count on pretty girls," Billie said.
"What?" I asked suddenly alert that Billie called me pretty.
"What?" Billie asked. "I think you're pretty," Billie replied.
"You do?" I asked.
"Yeah," Billie replied.
He looked at me, we were still in the embrace. I looked into his beautiful green eyes. His face wet with tears.
"I think you're really pretty," Billie said.
Then I got that weird feeling inside of me. Butterflies maybe, I wasn't really sure.
"Thank you," I replied.
And that was the last thing I said before I Lent down and kissed Billie Joe. He kissed back, I was taken by surprise. Our eyes fluttered shut. We kissed a bit more. Then I pulled away. We looked embarrassed and Billie was flushed.
"I don't think that we should be doing this," I said pulling out of the embrace.
"Oh. No?" he asked.
"We really don't even know each other all that well. I mean, we've only known each other two weeks," I said.
"Yeah. I'm sorry, I shouldn't have made a move on you," Billie said very embarrassed.
"No, I made the move I kissed you," I said.
"Oh. Well umm, don't worry about it," Billie said. He stood. up. "Thanks for being there for me. I'm glad to have someone who really understands. I mean I could tell Mikey but he might flip," Billie said and I stood up.
"Yeah," I replied.
"If there's anything you need to tell me then go ahead," Billie said.
"Okay, uh, thanks Billie. If he does it again, just come over and you can talk to me," I replied.
We hugged again.
"Thanks Destiny," Billie said before he walked out the door.
I closed the door behind him and I leaned my back to the door.
Why did I have to pull away? I thought to myself. I liked him kissing me. Why did I pull away? That was the most amazing kiss I've ever had!
I sat there dreaming of Billie Joe as I went up to my room.
