What We Do Is Secret..., chapter 4
Desicions, desicions.
I decided to pick a fluro purple pick with black zebra stripes.
It is kinda rad, I'm glad I broke my old pick and payed two bucks for this one.
I checked my watch, Six O'Clock. Excellent, I started walking to the servo's next to the shops to await my destiny...
I have a boyfriend. Yes what a twist, after all that I've told you about feeling for Daniel... but I denied them because of Pete.
Pete, the hottest punk I've met. Jet black hair with bright green tips, sculpted into a mohawk. Tounge piercing, which is hot when he shoves his tounge in my mouth... okay too much detail!. Green eyes, which remind me of Billie Joe's eyes. Sexy eyes.
I ran into the shadows and was caught in a warm embrace and soft kiss.
"Zeppy I haven't seen you since the holidays," Pete said seductively.
"Shut up and kiss me," I moaned.
Pete started pulling at my shirt softly, I grabbed him and held him tightly.
Then, oh what a suprise! I ripped of his shirt as he ripped mine off and ripped my bra off. Soon we was nude, and lying on the hard, warm dirt.
"Tell me how you want it Sarah"
"Hard and fast."
*
"You WHAT?!" exclaimed Danni.
"Fucked on the hard dirt and it was the best I've had with him."
"YOU DON'T HAVE TO REPEAT IT," said Danni, close to tears from laughter.
"Well, that could explain the condoms I always find behind that damn toilet block," Courtney said sarcastically.
That's when the reality hit me. He didn't use a condom.
I didn't tell them though, I just laughed it off and continued with band
practice.
As I rode on the bus I thought about the possibility of me being pregnant.
I hear of so many people wanting to get up the duff... but with teens... it's as if they get preggers so easy. Urrgg. I hope it won't happen.
"Hey Zeppy... you okay there?" Daniel gently shook me..
"Huh? Oh.. just thinking, thats all.."
"How is Peter?" Daniel asked. He never really liked Pete, and always calls him his proper name.
"Oh he's great, everything's great. I saw him yesterday."
Daniel looked at me kinda sadly... What now? I don't need any more troubles on my mind.
Daniel's POV
She saw him. That always means they fucked each others brains out.
Or maybe not? Maybe I'm being too paranoid.
I gotta wait... wait until they split... then I make my move...
"Well, see ya later Zeppy," I said as my stop came.
"Stay safe, bye," she said.
As I got up I quickly gave her a kiss on the cheek and bounded off the bus.
YAY! I did it. I at least gave her a peck on the cheek, and she will hopefully think it's an act of friendship.
As I arrived home I started to practise some material for Tangled Chords, including Holiday, which plan to play at the Talent Quest.
"DANIEL! DINNER!" I heard my mother yell.
I stopped playing and ran to the table. I love my mother's dinner.
If you look at my family you would say they're perfect. I would say they're
the normal, dysfunctional, fucked up, yet good family.
"So Daniel, how was school?" asked Dad.
"Yeah beaut."
"Did you finish you're homework?"
"Yeah," I lied. I hardly do my homework unless its for Maths, but I copy the answers out of the back of the text book in class.
All I focus on is my music.
I've been writing a song lately, I wrote up the chords and riff and solo. I just need some kick ass words.
I finished dinner and went back to song writing. Then my brothers and sisters knocked on the door and started yelling out to me.
"COME OUT SMELLY!"
"YEAH SMELLY COME OUT AND CHANGE YOUR DIAPY!"
"HHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE"
I was about to tell them to fuck off, then I remembered that they're only
four. They're quadruplets. Annoying and fucked up brats.
'As I love you with all my shattered heart, you have another and the sight of you with him paints a picture of a dark art.'
I wrote some more.
Back to Zeppy
I can't sleep, I keep rolling around trying to get into a comfy position.
"Sarah...
I keep calling to you..
Do you hear me?
Will you respond..
Sarah.. Sarah..
SHIT! RUNNING LATE AGAIN!... oh wait... IT'S SATURDAY! Phew.
I had the weirdest dream last night. Someone calling my name.
If I told that to my English teacher she would try to interpret it, since she is into that new age shit. I might do that just to see what bullshit she comes up with.
FUCK! I suddenly got a sharp pain down there... oh please let it be...
YES! THANK THE LORD MY RAGS ARRIVED! I AM NOT PREGGERS!
Ahh I feel so great. I decided to call Pete.
The phones ringing.
..
Taking a long time.
"ZEPPY! How are ya babe?"
"Oh I'm rad now that I'm talking to you"
"Thats sweet my sexing..."
I kept talking until I heard some female voice saying 'who is that' and
Pete trying to cover the phone.
It didn't work.
"Mandy shut the fuck up it's my fucking girlfriend!!"
"You said you broke up with her!"
"I'm about to babe, besides you're a much better fuck..."
"Fuck me now Pete."
WHAT? He... CHEATED on ME? That does it... I can't believe him.
That's why he was so shifty all holidays.
He doesn't even love me, and I now regret that hard dirt floor fuck.
"Peter you are fucking dumped you fucking bastard"
"Sexing please..."
I hung up. I can't take this shit. I grabbed some joints, bourbon and just ran out.
I started running towards the park, when I got there I sat underneath a big
shady tree and just wanted to get wasted.
But before that... I just thought and thought.
I broke down, cried so hard. My eyeliner started running I could feel it.
"Zeppy..."
I looked up, and saw Daniel sitting next to me, he flung his arms around me and shook me gently.
I decided to pick a fluro purple pick with black zebra stripes.
It is kinda rad, I'm glad I broke my old pick and payed two bucks for this one.
I checked my watch, Six O'Clock. Excellent, I started walking to the servo's next to the shops to await my destiny...
I have a boyfriend. Yes what a twist, after all that I've told you about feeling for Daniel... but I denied them because of Pete.
Pete, the hottest punk I've met. Jet black hair with bright green tips, sculpted into a mohawk. Tounge piercing, which is hot when he shoves his tounge in my mouth... okay too much detail!. Green eyes, which remind me of Billie Joe's eyes. Sexy eyes.
I ran into the shadows and was caught in a warm embrace and soft kiss.
"Zeppy I haven't seen you since the holidays," Pete said seductively.
"Shut up and kiss me," I moaned.
Pete started pulling at my shirt softly, I grabbed him and held him tightly.
Then, oh what a suprise! I ripped of his shirt as he ripped mine off and ripped my bra off. Soon we was nude, and lying on the hard, warm dirt.
"Tell me how you want it Sarah"
"Hard and fast."
*
"You WHAT?!" exclaimed Danni.
"Fucked on the hard dirt and it was the best I've had with him."
"YOU DON'T HAVE TO REPEAT IT," said Danni, close to tears from laughter.
"Well, that could explain the condoms I always find behind that damn toilet block," Courtney said sarcastically.
That's when the reality hit me. He didn't use a condom.
I didn't tell them though, I just laughed it off and continued with band
practice.
As I rode on the bus I thought about the possibility of me being pregnant.
I hear of so many people wanting to get up the duff... but with teens... it's as if they get preggers so easy. Urrgg. I hope it won't happen.
"Hey Zeppy... you okay there?" Daniel gently shook me..
"Huh? Oh.. just thinking, thats all.."
"How is Peter?" Daniel asked. He never really liked Pete, and always calls him his proper name.
"Oh he's great, everything's great. I saw him yesterday."
Daniel looked at me kinda sadly... What now? I don't need any more troubles on my mind.
Daniel's POV
She saw him. That always means they fucked each others brains out.
Or maybe not? Maybe I'm being too paranoid.
I gotta wait... wait until they split... then I make my move...
"Well, see ya later Zeppy," I said as my stop came.
"Stay safe, bye," she said.
As I got up I quickly gave her a kiss on the cheek and bounded off the bus.
YAY! I did it. I at least gave her a peck on the cheek, and she will hopefully think it's an act of friendship.
As I arrived home I started to practise some material for Tangled Chords, including Holiday, which plan to play at the Talent Quest.
"DANIEL! DINNER!" I heard my mother yell.
I stopped playing and ran to the table. I love my mother's dinner.
If you look at my family you would say they're perfect. I would say they're
the normal, dysfunctional, fucked up, yet good family.
"So Daniel, how was school?" asked Dad.
"Yeah beaut."
"Did you finish you're homework?"
"Yeah," I lied. I hardly do my homework unless its for Maths, but I copy the answers out of the back of the text book in class.
All I focus on is my music.
I've been writing a song lately, I wrote up the chords and riff and solo. I just need some kick ass words.
I finished dinner and went back to song writing. Then my brothers and sisters knocked on the door and started yelling out to me.
"COME OUT SMELLY!"
"YEAH SMELLY COME OUT AND CHANGE YOUR DIAPY!"
"HHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE"
I was about to tell them to fuck off, then I remembered that they're only
four. They're quadruplets. Annoying and fucked up brats.
'As I love you with all my shattered heart, you have another and the sight of you with him paints a picture of a dark art.'
I wrote some more.
Back to Zeppy
I can't sleep, I keep rolling around trying to get into a comfy position.
"Sarah...
I keep calling to you..
Do you hear me?
Will you respond..
Sarah.. Sarah..
SHIT! RUNNING LATE AGAIN!... oh wait... IT'S SATURDAY! Phew.
I had the weirdest dream last night. Someone calling my name.
If I told that to my English teacher she would try to interpret it, since she is into that new age shit. I might do that just to see what bullshit she comes up with.
FUCK! I suddenly got a sharp pain down there... oh please let it be...
YES! THANK THE LORD MY RAGS ARRIVED! I AM NOT PREGGERS!
Ahh I feel so great. I decided to call Pete.
The phones ringing.
..
Taking a long time.
"ZEPPY! How are ya babe?"
"Oh I'm rad now that I'm talking to you"
"Thats sweet my sexing..."
I kept talking until I heard some female voice saying 'who is that' and
Pete trying to cover the phone.
It didn't work.
"Mandy shut the fuck up it's my fucking girlfriend!!"
"You said you broke up with her!"
"I'm about to babe, besides you're a much better fuck..."
"Fuck me now Pete."
WHAT? He... CHEATED on ME? That does it... I can't believe him.
That's why he was so shifty all holidays.
He doesn't even love me, and I now regret that hard dirt floor fuck.
"Peter you are fucking dumped you fucking bastard"
"Sexing please..."
I hung up. I can't take this shit. I grabbed some joints, bourbon and just ran out.
I started running towards the park, when I got there I sat underneath a big
shady tree and just wanted to get wasted.
But before that... I just thought and thought.
I broke down, cried so hard. My eyeliner started running I could feel it.
"Zeppy..."
I looked up, and saw Daniel sitting next to me, he flung his arms around me and shook me gently.
