What We Do Is Secret..., chapter 7
"Cecelia you are being unreasonable, I had to leave to get away from the coppers and you guys wouldn't be safe!"
"Don't give me that bullshit John my whole family knew what you would do when you where ment to be at work, you went whoring around the waitresses at Hooters when you had a three year old girl and a 6 month old son at home to look after!"
"I spent as much time with them as I could!"
Why won't he use our names? I barged into the room and slammed the door.
My father, John, had gotten the shock of his life when he saw me. Everyone says I'm a spitting image of him, except with my mothers eyes and wit.
"What? Don't you recognize your daughter?"
"You have grown alot Sarah..."
"Don't give me that bullshit John you never cared about me why should you care now?"
"No matter what I have done to you Sarah I am still your father!"
"You don't feel like one, I'de rather not have a father."
"Sarah go play your guitar or something please don't get involved", begged my Mother. But I was already to far in the fight to back down.
"Why did you leave me when I was three? I remember crying at night asking mum where you were and she kept saying you would come back soon. But you never did! You left a six fucking month year old baby boy too. You've probably forgotten about Markus anyway, since he's forgotten you. He has never even seen you properly because how can he remember from when he was a baby? You have never been around him long enough for him to even know who you are. I just came home and he ran to me crying saying you are here! He has never seen you and the first time he has seen you, you have been yelling at mum and calling her God knows what. And because you weren't in my life I had to suffer in Kindergarten. The rich snobby kids, they all called me a bastard. And I didn't even knew what that ment and I had to learn the hard way. You have scarred me, and you just think you can walk right back in like that? No fucking way..."
I ran out the door deciding I needed to get out.
Besides I was kind of hungry.
I went through my 6th refill, 3rd burger and 7th large french fries at Hungry Jacks.
I'm still kinda hungry, I'll get a large sundae now. "Hi what can I do you Zeppy?" said some check out guy.
"Ohhh I'll have a lar.. DANIEL?" I didn't realize the check out guy was Daniel.
"Yeah It's me, I've just started my shift. Apparently the guy who I just replaced said you bought like 12 meals."
"Yeah I'm really hungry, my dad's back and yeah."
"Your dads back? What happened?"
"Oh I just told him how he is a useless peice of shit and all that, no biggie."
"So you okay?"
"Yeah I'm fine, I'd like that fucking large chocolate sundae right about now."
"Ohh I forgot." he smiled and went to make me a sundae.
I watched him making me the sundae, oh sweet he's giving me extra chocolate!
He looks so spunky in his red uniform and black apron, and a hat flattening his wild dark curly hair. He came back with his brown eyes sparkling and handing me the sundae.
"Don't worry about paying... This ones on me..." he whispered.
"Are you allowed to do that?", I said a bit flirty. Oh great now I'm flirting with him.
"Sure, if I pay for it... Which I will." he said as flirty as I did.
"Okay see ya at school tomorrow..."
"WAIT ZEPPY!"
"What?!"
"I forgot to tell you, there is a judges meeting tomorrow at recess in the music rooms okay?"
"REMEMBER THE DEAL" I yelled out as I walked out.
Mmmm, as I walked home I ate my sundae. And it tastes even better knowing it was for free, and sexy Daniel payed.
I think I'm starting to really love him now.
I walked out of Social Studies with Daniel to get to the music room for the judges meeting. "Hey Daniel don't tell anyone who isn't a judge about Underground Voltage, we are trying to make a big debut and all that so yeah," I asked.
"Hey so am I with Tangled Chords! Don't tell anyone else either okay?"
"We gotta pinky promise on those Daniel." I said extending my pinky finger to him. He looked at me and shook his head in disbelief but extended his pinky finger out too. We locked pinkies and shook them, then I pulled him towards me and gave him a quick kiss, which he turned into a long one.
"Gee guys can't you wait until after school for the public displays of affection?"
It was Carmel, giving me an evil eye and looking at Daniel sadly.
"Whatever, you're not ment to be here anyway." Daniel said.
We both laughed at her as we kept walking down the corridor and into the music room. We were greeted by Mr House and we sat down.
I looked around to see who was here; some rockers I've known since primary, the ones who gave me the nickname Zeppelin, some emo girls I'm close with, Carmel, some Arty's.. CARMEL?! WHAT THE... I nudged Daniel and showed him what I saw and his jaw dropped. She saw me and just sniggered at me. Oh great she's up to something.
So Mr. House organized the audition for Next Friday after school. I went to recess and organized band practise later tonight at Courtney's house, and a final dress rehersal on Thursday after school.
The bell rang and I went off to Music with all the girls.
We all prayed for a practical lesson but instead Housey gave us theory... URG! Theory is boring! Just a bunch of textbook stuff
"Today we will be learning about the different brands of guitars, we all know about Gibsons and Fenders but there are other.."
Thats Mr. House teaching us about guitar brands... A piece of paper slid under my hand... I looked and it was from Daniel.
"Read it when you get home okay?" he said with a wink.
"Okay."
"Don't give me that bullshit John my whole family knew what you would do when you where ment to be at work, you went whoring around the waitresses at Hooters when you had a three year old girl and a 6 month old son at home to look after!"
"I spent as much time with them as I could!"
Why won't he use our names? I barged into the room and slammed the door.
My father, John, had gotten the shock of his life when he saw me. Everyone says I'm a spitting image of him, except with my mothers eyes and wit.
"What? Don't you recognize your daughter?"
"You have grown alot Sarah..."
"Don't give me that bullshit John you never cared about me why should you care now?"
"No matter what I have done to you Sarah I am still your father!"
"You don't feel like one, I'de rather not have a father."
"Sarah go play your guitar or something please don't get involved", begged my Mother. But I was already to far in the fight to back down.
"Why did you leave me when I was three? I remember crying at night asking mum where you were and she kept saying you would come back soon. But you never did! You left a six fucking month year old baby boy too. You've probably forgotten about Markus anyway, since he's forgotten you. He has never even seen you properly because how can he remember from when he was a baby? You have never been around him long enough for him to even know who you are. I just came home and he ran to me crying saying you are here! He has never seen you and the first time he has seen you, you have been yelling at mum and calling her God knows what. And because you weren't in my life I had to suffer in Kindergarten. The rich snobby kids, they all called me a bastard. And I didn't even knew what that ment and I had to learn the hard way. You have scarred me, and you just think you can walk right back in like that? No fucking way..."
I ran out the door deciding I needed to get out.
Besides I was kind of hungry.
I went through my 6th refill, 3rd burger and 7th large french fries at Hungry Jacks.
I'm still kinda hungry, I'll get a large sundae now. "Hi what can I do you Zeppy?" said some check out guy.
"Ohhh I'll have a lar.. DANIEL?" I didn't realize the check out guy was Daniel.
"Yeah It's me, I've just started my shift. Apparently the guy who I just replaced said you bought like 12 meals."
"Yeah I'm really hungry, my dad's back and yeah."
"Your dads back? What happened?"
"Oh I just told him how he is a useless peice of shit and all that, no biggie."
"So you okay?"
"Yeah I'm fine, I'd like that fucking large chocolate sundae right about now."
"Ohh I forgot." he smiled and went to make me a sundae.
I watched him making me the sundae, oh sweet he's giving me extra chocolate!
He looks so spunky in his red uniform and black apron, and a hat flattening his wild dark curly hair. He came back with his brown eyes sparkling and handing me the sundae.
"Don't worry about paying... This ones on me..." he whispered.
"Are you allowed to do that?", I said a bit flirty. Oh great now I'm flirting with him.
"Sure, if I pay for it... Which I will." he said as flirty as I did.
"Okay see ya at school tomorrow..."
"WAIT ZEPPY!"
"What?!"
"I forgot to tell you, there is a judges meeting tomorrow at recess in the music rooms okay?"
"REMEMBER THE DEAL" I yelled out as I walked out.
Mmmm, as I walked home I ate my sundae. And it tastes even better knowing it was for free, and sexy Daniel payed.
I think I'm starting to really love him now.
I walked out of Social Studies with Daniel to get to the music room for the judges meeting. "Hey Daniel don't tell anyone who isn't a judge about Underground Voltage, we are trying to make a big debut and all that so yeah," I asked.
"Hey so am I with Tangled Chords! Don't tell anyone else either okay?"
"We gotta pinky promise on those Daniel." I said extending my pinky finger to him. He looked at me and shook his head in disbelief but extended his pinky finger out too. We locked pinkies and shook them, then I pulled him towards me and gave him a quick kiss, which he turned into a long one.
"Gee guys can't you wait until after school for the public displays of affection?"
It was Carmel, giving me an evil eye and looking at Daniel sadly.
"Whatever, you're not ment to be here anyway." Daniel said.
We both laughed at her as we kept walking down the corridor and into the music room. We were greeted by Mr House and we sat down.
I looked around to see who was here; some rockers I've known since primary, the ones who gave me the nickname Zeppelin, some emo girls I'm close with, Carmel, some Arty's.. CARMEL?! WHAT THE... I nudged Daniel and showed him what I saw and his jaw dropped. She saw me and just sniggered at me. Oh great she's up to something.
So Mr. House organized the audition for Next Friday after school. I went to recess and organized band practise later tonight at Courtney's house, and a final dress rehersal on Thursday after school.
The bell rang and I went off to Music with all the girls.
We all prayed for a practical lesson but instead Housey gave us theory... URG! Theory is boring! Just a bunch of textbook stuff
"Today we will be learning about the different brands of guitars, we all know about Gibsons and Fenders but there are other.."
Thats Mr. House teaching us about guitar brands... A piece of paper slid under my hand... I looked and it was from Daniel.
"Read it when you get home okay?" he said with a wink.
"Okay."
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