Panic Attacks can lead to coma's, and comas can lead to Good Things, chapter 2
Next Day
Billie's P.O.V.
Ow! I wake up and find myself on the floor. Tania is spread out on the bed happily. I grab her and poke her in the sides.
"Hahahaahaha, Billie.... stop it you moron haahah" she couldn't stop laughing. She laughed so much that she fell off the bed, and it was my turn to have a relaxing sleep.
"What the hell was that for?" she said, still giggling.
"For pushing me off the bed last night, my back is killing me now... I have something to tell you, Tania". I sit on the bed beside her.
"Tania, there's no easy way to say this but... last night when I had the panic attack, I had a phone call, I'm so, so, so, so, so, so, so sorry, I should have told you last night."
"Billie, spit it out, what has happened?"
" Mum and Emma were in a car accident and they died" I burbled.
"NO! No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no" screamed Tan, and she grabbed her shoes and ran out of the cubicle. I collapsed in tears. Mike walked in and saw me crying. Me put his arm around me, and gave my phone to me.
Conversation between Billie Joe and Adrienne
"Hello?"
"Hey Billie I'm so sorry, have you been crying?"
"Yeah."
"Oh I wish I was there, to wipe away your tears for you."
"I know Adie."
"So when is the funeral and where?"
"It's going to be here in Cardiff and if you want to come you're more than welcome Adi."
"Well I'm sure we can come, Joey, Jakob and me. Do you want to speak to them?
"I'm kind of busy right now Adie, Tania has just run away, and I need to find her."
"OK then honey, well good luck finding her and send my love to her. Has her epilepsy got any better recently?"
"She never had it in the first place, Ad."
"Ok, bye darling."
"Bye Hun, send my love 2 the boys."
"Will do, bye."
"Bye."
End conversation
4 hours later
Still Billie's P.O.V.
It's been four hours. I am so scared that something has happened to her. My breathing has been getting unsteady, so the doctor advised me to take it easy and have a sleep. I can't sleep though, not until my baby sister has come back.
1 hour later
Tania's P.O.V.
I feel bloody terrible. I went to see my friend Ruby, but she was out, I've gone to see all my friends that live near, but they are all out. Oh, I have an idea. I go to Whitchurch and find my friend Kris. I almost forgot about him. I know he'll make me feel better. I knock at his door, and wait for 10 minutes, but no one answers. I hammer on his door, in tears.
"Hey!" someone yells. I don't care. No I don't. I carry on hammering at the door until strong arms pull me away. Oh shit! Its Ellis. Ellis is one of the moshers in school. For those of you who don't know what a Mosher is its kind of a grebo, or a scruff. For those of you who don't know what a scruff is, you're beyond help. Anyway. Ellis is someone who I have always had a crush on.
He is so cool. He wears black and white Vans, and he has never really taken any notice of me before, I was just one of the Goths. But now he's dragging me away from the door and muttering calming words in my ears. We get to a bench and I lean against him still in tears.
" What's wrong? I mean, like, you've never even cried at school before, and you hang around on Mosher Hill all the time." He says. He's so kind. I tell him and we hug. We talk for another hour or so and them I have to go home, I mean hospital.
"Thank you so much, Ellis, you've been a great person to talk to." I tell him.
"It was great, ummm, will you go out with me?
It's the question I've been waiting for.
"Yes!!!!!!" I say. SO HAPPY NOW!!!!
1 hour later (18:00)
Still Tania's P.O.V.
I walk into the ward where Billie is, and there isn't anyone there.
"TANIA!" yells a voice. It was Tre. He was crying.
"Tre, what's wrong?" I ask him.
"You've been gone since one this afternoon! Billie was SO scared for you." He said. I held his hand.
"Where is he?" I ask.
"Billie had another panic attack. It was a very bad panic attack. He's in a coma right now." said Tre, tears spilling down his cheeks.
We go to Billie's room, and I see him wired up to all sorts of machines. I walk over to him and lie next to him. I take off my converse and give a look at Mike and Tre, to make them leave. I fall asleep next to Billie.
Next Day
Tre's P.O.V.
Poor kid. She thinks it's her fault why Billie is in a coma. She tried to make the same thing happen as when Billie first went into hospital, and I hope it worked. Adrienne is flying over this afternoon, with Joey and Jakob. She has no idea that Billie is in a coma. Hopefully Billie will wake up soon.
Tania's P.O.V.
It didn't work. If he doesn't wake up then I will kill myself. Really I will.
3 hours later
He still isn't awake. But Adie walks in, in tears.
"Adie! He won't wake up! It's my entire fault. I'll never forgive myself for this!" I say, and run out. But I don't get very far, because Mike is outside, and he grabs me.
"Listen here missy, I know you're feeling very upset and sorry for yourself right now, but this is Billie's turn for attention, not yours, God!! You really frightened him when you ran off like that earlier. He thought you were going to commit suicide!" he snarled. I've never seen him like that before. I've never even seen him angry before. I stare at him, and then he is the one who starts crying, not me. We clutch at each other.
Suddenly Adie calls us.
"He's moving!" we run in. Then we wait.
Billie's P.O.V.
Ow! I wake up and find myself on the floor. Tania is spread out on the bed happily. I grab her and poke her in the sides.
"Hahahaahaha, Billie.... stop it you moron haahah" she couldn't stop laughing. She laughed so much that she fell off the bed, and it was my turn to have a relaxing sleep.
"What the hell was that for?" she said, still giggling.
"For pushing me off the bed last night, my back is killing me now... I have something to tell you, Tania". I sit on the bed beside her.
"Tania, there's no easy way to say this but... last night when I had the panic attack, I had a phone call, I'm so, so, so, so, so, so, so sorry, I should have told you last night."
"Billie, spit it out, what has happened?"
" Mum and Emma were in a car accident and they died" I burbled.
"NO! No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no" screamed Tan, and she grabbed her shoes and ran out of the cubicle. I collapsed in tears. Mike walked in and saw me crying. Me put his arm around me, and gave my phone to me.
Conversation between Billie Joe and Adrienne
"Hello?"
"Hey Billie I'm so sorry, have you been crying?"
"Yeah."
"Oh I wish I was there, to wipe away your tears for you."
"I know Adie."
"So when is the funeral and where?"
"It's going to be here in Cardiff and if you want to come you're more than welcome Adi."
"Well I'm sure we can come, Joey, Jakob and me. Do you want to speak to them?
"I'm kind of busy right now Adie, Tania has just run away, and I need to find her."
"OK then honey, well good luck finding her and send my love to her. Has her epilepsy got any better recently?"
"She never had it in the first place, Ad."
"Ok, bye darling."
"Bye Hun, send my love 2 the boys."
"Will do, bye."
"Bye."
End conversation
4 hours later
Still Billie's P.O.V.
It's been four hours. I am so scared that something has happened to her. My breathing has been getting unsteady, so the doctor advised me to take it easy and have a sleep. I can't sleep though, not until my baby sister has come back.
1 hour later
Tania's P.O.V.
I feel bloody terrible. I went to see my friend Ruby, but she was out, I've gone to see all my friends that live near, but they are all out. Oh, I have an idea. I go to Whitchurch and find my friend Kris. I almost forgot about him. I know he'll make me feel better. I knock at his door, and wait for 10 minutes, but no one answers. I hammer on his door, in tears.
"Hey!" someone yells. I don't care. No I don't. I carry on hammering at the door until strong arms pull me away. Oh shit! Its Ellis. Ellis is one of the moshers in school. For those of you who don't know what a Mosher is its kind of a grebo, or a scruff. For those of you who don't know what a scruff is, you're beyond help. Anyway. Ellis is someone who I have always had a crush on.
He is so cool. He wears black and white Vans, and he has never really taken any notice of me before, I was just one of the Goths. But now he's dragging me away from the door and muttering calming words in my ears. We get to a bench and I lean against him still in tears.
" What's wrong? I mean, like, you've never even cried at school before, and you hang around on Mosher Hill all the time." He says. He's so kind. I tell him and we hug. We talk for another hour or so and them I have to go home, I mean hospital.
"Thank you so much, Ellis, you've been a great person to talk to." I tell him.
"It was great, ummm, will you go out with me?
It's the question I've been waiting for.
"Yes!!!!!!" I say. SO HAPPY NOW!!!!
1 hour later (18:00)
Still Tania's P.O.V.
I walk into the ward where Billie is, and there isn't anyone there.
"TANIA!" yells a voice. It was Tre. He was crying.
"Tre, what's wrong?" I ask him.
"You've been gone since one this afternoon! Billie was SO scared for you." He said. I held his hand.
"Where is he?" I ask.
"Billie had another panic attack. It was a very bad panic attack. He's in a coma right now." said Tre, tears spilling down his cheeks.
We go to Billie's room, and I see him wired up to all sorts of machines. I walk over to him and lie next to him. I take off my converse and give a look at Mike and Tre, to make them leave. I fall asleep next to Billie.
Next Day
Tre's P.O.V.
Poor kid. She thinks it's her fault why Billie is in a coma. She tried to make the same thing happen as when Billie first went into hospital, and I hope it worked. Adrienne is flying over this afternoon, with Joey and Jakob. She has no idea that Billie is in a coma. Hopefully Billie will wake up soon.
Tania's P.O.V.
It didn't work. If he doesn't wake up then I will kill myself. Really I will.
3 hours later
He still isn't awake. But Adie walks in, in tears.
"Adie! He won't wake up! It's my entire fault. I'll never forgive myself for this!" I say, and run out. But I don't get very far, because Mike is outside, and he grabs me.
"Listen here missy, I know you're feeling very upset and sorry for yourself right now, but this is Billie's turn for attention, not yours, God!! You really frightened him when you ran off like that earlier. He thought you were going to commit suicide!" he snarled. I've never seen him like that before. I've never even seen him angry before. I stare at him, and then he is the one who starts crying, not me. We clutch at each other.
Suddenly Adie calls us.
"He's moving!" we run in. Then we wait.
