When I'm gone just carry on, chapter 15
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He just looked down while Mike walked behind him and pushed his wheel chair in front of him and by his side Billie Joe walked. They just turned up by his house earlier that day and simply dragged him out. They hadn't seen each other for a long time, he tried to forget them but it didn't work as well as he wanted cause they just showed up or called him or saw them on MTV or something like that.
"Come on Tré share up, you're out of that stinking sick home and having some fresh air and some sun, you're even whiter than me and that's not good." Billie just laughed and he looked up at him, without a smile.
"I like to be home, there's nothing wrong with that." Billie and Mike just rolled their eyes.
"Yeah but you have to get out in the sun sometimes. Poor Kelly she have two babies to take care of and you're one of them isn't she like, tired of you yet?" He asked and looked at him. The just shoke his head.
"No, both she and Zack enjoying that I'm home." He hadn't told anyone about Kelly's pregnancy and no one would know until the baby was born. It was a secret, even for Zack.
"Oh well, the only thing that girl thinks about is your 'big' dick"
"Shh! don't insult the little one." Mike laughed and looked down at Tré again.
"Well, it's bigger than yours Mike, at least." He maybe down but his humor were till there. Mike didn't say anything he couldn't come up with anything. He just shoke his head and looked in front of him again. "Billie, isn't that Jimmy?" Tré asked and looked up at Billie while he pointed at a boy about 17 years old, tall, thin with black hair and a bunch of tattoos. He knew that Billie didn't like when he smoked and actually believed that Jimmy had quit his smoking. Billie just stood still and walked over to him.
Jimmy's P.o.v
He didn't notice Tré, Mike or his dad down the road he just stood there and had a great time with his friends and had a smoke, nothing wrong with that.
"You guys know, I got a girlfriend." He said proudly. "She Lives in New York you know, we've been together since we moved." He hadn't told anyone about her, just his mom and dad. He looked at them when they started to ask thins about her, her name, her ass, her titts everything.
"That's not in your fucking business James, but her name's Cassandra or Cassy." He took a smoke but looked confuse when it suddenly disappeared.
"What the fuck Jim! Haven't I told you to quit this shit?!" Billie looked mad at him and he didn't understand.
"Well sorry Dad calm down its just one smoke."
"yeah and before you know it it's ten and you're gonna die in cancer!"
"But dad calm down I just."
"Shut up! You don't touch it again ever Do I make myself clear?!"
Tré's P.o.v
He looked over at Jim and Billie and just shoke his head, it looked like there were going to be a fight like always.
"Why don't they just stop that? Why do they always have to fight?" He looked up at Mike who just shoke his head.
"Some people don't know how to communicate to one another."
"Jimmy's just you know, he's a teenager, he's just like Billie but he can't handle it." Mike just nodded.
"You're right, he's doing everything that Billie did." Suddenly the first punch came from Billie and there were on the ground fighting. Unbelievable that it could end like this between father and son he couldn't help, like he used to do. Mike run over and pulled Billie away while Jimmy's friends pulled him away. Tré faired that it would be like this between him and Zack, he didn't want it to happen.
At Billie's house
Camill's P.o.v
She sat together with Jimmy in the kitchen washing his wounds from the fight, she had a chock when she saw him at first but what could you do?
"Why did you do it?" She asked and looked at Jimmy who just looked down on his feet. He looked ashamed, he always did in front of her, and he respected her in a totally different way than Billie.
"What he started it, as always." She pulled she head up again and continued the cleaning.
"I mean about the cigarette Jimmy, you promised us to stop, Billie's very disappointed at you right now." He'd called her right after, telling that he would be at Mikes to calm down. Jimmy just pulled his head away.
"You always take his part in everything. Why for once can't you be at mine?" He looked a bit sad at her.
"You know I do Jim, I will talk to him when he gets back home without you. I know he over reacts sometimes and you know he always feels bad about it afterwards." Jimmy just sighed and let her finish and then get up in his room. She looked after him before she cleaned up and looked at Billie when he got in.
"You look like shit baby." Billie just gave her a weak smile and kissed her.
"Well thank you. Is Jimmy home yet?" He asked and got himself something to drink.
"Yeah, he's upstairs." She looked at him and pulled him back when he started to walk towards the stairs. "And he wants to be alone." She was always afraid to tell Billie that he couldn't do things he always got mad, at least when he drank and took drugs for about nearly a year ago and she was still terrified. Billie just turned around and faced her.
"But He's my son, I want to talk to him and where is Erica?" He looked around and then looked at her again.
"But he wants to be alone, respect that and Erica's asleep. I want to talk to you so sit down." She looked at him and then sat beside him and she told him about what she thought about his over reacting. All the time, she was terrified.
"I'm Sorry okay." He said at the end, he's not as he used to be, he's a kind person now, when he's not over reacting but who is?
"It's not to me you should apologize. It's Jim but I think he's asleep now." Billie just nodded and smiled at her.
"I - I'm sorry what I've done to you Camill, I love you, I don't want you to be afraid of me anymore." He held her close and she just closed her eyes, she couldn't count how many times he'd apologized for that.
"I love you to baby, I can't tell you how much I love you." They kissed and then got into the living room and watched a movie.
Tré's P.o.v
Mike helped him up to the door, they'd been out after that Billie left and had some beers.
"Night my sexy beast called Mike." He smiled and Mike just laughed.
"Well goodnight my one balled sexy drummer called Tré." He just shoke his head and laughed a bit before he got in. He got into the living room and looked at Kelly who just stared at him from the couch.
"And where the hell have you been?" She looked a bit worried.
"Out with Mike. Why?" He asked a bit confused and he didn't know what time it was.
"Till 4:00 AM Frank? Without telling me that you're going out without calling me saying your coming home late and without answer my calls? What the hell is your problem? You never tell me anything Frank. I never know what you're doing if you're in someone else's bed fucking around, just out having a great time with your friends. I just sit here and wait until you get your fucking as back home to see if you're even alive!" He just looked down and let her finish.
"Well, I'm sorry that I didn't call, I forgot okay. And you know that I never would be in someone else's bed having sex and I'm sorry that I'm not Mr. Perfect! How perfect do you think you are?! You're not much better!"
"Well at least I'm telling you where the hell I am, I'm calling you ten times a day because I miss you how many times do you call me? Like once a week to ask what's for dinner? Do you even love me anymore Frank? If you do you have to show it, not saying it." He looked at her again, a bit hurt but he knew she was right.
"Kelly please I..." He reached his hand for her but she just passed him and walked into their room. He looked down and felt like shit. He looked around when he heard Zack's voice. They'd like screamed at each other so he was not surprised that he was awake. He picked him up and hugged him. "It's okay Brother, go back to sleep now." He looked down at him after a few minutes and smiled a bit when he already was asleep. He putted him back to bed and got into their bedroom. He looked down and got changed and then got into bed he looked at Kelly again. She looked so peaceful when she was asleep. He stroked her hair out of her eyes and kissed her on her forehead. "I promise, I'll change Kelly, just for you." He said to himself and lay down again. He smiled a bit when she laid her head on his chest even if she's asleep. He closed his eyes and fall asleep to.
The next morning they both woke up and heard Zack scream terrified in the kitchen.
"Come on Tré share up, you're out of that stinking sick home and having some fresh air and some sun, you're even whiter than me and that's not good." Billie just laughed and he looked up at him, without a smile.
"I like to be home, there's nothing wrong with that." Billie and Mike just rolled their eyes.
"Yeah but you have to get out in the sun sometimes. Poor Kelly she have two babies to take care of and you're one of them isn't she like, tired of you yet?" He asked and looked at him. The just shoke his head.
"No, both she and Zack enjoying that I'm home." He hadn't told anyone about Kelly's pregnancy and no one would know until the baby was born. It was a secret, even for Zack.
"Oh well, the only thing that girl thinks about is your 'big' dick"
"Shh! don't insult the little one." Mike laughed and looked down at Tré again.
"Well, it's bigger than yours Mike, at least." He maybe down but his humor were till there. Mike didn't say anything he couldn't come up with anything. He just shoke his head and looked in front of him again. "Billie, isn't that Jimmy?" Tré asked and looked up at Billie while he pointed at a boy about 17 years old, tall, thin with black hair and a bunch of tattoos. He knew that Billie didn't like when he smoked and actually believed that Jimmy had quit his smoking. Billie just stood still and walked over to him.
Jimmy's P.o.v
He didn't notice Tré, Mike or his dad down the road he just stood there and had a great time with his friends and had a smoke, nothing wrong with that.
"You guys know, I got a girlfriend." He said proudly. "She Lives in New York you know, we've been together since we moved." He hadn't told anyone about her, just his mom and dad. He looked at them when they started to ask thins about her, her name, her ass, her titts everything.
"That's not in your fucking business James, but her name's Cassandra or Cassy." He took a smoke but looked confuse when it suddenly disappeared.
"What the fuck Jim! Haven't I told you to quit this shit?!" Billie looked mad at him and he didn't understand.
"Well sorry Dad calm down its just one smoke."
"yeah and before you know it it's ten and you're gonna die in cancer!"
"But dad calm down I just."
"Shut up! You don't touch it again ever Do I make myself clear?!"
Tré's P.o.v
He looked over at Jim and Billie and just shoke his head, it looked like there were going to be a fight like always.
"Why don't they just stop that? Why do they always have to fight?" He looked up at Mike who just shoke his head.
"Some people don't know how to communicate to one another."
"Jimmy's just you know, he's a teenager, he's just like Billie but he can't handle it." Mike just nodded.
"You're right, he's doing everything that Billie did." Suddenly the first punch came from Billie and there were on the ground fighting. Unbelievable that it could end like this between father and son he couldn't help, like he used to do. Mike run over and pulled Billie away while Jimmy's friends pulled him away. Tré faired that it would be like this between him and Zack, he didn't want it to happen.
At Billie's house
Camill's P.o.v
She sat together with Jimmy in the kitchen washing his wounds from the fight, she had a chock when she saw him at first but what could you do?
"Why did you do it?" She asked and looked at Jimmy who just looked down on his feet. He looked ashamed, he always did in front of her, and he respected her in a totally different way than Billie.
"What he started it, as always." She pulled she head up again and continued the cleaning.
"I mean about the cigarette Jimmy, you promised us to stop, Billie's very disappointed at you right now." He'd called her right after, telling that he would be at Mikes to calm down. Jimmy just pulled his head away.
"You always take his part in everything. Why for once can't you be at mine?" He looked a bit sad at her.
"You know I do Jim, I will talk to him when he gets back home without you. I know he over reacts sometimes and you know he always feels bad about it afterwards." Jimmy just sighed and let her finish and then get up in his room. She looked after him before she cleaned up and looked at Billie when he got in.
"You look like shit baby." Billie just gave her a weak smile and kissed her.
"Well thank you. Is Jimmy home yet?" He asked and got himself something to drink.
"Yeah, he's upstairs." She looked at him and pulled him back when he started to walk towards the stairs. "And he wants to be alone." She was always afraid to tell Billie that he couldn't do things he always got mad, at least when he drank and took drugs for about nearly a year ago and she was still terrified. Billie just turned around and faced her.
"But He's my son, I want to talk to him and where is Erica?" He looked around and then looked at her again.
"But he wants to be alone, respect that and Erica's asleep. I want to talk to you so sit down." She looked at him and then sat beside him and she told him about what she thought about his over reacting. All the time, she was terrified.
"I'm Sorry okay." He said at the end, he's not as he used to be, he's a kind person now, when he's not over reacting but who is?
"It's not to me you should apologize. It's Jim but I think he's asleep now." Billie just nodded and smiled at her.
"I - I'm sorry what I've done to you Camill, I love you, I don't want you to be afraid of me anymore." He held her close and she just closed her eyes, she couldn't count how many times he'd apologized for that.
"I love you to baby, I can't tell you how much I love you." They kissed and then got into the living room and watched a movie.
Tré's P.o.v
Mike helped him up to the door, they'd been out after that Billie left and had some beers.
"Night my sexy beast called Mike." He smiled and Mike just laughed.
"Well goodnight my one balled sexy drummer called Tré." He just shoke his head and laughed a bit before he got in. He got into the living room and looked at Kelly who just stared at him from the couch.
"And where the hell have you been?" She looked a bit worried.
"Out with Mike. Why?" He asked a bit confused and he didn't know what time it was.
"Till 4:00 AM Frank? Without telling me that you're going out without calling me saying your coming home late and without answer my calls? What the hell is your problem? You never tell me anything Frank. I never know what you're doing if you're in someone else's bed fucking around, just out having a great time with your friends. I just sit here and wait until you get your fucking as back home to see if you're even alive!" He just looked down and let her finish.
"Well, I'm sorry that I didn't call, I forgot okay. And you know that I never would be in someone else's bed having sex and I'm sorry that I'm not Mr. Perfect! How perfect do you think you are?! You're not much better!"
"Well at least I'm telling you where the hell I am, I'm calling you ten times a day because I miss you how many times do you call me? Like once a week to ask what's for dinner? Do you even love me anymore Frank? If you do you have to show it, not saying it." He looked at her again, a bit hurt but he knew she was right.
"Kelly please I..." He reached his hand for her but she just passed him and walked into their room. He looked down and felt like shit. He looked around when he heard Zack's voice. They'd like screamed at each other so he was not surprised that he was awake. He picked him up and hugged him. "It's okay Brother, go back to sleep now." He looked down at him after a few minutes and smiled a bit when he already was asleep. He putted him back to bed and got into their bedroom. He looked down and got changed and then got into bed he looked at Kelly again. She looked so peaceful when she was asleep. He stroked her hair out of her eyes and kissed her on her forehead. "I promise, I'll change Kelly, just for you." He said to himself and lay down again. He smiled a bit when she laid her head on his chest even if she's asleep. He closed his eyes and fall asleep to.
The next morning they both woke up and heard Zack scream terrified in the kitchen.
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