When I'm gone just carry on, chapter 3
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a few days later..
After been in the hospital for 4 more days he felt relieved when he got home.
Kelly had lived in the hospital with him, and Zack had been there two times. It was the only thing that made him happy at the moment, to see his son.
Mike and Billie Joe had been there too, just to se how ther friend were doing.
He looked around in the kitchen where he now was. Everything looked so big, is it like this the dwarves saw the world?
All this shit made him nuts, he couldn't reach anything but he didn't whant any help to get things down. He didn't want to be treated like a freak.
"Please, Frank calm down." Kelly beged him.
"Calm down? why the hell should I do that for? Would you be calm if you knew you would be sitting here the rest of your life? Not be able to do anything with Zack; you have to quit doing what you put you're soul in to do." You could tell from his eyes that he wasn't happy. His normaly clear, blue eyes was now lustreless. Kelly just looked sad at him.
"Frank, please, you haven't lost everything. Zack is still looking up to you and he loves you. More than everyone." She layed her hand on his and he just looked down on the table.
"I love him to Kelly, but I.. I want to learn him to play the drums, football; everything that a normal parent does and now, well look at me who am I? An old exdrummer with nothing to do in his life." He just looked at her with a sad look and then looked down again.
"Frank don't say that. You're still somebody, you're a great loving father and husband. The greatest there is. Your son is looking up to you, like the rest of the world and I love you baby." She took her arms around his neck and kissed him in his cheek. He puted his arms around her and pulled her down in his lap.
"I love you to Kelly... I'm Sorry." He held her close and then they started to making out. Sure he was sad and feelt like he'd lost everything, but he hadn't lost that mood. He didn't hear Zack's protests, he didn't like when his parents did that, he felt unloved then.
His hands were all over her but he got interrupted when he heard someone clear itheir throat. He looked up and saw Billie Joe standing in the door with Mike. He quickly fixed his hair that Kelly for some reason had messed up.
"Ehm, we can come back later, if you two whant to be alone." Billie Joe said with a big smile and pointed over his shoulder. Tré just looked at him.
"No, you.. you don't have to go we can wait." He said and gave him a weak smile. But it was not real, but Billie didn't see it. "So, what are you guys doing around here?" He asked and looked at them. Both Mike and Billie looked confused on each other.
"Well." Mike said "We just came over cause Camill and Dannie made us to, we don't want to be here you know." He grined and looked at Billie that put a finger between his ribs.
"Shut up Mike you making my boyfriend sad!" He grined and looked back at Tré again.
"We just wanted to see how you're doing. Something wrong with that?" He sat down on a chair and so did Mike. Kelly was still in Tré's lap and he wouldn't let go of her even if she wanted. He knew that Billie and Kelly wasn't the best friends. They acctualy hated each other. Billie thought that Kelly was ruin Tré's life, because of what she was before she married him.
"No it's okey. Do you whant something, a beer maybe?" He looked at them both. Just Billie nodded.
"Mike is my driver so he can't drink." He grined at Mike that gave him a warning look.
He just sighed and let go of Kelly who walked out to Zack, turned around to the fridge and took out two beers. One for himself and gave the other one to Billie.
"So Mike, how's it going with Dannie, and how's Maria? I haven't seen her for a while." He tried to be himself and talk about something else. Mike just smiled.
"It's fine, we're trough all that time of fighting and Maria is not mad at me anymore. And I've begin to like the piano, she's real good at it." He just nodded and gave him a weak smile. Then turned to Billie.
"Does Jimmy like the school in San Fransisco?" Jimmy was just like Billie but more adult, it was like Jim was Billie's dad. Billie just nodded but didn't say anything. He knew Jimmy was special to Billie, but yet, they didn't really know eatch other. Billie was in prison the first seven years of Jim's life and Jim was now 17 but he was never at home, he was in school, out with his friends or in New york with his girlfriend. Where they all had lived for a while or, most of the time, Billie had meet his whife ther, Camill, Mike hade meet his whife ther, Dannielle that was Camill's best friend. And he, well he meet Kelly ther to, in a bar while she was doing her job, she was a prostitude before and he didn't know that until 2 months ago.
"Hey guys I'm pritty tired, thanks for stepping by." He said after a few hours. He followed them to the door.
He took himself in to the bedroom and tried to get on the bed but he just found himself on the floor.
"Need some help Frank?" Kelly asked from the door.
"I don't need any fucking help, just leave me alone!" He yelled and looked at her when she just turned around and closed the door. He tried three more times and finally he got on the bed, he undressed and pulled the covers over him. He just stared out in air when he felt Zack crawling up in the bed to him. He just smiled and put his arm around him.
"Daddy are you sick?" He asked with his little voice and stroke his cuddly toy cat that he had named Kitty.
"No Zack, daddy's gonna be fine, okay?" He kissed him on his forhead and Zack was soon asleep. He knew that he lied to him, but did he have any choice?
After been in the hospital for 4 more days he felt relieved when he got home.
Kelly had lived in the hospital with him, and Zack had been there two times. It was the only thing that made him happy at the moment, to see his son.
Mike and Billie Joe had been there too, just to se how ther friend were doing.
He looked around in the kitchen where he now was. Everything looked so big, is it like this the dwarves saw the world?
All this shit made him nuts, he couldn't reach anything but he didn't whant any help to get things down. He didn't want to be treated like a freak.
"Please, Frank calm down." Kelly beged him.
"Calm down? why the hell should I do that for? Would you be calm if you knew you would be sitting here the rest of your life? Not be able to do anything with Zack; you have to quit doing what you put you're soul in to do." You could tell from his eyes that he wasn't happy. His normaly clear, blue eyes was now lustreless. Kelly just looked sad at him.
"Frank, please, you haven't lost everything. Zack is still looking up to you and he loves you. More than everyone." She layed her hand on his and he just looked down on the table.
"I love him to Kelly, but I.. I want to learn him to play the drums, football; everything that a normal parent does and now, well look at me who am I? An old exdrummer with nothing to do in his life." He just looked at her with a sad look and then looked down again.
"Frank don't say that. You're still somebody, you're a great loving father and husband. The greatest there is. Your son is looking up to you, like the rest of the world and I love you baby." She took her arms around his neck and kissed him in his cheek. He puted his arms around her and pulled her down in his lap.
"I love you to Kelly... I'm Sorry." He held her close and then they started to making out. Sure he was sad and feelt like he'd lost everything, but he hadn't lost that mood. He didn't hear Zack's protests, he didn't like when his parents did that, he felt unloved then.
His hands were all over her but he got interrupted when he heard someone clear itheir throat. He looked up and saw Billie Joe standing in the door with Mike. He quickly fixed his hair that Kelly for some reason had messed up.
"Ehm, we can come back later, if you two whant to be alone." Billie Joe said with a big smile and pointed over his shoulder. Tré just looked at him.
"No, you.. you don't have to go we can wait." He said and gave him a weak smile. But it was not real, but Billie didn't see it. "So, what are you guys doing around here?" He asked and looked at them. Both Mike and Billie looked confused on each other.
"Well." Mike said "We just came over cause Camill and Dannie made us to, we don't want to be here you know." He grined and looked at Billie that put a finger between his ribs.
"Shut up Mike you making my boyfriend sad!" He grined and looked back at Tré again.
"We just wanted to see how you're doing. Something wrong with that?" He sat down on a chair and so did Mike. Kelly was still in Tré's lap and he wouldn't let go of her even if she wanted. He knew that Billie and Kelly wasn't the best friends. They acctualy hated each other. Billie thought that Kelly was ruin Tré's life, because of what she was before she married him.
"No it's okey. Do you whant something, a beer maybe?" He looked at them both. Just Billie nodded.
"Mike is my driver so he can't drink." He grined at Mike that gave him a warning look.
He just sighed and let go of Kelly who walked out to Zack, turned around to the fridge and took out two beers. One for himself and gave the other one to Billie.
"So Mike, how's it going with Dannie, and how's Maria? I haven't seen her for a while." He tried to be himself and talk about something else. Mike just smiled.
"It's fine, we're trough all that time of fighting and Maria is not mad at me anymore. And I've begin to like the piano, she's real good at it." He just nodded and gave him a weak smile. Then turned to Billie.
"Does Jimmy like the school in San Fransisco?" Jimmy was just like Billie but more adult, it was like Jim was Billie's dad. Billie just nodded but didn't say anything. He knew Jimmy was special to Billie, but yet, they didn't really know eatch other. Billie was in prison the first seven years of Jim's life and Jim was now 17 but he was never at home, he was in school, out with his friends or in New york with his girlfriend. Where they all had lived for a while or, most of the time, Billie had meet his whife ther, Camill, Mike hade meet his whife ther, Dannielle that was Camill's best friend. And he, well he meet Kelly ther to, in a bar while she was doing her job, she was a prostitude before and he didn't know that until 2 months ago.
"Hey guys I'm pritty tired, thanks for stepping by." He said after a few hours. He followed them to the door.
He took himself in to the bedroom and tried to get on the bed but he just found himself on the floor.
"Need some help Frank?" Kelly asked from the door.
"I don't need any fucking help, just leave me alone!" He yelled and looked at her when she just turned around and closed the door. He tried three more times and finally he got on the bed, he undressed and pulled the covers over him. He just stared out in air when he felt Zack crawling up in the bed to him. He just smiled and put his arm around him.
"Daddy are you sick?" He asked with his little voice and stroke his cuddly toy cat that he had named Kitty.
"No Zack, daddy's gonna be fine, okay?" He kissed him on his forhead and Zack was soon asleep. He knew that he lied to him, but did he have any choice?
