When I'm gone just carry on, chapter 5
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Tré were just sitting on the couch nowdays. He had nothing to do, even if Mike and Billie were over sometimes he just sat there, watching TV or had a beer or two, maybe more. He was depressed and right now he was laying in the bed, just looking around with Kelly by his side. It was late and they had just fucked, he was fucked, he couldn't do anything really. She was asleep but he just looked around. He was thinking too much to fall asleep. He needed something to drink. He got dressed and down in his wheelchair without waking her up, in the kitchen he took a whisky bottle and took a few drinks. He just looked out the window. He felt worthless.
A few days later the were out for a walk in the park. Just the three of them when he suddenly stopped. "Kelly, do we realy have to take that way?" He had seen someone he knew. It was Billie Joe, Camill and their baby Erica. Okay, baby and baby, she was two.
"Oh fuck."
He didn't want to see them but it was too late to turn around and Zack liked to play with Erica so he ran over to her and hugged her. He gave Billie and Camill a fake smile thet they didn't notice.
"Hey Tré, nice to see you, I havn't seen you for a while," Billie laughed and hugged his friend.
He smiled back. "Could be cause you're always on tour?" he laughed and so did Billie.
"So, what are up to? Just hanging around at home?"
Tré just nodded. "Does it look like I can do more than that?" he grinned and looked down.
"Well, you can always take a swim in the pool, or be outside with Zack maybe? Go shopping and shit like that. Have sex everywhere like you used to do," Billie said and laugh when Camill hit him on his arm.
Tré just shoke his head. "Maybe I'm still doing it. What do you know?" he just laughed and looked up at him. "Well I.." he started but got interrupted by Billie.
"Do you wanna go and have an ice cream or something? Maybe something to drink. For the kids?" he smiled and looked at Tré who just looked at Kelly who looked back at Tré and her look was saying 'no way in hell I'm going with them!' He looked at her and then back at Billie.
"Sure why not?" It was for Zack, if he had to decide, he just wanted to go home or another way. He looked around and smiled at Zack. "Come here Brother Bear, we're going to get some ice cream," he grined when Zack run over to him and pulled himself up in his lap.
"Can you swing with me and Erica later? Please daddy please?" he looked at him with his big blue eyes, he just wanted to say yes but he couldn't. He looked down for a moment and then back at Zack again and stroke his hair out of his eyes.
"Daddy can't Zack, you know that. I'm Sorry," he hugged Zack when he looked sad. "Ask your mommy, she likes to swing, I can watch you two okay?" he smiled a bit and then followed the others and stopped by a picnic table to eat his ice cream. He smiled at Zack when he was swinging high. "Looking good Brother," he looked at Camill who was swinging with Erica.
"Isn't she beautiful?"
He turned his face to Billie "Who Camill?"
Billie just smiled and laughed a bit. "Yeah, she too, no I mean Erica,"
Tre looked back at them and then at Billie again. "Yeah, she is," he smiled and had a drink of his Coke.
"Tré, I just need to know. What do you think about Camill?"
He looked confused at Billie. "Well, she's nice and she's good looking and..."
"You think my wife's good locking? What have you ever like, fucked her?"
"What me? No. Why would I? It's your wife man."
"Oh my god, when did you do it your asshole!?" Billie stood up and walked over to him. "When the hell did you fuck her?!"
He just looked scared at him. "Billie, calm down, I haven't touch her! Have you taking your medication for you mood?" Actually, he had fucked Camill, a long time ago when Billie was in prison.
"But I know one thing, you fucked my wife after we got married! Don't blame me to do things when you're doing it yourself!"
He hit Billie in the face, if he hadn't, Billie would have done it to him. Billie let go of his shirt. He was still strong in his arms. Billie tried to jump on him but he was soon over Billie and hit in his face for what he had done. Lucky for Billie, there were some people who dragged Tré away.
"Let go of me I'm gonna kill him!" he tried to pull himself out but they were to strong. He looked over at Zack who were standing next to Kelly and just looked scared at him and he saw that Kelly looked at him, disappointed off what he did. He looked down and could feel the tears in his eyes.
"I'm sorry," he said so just he could hear it. He looked up to face them all again.
"I just wanna go home now. Please?" They helped him up in his wheelchair again and turned back to the car. He didn't want Zack to see him like this, not anyone.
Why did he always lose it, couldn't he just be a normal dad and husband? Why did he always need to be so different?
A few days later the were out for a walk in the park. Just the three of them when he suddenly stopped. "Kelly, do we realy have to take that way?" He had seen someone he knew. It was Billie Joe, Camill and their baby Erica. Okay, baby and baby, she was two.
"Oh fuck."
He didn't want to see them but it was too late to turn around and Zack liked to play with Erica so he ran over to her and hugged her. He gave Billie and Camill a fake smile thet they didn't notice.
"Hey Tré, nice to see you, I havn't seen you for a while," Billie laughed and hugged his friend.
He smiled back. "Could be cause you're always on tour?" he laughed and so did Billie.
"So, what are up to? Just hanging around at home?"
Tré just nodded. "Does it look like I can do more than that?" he grinned and looked down.
"Well, you can always take a swim in the pool, or be outside with Zack maybe? Go shopping and shit like that. Have sex everywhere like you used to do," Billie said and laugh when Camill hit him on his arm.
Tré just shoke his head. "Maybe I'm still doing it. What do you know?" he just laughed and looked up at him. "Well I.." he started but got interrupted by Billie.
"Do you wanna go and have an ice cream or something? Maybe something to drink. For the kids?" he smiled and looked at Tré who just looked at Kelly who looked back at Tré and her look was saying 'no way in hell I'm going with them!' He looked at her and then back at Billie.
"Sure why not?" It was for Zack, if he had to decide, he just wanted to go home or another way. He looked around and smiled at Zack. "Come here Brother Bear, we're going to get some ice cream," he grined when Zack run over to him and pulled himself up in his lap.
"Can you swing with me and Erica later? Please daddy please?" he looked at him with his big blue eyes, he just wanted to say yes but he couldn't. He looked down for a moment and then back at Zack again and stroke his hair out of his eyes.
"Daddy can't Zack, you know that. I'm Sorry," he hugged Zack when he looked sad. "Ask your mommy, she likes to swing, I can watch you two okay?" he smiled a bit and then followed the others and stopped by a picnic table to eat his ice cream. He smiled at Zack when he was swinging high. "Looking good Brother," he looked at Camill who was swinging with Erica.
"Isn't she beautiful?"
He turned his face to Billie "Who Camill?"
Billie just smiled and laughed a bit. "Yeah, she too, no I mean Erica,"
Tre looked back at them and then at Billie again. "Yeah, she is," he smiled and had a drink of his Coke.
"Tré, I just need to know. What do you think about Camill?"
He looked confused at Billie. "Well, she's nice and she's good looking and..."
"You think my wife's good locking? What have you ever like, fucked her?"
"What me? No. Why would I? It's your wife man."
"Oh my god, when did you do it your asshole!?" Billie stood up and walked over to him. "When the hell did you fuck her?!"
He just looked scared at him. "Billie, calm down, I haven't touch her! Have you taking your medication for you mood?" Actually, he had fucked Camill, a long time ago when Billie was in prison.
"But I know one thing, you fucked my wife after we got married! Don't blame me to do things when you're doing it yourself!"
He hit Billie in the face, if he hadn't, Billie would have done it to him. Billie let go of his shirt. He was still strong in his arms. Billie tried to jump on him but he was soon over Billie and hit in his face for what he had done. Lucky for Billie, there were some people who dragged Tré away.
"Let go of me I'm gonna kill him!" he tried to pull himself out but they were to strong. He looked over at Zack who were standing next to Kelly and just looked scared at him and he saw that Kelly looked at him, disappointed off what he did. He looked down and could feel the tears in his eyes.
"I'm sorry," he said so just he could hear it. He looked up to face them all again.
"I just wanna go home now. Please?" They helped him up in his wheelchair again and turned back to the car. He didn't want Zack to see him like this, not anyone.
Why did he always lose it, couldn't he just be a normal dad and husband? Why did he always need to be so different?
