Love stops when the rain does, chapter 1
I sat on my bed. The rain fell as if the sky was crying with me. I was numb. Unable to move any part of me like I was a China Doll with a look of sadness and tears plastered on her face.
You're still to young
Words rang though my head as I disregarded all thoughts of everything else but a mind numbing feeling that could kill if given a gun. It was a sensation that could be better than another drug taken if it was real. Or a sensation from a nightmare playing over and over in your head that you cant escape from as it slowly eats away at your mind till you become it's puppet with changes in feelings and the way you act.
Love
The strongest feeling the human mind can comprehend. It causes all other feelings to trigger.
Happiness when loved back
Sadness when rejected
Jealousy when with another
I hate it more then I hate life.
And yet, I need it.
I do love.
I do love him.
And I'm not too young to love.
I do love you! And you love me!
I do. And with all my heart. But you're still too young
I can prove I'm not to young. Fuck age. It's only pointless numbers with no purpose in the world. 15 isn't to young to fall in love or to be loved.
"You never cared about age before," I said climbing out of my window.
"Why the sudden change?"
I ran off to the nearby park until I came across the swings and sat down on it in the pouring rain. Everything could be so perfect right now if I hadn't gone out to the movies tonight. If I just stayed home. Told everyone I was sick.
I am sick
I need help
I cried my eyes out. The rain only got harder and now there was thunder and lightning but I didn't care. I would just keep swinging till I stopped crying.
or till the rain stops falling
The cars sped by causing big splashes in the puddles to soak me further. My crying had lessened itself to a small sniffle and occasional tear.
"I hate you." I said, looking straight forword towards where the heartbreaking son of a bitche's house was.
"You're just toying with me. You wouldn't care if I was too young."
And the rain had stopped
You're still to young
Words rang though my head as I disregarded all thoughts of everything else but a mind numbing feeling that could kill if given a gun. It was a sensation that could be better than another drug taken if it was real. Or a sensation from a nightmare playing over and over in your head that you cant escape from as it slowly eats away at your mind till you become it's puppet with changes in feelings and the way you act.
Love
The strongest feeling the human mind can comprehend. It causes all other feelings to trigger.
Happiness when loved back
Sadness when rejected
Jealousy when with another
I hate it more then I hate life.
And yet, I need it.
I do love.
I do love him.
And I'm not too young to love.
I do love you! And you love me!
I do. And with all my heart. But you're still too young
I can prove I'm not to young. Fuck age. It's only pointless numbers with no purpose in the world. 15 isn't to young to fall in love or to be loved.
"You never cared about age before," I said climbing out of my window.
"Why the sudden change?"
I ran off to the nearby park until I came across the swings and sat down on it in the pouring rain. Everything could be so perfect right now if I hadn't gone out to the movies tonight. If I just stayed home. Told everyone I was sick.
I am sick
I need help
I cried my eyes out. The rain only got harder and now there was thunder and lightning but I didn't care. I would just keep swinging till I stopped crying.
or till the rain stops falling
The cars sped by causing big splashes in the puddles to soak me further. My crying had lessened itself to a small sniffle and occasional tear.
"I hate you." I said, looking straight forword towards where the heartbreaking son of a bitche's house was.
"You're just toying with me. You wouldn't care if I was too young."
And the rain had stopped
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