When Dookie hit the fan..., chapter 15
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It had been days and weeks before Jovie and Zooey had made any progress. Zooey had been the first to wake up, and the first one that was moved. She was not happy to leave Jovie at all, but was to disoriented to tell the difference. She was embarrassed to even leave the hospital with Tre. She barely noticed Billie Joe was even there; he wanted to keep it that way too, the last thing he wanted was a scene between him and Zooey and then Jovs wake up right in the middle of it!
Nobody had ever seen dedication like they had with Billie. He never left Jovie's side for minute, he stayed with her every second and would talk to her like she was there. He knew that she wouldn't wake up for a long time, so it really shocked him when she did wake up and start screaming.
"Where the fuck am I?" she shouted, looking around and trying not to cry.
Billie looked her in the face and pulled her hair out of her eyes, "You're at the hospital, Jovie."
Jovie looked confused, "Why?"
For once, he didn't know how to answer her. The last thing he ever thought he would be telling her was that she was raped, but being raped by at least fifty guys, that he nor she didn't know? How would you take it?
He was about to make something up when-
"Oh God!" exclaimed Jovie, putting her hands on her face, "No! No! No! No! I didn't want you here...what are you doing here, you're supposed to be gone, away...you are not supposed to know anything about this! You were supposed to move on! Why are you here?"
He put his arm over her and kissed her softly on the cheek, "I love you Jovie Marie Ramone, don't you know that by now?"
Jovie looked at him in disbelief, "Even though, I have been violated several times by complete strangers?"
He nodded. Jovie let out a frustrated sigh.
"It was awful Billie, they went after Zo, I dove into the crowd, I was calling for her, they saw me and all dove on me. It was horrendous, and they never stopped, I was being raped from all directions, nobody would help me, Zooey couldn't help me, she was fenced in, and all I heard was your voice singing. It got me through, barely! I tried to ignore the pain for as long as I could, using your voice as my form of escape, and then you were booed offstage and flew out, and...it began to hurt really bad...you were gone...it went dark Billie, I was so scared, I didn't know what to do...they were every where, sayin horrible things, doing horrible things, they were beating us, torturing us, raping us, harassing us..I'm so glad you didn't try and be a hero."
Billie Joe smiled at her, "I thought you would think I was a pussy for not coming to your rescue, I hated myself for it too, ask Tre and Mike."
Jovie looked down at her crossed legs and smiled weak smile, "How did you find me?"
"I'm the man."
"Is that so?"
"Yes. Correct Amundo."
Jovie reached over her bed and pulled him into her to where they were close and began to kiss him. He climbed into her bed and pulled her into him as well. As they were kissing, Jovie felt like she was not doing the right thing by it. She had to put a stop to it as soon as possible.
She pushed him off of her and he got out of her bed and suddenly felt very angry with her and himself for being so stupid. She was never going to change, she was never going to love him back, she was just going to keep being a tease and leading him on. Well, one day he would get her, if not by his side or in bed, it would have to be revenge. This time, he would make her pay, she was not getting away with it this time.
Billie Joe looked at Jovie with a murderous look, "I promise you that you will pay."
Jovie looked hurt, "I'm sorry I hurt you Billie, I really do care about you, but I'm not ready, can you just not pressure me to-"
"Forget it! You be happy with Adam, but remember something, where there is fame, there's power, I'm famous, you're not, and that was your mistake, but let me make it clear to you...I will make sure that your life will be a living hell. Sleep tight."
And with that he left the room.
Nobody had ever seen dedication like they had with Billie. He never left Jovie's side for minute, he stayed with her every second and would talk to her like she was there. He knew that she wouldn't wake up for a long time, so it really shocked him when she did wake up and start screaming.
"Where the fuck am I?" she shouted, looking around and trying not to cry.
Billie looked her in the face and pulled her hair out of her eyes, "You're at the hospital, Jovie."
Jovie looked confused, "Why?"
For once, he didn't know how to answer her. The last thing he ever thought he would be telling her was that she was raped, but being raped by at least fifty guys, that he nor she didn't know? How would you take it?
He was about to make something up when-
"Oh God!" exclaimed Jovie, putting her hands on her face, "No! No! No! No! I didn't want you here...what are you doing here, you're supposed to be gone, away...you are not supposed to know anything about this! You were supposed to move on! Why are you here?"
He put his arm over her and kissed her softly on the cheek, "I love you Jovie Marie Ramone, don't you know that by now?"
Jovie looked at him in disbelief, "Even though, I have been violated several times by complete strangers?"
He nodded. Jovie let out a frustrated sigh.
"It was awful Billie, they went after Zo, I dove into the crowd, I was calling for her, they saw me and all dove on me. It was horrendous, and they never stopped, I was being raped from all directions, nobody would help me, Zooey couldn't help me, she was fenced in, and all I heard was your voice singing. It got me through, barely! I tried to ignore the pain for as long as I could, using your voice as my form of escape, and then you were booed offstage and flew out, and...it began to hurt really bad...you were gone...it went dark Billie, I was so scared, I didn't know what to do...they were every where, sayin horrible things, doing horrible things, they were beating us, torturing us, raping us, harassing us..I'm so glad you didn't try and be a hero."
Billie Joe smiled at her, "I thought you would think I was a pussy for not coming to your rescue, I hated myself for it too, ask Tre and Mike."
Jovie looked down at her crossed legs and smiled weak smile, "How did you find me?"
"I'm the man."
"Is that so?"
"Yes. Correct Amundo."
Jovie reached over her bed and pulled him into her to where they were close and began to kiss him. He climbed into her bed and pulled her into him as well. As they were kissing, Jovie felt like she was not doing the right thing by it. She had to put a stop to it as soon as possible.
She pushed him off of her and he got out of her bed and suddenly felt very angry with her and himself for being so stupid. She was never going to change, she was never going to love him back, she was just going to keep being a tease and leading him on. Well, one day he would get her, if not by his side or in bed, it would have to be revenge. This time, he would make her pay, she was not getting away with it this time.
Billie Joe looked at Jovie with a murderous look, "I promise you that you will pay."
Jovie looked hurt, "I'm sorry I hurt you Billie, I really do care about you, but I'm not ready, can you just not pressure me to-"
"Forget it! You be happy with Adam, but remember something, where there is fame, there's power, I'm famous, you're not, and that was your mistake, but let me make it clear to you...I will make sure that your life will be a living hell. Sleep tight."
And with that he left the room.
