She's A Rebel, You Know Her, Whatsername?, chapter 6
...NO ONE KNOWS...
I cant believe that I was lying to the one guy that care's about me. I didn't think what happened with Cameron would ever come up again. Let alone himself. I was as shocked as you where...
But I can't lie to Billie about it, but I can't tell him. He would hate me forever and he mean's a lot to me, to tell him what I did, It was the only thing I could do to get Mike out of trouble I can't stay in Melbourne with Jimmy it's to weird now, it's all really confusing...
I drove home. Not only to know that my best friend that love's is there and is gonna hate me for what I have done and the fact that I have to tell him some how but I just can't, it's a little fucked up.
I'll just say that...
"Jimmy, I'm home," I called as I walked in the door a slammed it behind me.
"Ten years later, I thought you would never come home," he said sarcastically not even taking his attention from the TV.
"Don't look at me like that," I joked knowing he wasn't going to even have a glimpse at me.
"Don't talk to me," he replied and drank some more beer.
"Why are you drinking you know you're not allowed?" I asked as I stopped in front of him.
"Can't you fucking see I'm watching TV you bitch?" he answered in anger.
"Calm down ok no need to get mad, just give me that," I said and held my hand out.
"Fuck off!" he said and gave me a death stare.
"Don't speak to me like that! And give me the beer. NOW!" I protested.
"Go fuck ya self!" he said and flipped me off with a childish smile on his face.
"Give it to me now!" I yelled and went to grab it out of his hand but he pushed to the ground.
"Fuck you," I said and sat on the ground.
"What'd you say?!" he asked and stood up towering over me.
"Nothing," I answered in fear.
I knew I could take him on, let alone get away from him after he's drinking.
Jimmy had a drinking problem in the past. He promise that he wouldn't drink anymore and he hadn't for about three years after he realized that it was only hurting the people around him mainly me not just emotionally but physically, Eg. He used to hit me when he was drunk, and now I guess he's gonna go back to his old self.
***JIMMY'S POINT OF VIEW***
She's a fucking slut she deserves what's coming to her, she shouldn't have everything she dose.
"YOU SELFISH LITTLE SLUT!!!" I screamed at her and through the bottle across the room.
"Jimmy please," she begged.
"Jimmy please," I replied sarcastically.
"Oh shut it, You never have anything important to say so why say anything at all," I said and grabbed her by her arms and pulled her up to me.
"Just please let me go, please," she said as tears welled up in her eyes.
"No, Why should I?" I asked stupidly.
"Because I no you and if you really cared about me you wouldn't be doing this, think about Wha-" she said but I cut her off and it all went blank from then on into the night.
***MY POINT OF VIEW***
I didn't know what happened. I think he hit me I don't know.
I awoke lying in the bathroom the only thing I could feel was that something had dried on me I don't know what it was. I could see much it was blurry , I could barely open my eyes let alone breath.
I tried to pull myself up.
I finally got my eyesight back about five minutes later. I lent over the sink and spat out something red.
Shit it was blood. I look down at the rest of my body to see that I had it over my cloths. I have to get out here. I pace myself slowly to the door, one foot in front of the other. I reached for the handle and turned it but it was locked.
"Shit," I tried to say as I looked around the bathroom.
I didn't know what I was going to do or what Jimmy had done to me.
***MIKE'S POINT OF VIEW***
I laid on the bed thinking of what shit I could have gotten my self in if it wasn't for Bree getting me out of it, I wonder what she did.
"Yo, yo," Billie said and laid down next to me.
"What's up man?" I said.
"Not much just board cant sleep, you?" he replied and turned his head to look at me.
"Why can't ya sleep?' I asked him and continued to stare at the roof.
"I'm worried."
"About what?"
"Bree."
"Why?"
"'Cause I don't know if she's telling me the truth about her and Jimmy."
"Why do you think they're fucking or something."
"No, just her relationship in general with him."
"What do ya mean?"
"You know what I mean, if there've ever been tension with each other you know."
"Ahh yep I get you drift, Why don't ya ask her?"
"'Cause I don't want to sound, err, nosy. I don't want her to think that I have to know every little detail about Jimmy and her."
"Well bring it up casually, you talk about something first then ease onto the subject."
"Mike what would I ever do with out you?" he replied and got up and left.
Ok that was the most weirdest conversation I have and in ALONG time with Billie.
***BILLIE'S POINT OF VIEW***
What if Mike's right what if they are fucking?
I walked down the hall and got into the lift. I need to ask her now. I got a cab to Bree's place. I know it was 3 am in the morning but I need to know, Now! I rang the door bell, Jimmy answered, Covered in blood.
"Is Bree home?' I asked concerned. "Are you ok?" I added.
"Billie I'm sorry I don't know if she's alright I don't know what I have done," he said as tears flowed from his eyes.
"Alright just calm down where is she?"
"Bathroom."
"Stay here," I said and went toward the bathroom.
"Bree," I said and unlocked the door.
She was sitting there against the corner crying.
"Bree, What happened?' I asked and lent down next to her.
"I don't know," she said and glared up at me.
"It's ok come, you can stay with me tonight," I said and gave her a hand up.
We walked out the front she didn't say anything neither did I.
I didn't know what to say.
We got back to the hotel and I helped her into the shower. Afterwards she didn't come out of the bathroom.
"Bree?" I asked and knocked softly on the door. "You ok?" no response. "Bree, Please talk to me," I said again.
"Yeah," she said and came out of the bathroom and wiped a tear from her face.
"Come here," I said and gave her a hug as she cried softly onto my shoulder.
"You wanna tell me what you remember?" I asked and lifted her chin so she could look at me.
She nodded and we sat down on the bed.
She told me what she could remember which wasn't really much but I could tell something else had happened.
"I need to go get some stuff from the shop are you gonna be alright here?" I asked her and kissed her on the cheek.
"Yeah," she nodded.
"Mike's next door if you need anything," I said and walked out.
***MIKE'S POINT OF VIEW***
"Hey man," Billie said and lent his head in the door.
"What's up?" I asked.
"Bree is in my room, she's had a rough night just if you can check on her for a bit I'm just going out, Kay?" he said.
"Yeah sure," I nodded.
I watched TV for about ten minutes. I think I should check on her now.
"Knock, knock," I said and walked in.
"Hey," Bree said and forced a smile out.
"Hey," I said closing the door behind me and I sat down next to her.
"How ya doing?" I asked.
She smiled again and lent back on the bed head.
I sat back with her.
"You wanna talk about anything?" I asked.
She say anything she just lent her head on me shoulder.
***BILLIE'S POINT OF VIEW***
I got back to the hotel, took the lift back up.
I stood at the door and took a deep breath in.
"I'm ba-WHAT THE FUCK MIKE!!!" I changed what I was saying, and there they were...
I cant believe that I was lying to the one guy that care's about me. I didn't think what happened with Cameron would ever come up again. Let alone himself. I was as shocked as you where...
But I can't lie to Billie about it, but I can't tell him. He would hate me forever and he mean's a lot to me, to tell him what I did, It was the only thing I could do to get Mike out of trouble I can't stay in Melbourne with Jimmy it's to weird now, it's all really confusing...
I drove home. Not only to know that my best friend that love's is there and is gonna hate me for what I have done and the fact that I have to tell him some how but I just can't, it's a little fucked up.
I'll just say that...
"Jimmy, I'm home," I called as I walked in the door a slammed it behind me.
"Ten years later, I thought you would never come home," he said sarcastically not even taking his attention from the TV.
"Don't look at me like that," I joked knowing he wasn't going to even have a glimpse at me.
"Don't talk to me," he replied and drank some more beer.
"Why are you drinking you know you're not allowed?" I asked as I stopped in front of him.
"Can't you fucking see I'm watching TV you bitch?" he answered in anger.
"Calm down ok no need to get mad, just give me that," I said and held my hand out.
"Fuck off!" he said and gave me a death stare.
"Don't speak to me like that! And give me the beer. NOW!" I protested.
"Go fuck ya self!" he said and flipped me off with a childish smile on his face.
"Give it to me now!" I yelled and went to grab it out of his hand but he pushed to the ground.
"Fuck you," I said and sat on the ground.
"What'd you say?!" he asked and stood up towering over me.
"Nothing," I answered in fear.
I knew I could take him on, let alone get away from him after he's drinking.
Jimmy had a drinking problem in the past. He promise that he wouldn't drink anymore and he hadn't for about three years after he realized that it was only hurting the people around him mainly me not just emotionally but physically, Eg. He used to hit me when he was drunk, and now I guess he's gonna go back to his old self.
***JIMMY'S POINT OF VIEW***
She's a fucking slut she deserves what's coming to her, she shouldn't have everything she dose.
"YOU SELFISH LITTLE SLUT!!!" I screamed at her and through the bottle across the room.
"Jimmy please," she begged.
"Jimmy please," I replied sarcastically.
"Oh shut it, You never have anything important to say so why say anything at all," I said and grabbed her by her arms and pulled her up to me.
"Just please let me go, please," she said as tears welled up in her eyes.
"No, Why should I?" I asked stupidly.
"Because I no you and if you really cared about me you wouldn't be doing this, think about Wha-" she said but I cut her off and it all went blank from then on into the night.
***MY POINT OF VIEW***
I didn't know what happened. I think he hit me I don't know.
I awoke lying in the bathroom the only thing I could feel was that something had dried on me I don't know what it was. I could see much it was blurry , I could barely open my eyes let alone breath.
I tried to pull myself up.
I finally got my eyesight back about five minutes later. I lent over the sink and spat out something red.
Shit it was blood. I look down at the rest of my body to see that I had it over my cloths. I have to get out here. I pace myself slowly to the door, one foot in front of the other. I reached for the handle and turned it but it was locked.
"Shit," I tried to say as I looked around the bathroom.
I didn't know what I was going to do or what Jimmy had done to me.
***MIKE'S POINT OF VIEW***
I laid on the bed thinking of what shit I could have gotten my self in if it wasn't for Bree getting me out of it, I wonder what she did.
"Yo, yo," Billie said and laid down next to me.
"What's up man?" I said.
"Not much just board cant sleep, you?" he replied and turned his head to look at me.
"Why can't ya sleep?' I asked him and continued to stare at the roof.
"I'm worried."
"About what?"
"Bree."
"Why?"
"'Cause I don't know if she's telling me the truth about her and Jimmy."
"Why do you think they're fucking or something."
"No, just her relationship in general with him."
"What do ya mean?"
"You know what I mean, if there've ever been tension with each other you know."
"Ahh yep I get you drift, Why don't ya ask her?"
"'Cause I don't want to sound, err, nosy. I don't want her to think that I have to know every little detail about Jimmy and her."
"Well bring it up casually, you talk about something first then ease onto the subject."
"Mike what would I ever do with out you?" he replied and got up and left.
Ok that was the most weirdest conversation I have and in ALONG time with Billie.
***BILLIE'S POINT OF VIEW***
What if Mike's right what if they are fucking?
I walked down the hall and got into the lift. I need to ask her now. I got a cab to Bree's place. I know it was 3 am in the morning but I need to know, Now! I rang the door bell, Jimmy answered, Covered in blood.
"Is Bree home?' I asked concerned. "Are you ok?" I added.
"Billie I'm sorry I don't know if she's alright I don't know what I have done," he said as tears flowed from his eyes.
"Alright just calm down where is she?"
"Bathroom."
"Stay here," I said and went toward the bathroom.
"Bree," I said and unlocked the door.
She was sitting there against the corner crying.
"Bree, What happened?' I asked and lent down next to her.
"I don't know," she said and glared up at me.
"It's ok come, you can stay with me tonight," I said and gave her a hand up.
We walked out the front she didn't say anything neither did I.
I didn't know what to say.
We got back to the hotel and I helped her into the shower. Afterwards she didn't come out of the bathroom.
"Bree?" I asked and knocked softly on the door. "You ok?" no response. "Bree, Please talk to me," I said again.
"Yeah," she said and came out of the bathroom and wiped a tear from her face.
"Come here," I said and gave her a hug as she cried softly onto my shoulder.
"You wanna tell me what you remember?" I asked and lifted her chin so she could look at me.
She nodded and we sat down on the bed.
She told me what she could remember which wasn't really much but I could tell something else had happened.
"I need to go get some stuff from the shop are you gonna be alright here?" I asked her and kissed her on the cheek.
"Yeah," she nodded.
"Mike's next door if you need anything," I said and walked out.
***MIKE'S POINT OF VIEW***
"Hey man," Billie said and lent his head in the door.
"What's up?" I asked.
"Bree is in my room, she's had a rough night just if you can check on her for a bit I'm just going out, Kay?" he said.
"Yeah sure," I nodded.
I watched TV for about ten minutes. I think I should check on her now.
"Knock, knock," I said and walked in.
"Hey," Bree said and forced a smile out.
"Hey," I said closing the door behind me and I sat down next to her.
"How ya doing?" I asked.
She smiled again and lent back on the bed head.
I sat back with her.
"You wanna talk about anything?" I asked.
She say anything she just lent her head on me shoulder.
***BILLIE'S POINT OF VIEW***
I got back to the hotel, took the lift back up.
I stood at the door and took a deep breath in.
"I'm ba-WHAT THE FUCK MIKE!!!" I changed what I was saying, and there they were...
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