Internet Relations, chapter 5
I sit there and realise... shit... this is happening all too fast for me. I pull away a bit but my head is spinning. I hear voices... are... are they just in my head?! Then just blackness...
I hear more voices... what... what are they?! My eyes feel so fucking heavy! What... what is it?! Someone calling my name I better try open my eyes, its all a blur the faces over me.
"Hannah? Hannah are you awake?!" I hear one of the voices, it sounds familiar. I open my eyes more I see exactly three faces above me... two of them are girls.
"Oh Hannah thank fucking god," one of them hugs me, Ow... I open my eyes more its Becky, Alice and... Tré?
"We were worried sick when we turned up on your apartment's door and someone said that you had been admitted to hospital and THIS one (she points to Tré) hasn't left in days the nurses said," Becky says.
I attempt to laugh but it hurts. I smell the disgusting antiseptic smell of the hospital I hate that smell. "So what did they say was wrong with me?" I ask finally, Alice turns to tell me.
"They said it was mild shock and low blood pressure," she puts her hand on my forehead.
I smile good thing they were here, oh look how sweet Tré looks asleep in the chair. Ah this is so weird... almost fake it seems, no Hannah shut up ignore your conscience cause it's pissing you off But Hannah you know he just wants to get in your pants NO SHUT UP.
"Hannah are you ok?" says Tré coming up to the bed "You're sweating and shaking."
"No... no I'm fine," I say, but what if... no I'll end this questioning now, ah that fresh clean smell Tré has. Becky smiles at me I remember the huge crush I had on Tré when I was younger it wasn't really obsessive but I remember me thinking we were the perfect match haha ah good times. Becky walks out of the room for a second and then runs back in looking shocked.
"HOLY FUCK HANNAH BLINK 182 ARE OUTSIDE THIS DOOR!" she shouts, Tré smiles.
"Is this your doing?" I say... wow... this is all so fast what's up with him? Its strange and odd, why the hell is he doing all this extravagant stuff? I must have made a big impression!
They walk in Mark, Tom and Travis; apparently they aren't together just coming to say hi.
"Hey girl, my name's Tom and fuck you have the biggest natural tits I've seen on a girl," he says with a grin, I blush and smile back... oooh god.
"Tom you're an asshole, and my names Mark," he says laughing and shaking my hand, shit... too much stuff so fast I'm spinning out again but I've gotta relax.
"Hey I'm Travis nice to meet you," he said and gave me a thumbs up, I try to smile but this is all just hitting me like a bullet to the heart. Alice sees that and whisks them away, they stay out there and Alice comes back.
"Their worried and they will stay out there," she says, Tré is tons confused so Becky comes and whispers in my ear.
"What's wrong Hannah?" she whispers.
"Oh this is all so fast and sudden it's hitting me like a barb to the heart" I whisper back. She nods and goes and tells Tré, he comes by the bed in tears.
"I'm sorry... I guess I'm just shit at showing love its either too much or not enough" he sniffs, I put my hand on his check.
"There there Tré, no tears. I'm sorry as well it was all just a bit sudden for me because usually my past boyfriends just took me to the movies and they all treated me badly but you... your different" I whisper, he smiles and sniffles. He's so adorable but this wont be a happy end I can feel it, there's too many girls already after him I might as well give up... what is with my mind? Tom, Mark and Travis walk back in, I smile these guys are really nice; I sure do wish they would get back together. Tom moves towards Mark and Mark faces Tom.
"Hey... Hey Mark," he stutters.
"What Tom what the fuck do you want?" Mark says and breaks out into tears, they hug this is the fucking best day I cant wait to tell everyone.
"This is getting queer dudes," I say and smile, Tré strokes my head. OH FUCK WHAT ABOUT WORK! I panic and try to get up but they all push me back down.
"What's wrong?" they all ask at once.
"My work! It's Tuesday! I need to get to work!" I say struggling, Tré laughs and Tom sits on the bed.
"Listen Hannah its fine really hey why don't you hang at my place for a couple of days till you get better?" says Tom, I sit there stunned... ok what the hell?...I decide to ask the staff for a computer with messenger on it, yay! Someone that doesn't confuse me is on, Billie!
Hannah <3: Heya!
Billie-I want friends not lovers: Hey daughter lol
Hannah <3: hehe yeah.. Guess where I am
Billie-I want friends not lovers: Where?
Hannah <3: Hospital...
Billie-I want friends not lovers: WHAT?! What happened?!
Hannah <3: Oh..I went on a sort of date with a guy and it all happened to sudden for me.
Billie-I want friends not lovers: Yeah I get you something's just go so fast you cant handle it.
Hannah <3: yeah exactly like that
Billie-I want friends not lovers: well I hope you get better *hugs*
Hannah <3: Awe thanks *hugs back* ?
Billie-I want friends not lovers: hehe what are dads for? :P
Hannah <3: Oh right lol
Billie-I want friends not lovers: Yeah maybe we will meet someday, if you lived closer maybe.
Hannah <3: lol I might be closer than u think >.> <.<
Billie-I want friends not lovers: lol!
Hannah <3: Hehe yeah but i'm no stalker
Billie-I want friends not lovers: I didn't say u was lol
Hannah <3: Shit..My times up I'll ttyl maybe we will meet someday <3 Hannah
Billie-I want friends not lovers: I hope we do ? *kisses goodbye* bye!
I sign off and they take it off me... dammit...
I hear more voices... what... what are they?! My eyes feel so fucking heavy! What... what is it?! Someone calling my name I better try open my eyes, its all a blur the faces over me.
"Hannah? Hannah are you awake?!" I hear one of the voices, it sounds familiar. I open my eyes more I see exactly three faces above me... two of them are girls.
"Oh Hannah thank fucking god," one of them hugs me, Ow... I open my eyes more its Becky, Alice and... Tré?
"We were worried sick when we turned up on your apartment's door and someone said that you had been admitted to hospital and THIS one (she points to Tré) hasn't left in days the nurses said," Becky says.
I attempt to laugh but it hurts. I smell the disgusting antiseptic smell of the hospital I hate that smell. "So what did they say was wrong with me?" I ask finally, Alice turns to tell me.
"They said it was mild shock and low blood pressure," she puts her hand on my forehead.
I smile good thing they were here, oh look how sweet Tré looks asleep in the chair. Ah this is so weird... almost fake it seems, no Hannah shut up ignore your conscience cause it's pissing you off But Hannah you know he just wants to get in your pants NO SHUT UP.
"Hannah are you ok?" says Tré coming up to the bed "You're sweating and shaking."
"No... no I'm fine," I say, but what if... no I'll end this questioning now, ah that fresh clean smell Tré has. Becky smiles at me I remember the huge crush I had on Tré when I was younger it wasn't really obsessive but I remember me thinking we were the perfect match haha ah good times. Becky walks out of the room for a second and then runs back in looking shocked.
"HOLY FUCK HANNAH BLINK 182 ARE OUTSIDE THIS DOOR!" she shouts, Tré smiles.
"Is this your doing?" I say... wow... this is all so fast what's up with him? Its strange and odd, why the hell is he doing all this extravagant stuff? I must have made a big impression!
They walk in Mark, Tom and Travis; apparently they aren't together just coming to say hi.
"Hey girl, my name's Tom and fuck you have the biggest natural tits I've seen on a girl," he says with a grin, I blush and smile back... oooh god.
"Tom you're an asshole, and my names Mark," he says laughing and shaking my hand, shit... too much stuff so fast I'm spinning out again but I've gotta relax.
"Hey I'm Travis nice to meet you," he said and gave me a thumbs up, I try to smile but this is all just hitting me like a bullet to the heart. Alice sees that and whisks them away, they stay out there and Alice comes back.
"Their worried and they will stay out there," she says, Tré is tons confused so Becky comes and whispers in my ear.
"What's wrong Hannah?" she whispers.
"Oh this is all so fast and sudden it's hitting me like a barb to the heart" I whisper back. She nods and goes and tells Tré, he comes by the bed in tears.
"I'm sorry... I guess I'm just shit at showing love its either too much or not enough" he sniffs, I put my hand on his check.
"There there Tré, no tears. I'm sorry as well it was all just a bit sudden for me because usually my past boyfriends just took me to the movies and they all treated me badly but you... your different" I whisper, he smiles and sniffles. He's so adorable but this wont be a happy end I can feel it, there's too many girls already after him I might as well give up... what is with my mind? Tom, Mark and Travis walk back in, I smile these guys are really nice; I sure do wish they would get back together. Tom moves towards Mark and Mark faces Tom.
"Hey... Hey Mark," he stutters.
"What Tom what the fuck do you want?" Mark says and breaks out into tears, they hug this is the fucking best day I cant wait to tell everyone.
"This is getting queer dudes," I say and smile, Tré strokes my head. OH FUCK WHAT ABOUT WORK! I panic and try to get up but they all push me back down.
"What's wrong?" they all ask at once.
"My work! It's Tuesday! I need to get to work!" I say struggling, Tré laughs and Tom sits on the bed.
"Listen Hannah its fine really hey why don't you hang at my place for a couple of days till you get better?" says Tom, I sit there stunned... ok what the hell?...I decide to ask the staff for a computer with messenger on it, yay! Someone that doesn't confuse me is on, Billie!
Hannah <3: Heya!
Billie-I want friends not lovers: Hey daughter lol
Hannah <3: hehe yeah.. Guess where I am
Billie-I want friends not lovers: Where?
Hannah <3: Hospital...
Billie-I want friends not lovers: WHAT?! What happened?!
Hannah <3: Oh..I went on a sort of date with a guy and it all happened to sudden for me.
Billie-I want friends not lovers: Yeah I get you something's just go so fast you cant handle it.
Hannah <3: yeah exactly like that
Billie-I want friends not lovers: well I hope you get better *hugs*
Hannah <3: Awe thanks *hugs back* ?
Billie-I want friends not lovers: hehe what are dads for? :P
Hannah <3: Oh right lol
Billie-I want friends not lovers: Yeah maybe we will meet someday, if you lived closer maybe.
Hannah <3: lol I might be closer than u think >.> <.<
Billie-I want friends not lovers: lol!
Hannah <3: Hehe yeah but i'm no stalker
Billie-I want friends not lovers: I didn't say u was lol
Hannah <3: Shit..My times up I'll ttyl maybe we will meet someday <3 Hannah
Billie-I want friends not lovers: I hope we do ? *kisses goodbye* bye!
I sign off and they take it off me... dammit...
