2000 Light Years Away, chapter 11
We spent a few more hours together, just messing around like you do when you're in love. I decided to go home at about three before Dad out of the blue arranged to pick me up because he still thought I was at some dumb sleepover with my girlfriends.
We all went out and the guys walked me half way. I gave Mike, John and Tre a quick hug and Billie took my hand and led me around the corner out of sight. He held my hands and took a deep breath.
"Babe. I'm so sorry," Billie said, sounding ashamed. I was confused.
"What?" I asked.
"I'm so sorry I didn't tell you before but....well...we're going back to California tomorrow," I was shocked. Why the hell didn't he tell me before?!
"I just didn't want to ruin it. We had such a wonderful time and I didn't want to make you all upset." I started crying, the tears rolling slowly down my cheeks. Billie kept whispering how sorry he was, tears in his eyes too.
"It's okay," I said. "I'm sorry too." I threw my arms around him. Billie nuzzled his face into my neck and kissed it.
"People say that they never knew what they have until it's gone." He said. I closed my eyes.
"I know, I know," I said, "But I know what I've got. That's you. I'm not gonna lose you Billie. I'm not gonna let you go no matter how less often we see each other. Never leave me. Never leave me." I whispered.
"I won't, I won't," Billie said. We kissed harder than ever before and broke away.
I had to go otherwise I'd end up being here forever. I said to him that I had to leave. I took a deep breath and turned away. Billie did the same. I could here Mike, Tre and John patting him on the back while he cried. I wish I had someone to pat me on the back. This had to be one of the hardest things I've ever done. I'm gonna have to face Amelia now. I expect she's gonna want to know everything. She thinks that I had a wonderful time and she would want to know all about the kisses and hugs and the sex but I know I'll end up crying like I am now.
Life's hard.
Well, there is a bright side. I mean, we still are madly in love. It's not like he broke up with me although it flipping well feels like it. I still have his number and his email and I'll vow that I'll call him, text him and email him every single day. I know he'll do the same.
I'm nearly home now but everything reminds me of Billie. We've only been apart for a few minutes but already it feels like forever. It's like he's already gone back to California and got on with his own life.
But he hasn't. That's all I need to think. He loves me. I love him. We're gonna be together forever. Just like we promised.
We all went out and the guys walked me half way. I gave Mike, John and Tre a quick hug and Billie took my hand and led me around the corner out of sight. He held my hands and took a deep breath.
"Babe. I'm so sorry," Billie said, sounding ashamed. I was confused.
"What?" I asked.
"I'm so sorry I didn't tell you before but....well...we're going back to California tomorrow," I was shocked. Why the hell didn't he tell me before?!
"I just didn't want to ruin it. We had such a wonderful time and I didn't want to make you all upset." I started crying, the tears rolling slowly down my cheeks. Billie kept whispering how sorry he was, tears in his eyes too.
"It's okay," I said. "I'm sorry too." I threw my arms around him. Billie nuzzled his face into my neck and kissed it.
"People say that they never knew what they have until it's gone." He said. I closed my eyes.
"I know, I know," I said, "But I know what I've got. That's you. I'm not gonna lose you Billie. I'm not gonna let you go no matter how less often we see each other. Never leave me. Never leave me." I whispered.
"I won't, I won't," Billie said. We kissed harder than ever before and broke away.
I had to go otherwise I'd end up being here forever. I said to him that I had to leave. I took a deep breath and turned away. Billie did the same. I could here Mike, Tre and John patting him on the back while he cried. I wish I had someone to pat me on the back. This had to be one of the hardest things I've ever done. I'm gonna have to face Amelia now. I expect she's gonna want to know everything. She thinks that I had a wonderful time and she would want to know all about the kisses and hugs and the sex but I know I'll end up crying like I am now.
Life's hard.
Well, there is a bright side. I mean, we still are madly in love. It's not like he broke up with me although it flipping well feels like it. I still have his number and his email and I'll vow that I'll call him, text him and email him every single day. I know he'll do the same.
I'm nearly home now but everything reminds me of Billie. We've only been apart for a few minutes but already it feels like forever. It's like he's already gone back to California and got on with his own life.
But he hasn't. That's all I need to think. He loves me. I love him. We're gonna be together forever. Just like we promised.
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