Continues-The New Girl Is The Best Thing In Town, chapter 2
It was three months later and Luis and I were real good I guess you could say we were in love. But pretty sure it's just like puppy love. Haha.
It was a Friday night it was also snowing outside 'cause it was January now. I couldn't hang out with Luis, he was sick. I thought about going over and bringing him chicken noodle soup...but that seemed way too cheesy. So I just called him up and told him to feel a whole lot better.
I went to go knock on Brandon's door to see if we could hang out.
"Brandon I'm fuckin bored!"
"Well find something to do," he said while putting on his shirt.
"But there's nothing to do here and Luis is sick," I whined.
"Uhhhh wanna come to the Gilman with me then? But you can't get fuckin wasted this time or I swear I will tell your mom."
"Okay fine, fine I won't get wasted this time. Gosh it's been so long since I've been there."
"I'm leaving in 10 minutes so if you're not ready then I'm leaving you. Oh yeah I'm meeting up with Emily over there."
"Okie dokie...I can't believe you guys are still together how cute."
"Get out and get ready!" I saluted him as I nodded my head.
"Yes sir."
I got ready in less than 10 minutes. Nothing like tight jeans, a band shirt, my converse, and a bondage belt.
When we got there Brandon met up with Emily and I quickly went into the pit. Once I finally escaped the pit after a couple long minutes I went to go sit down and the dude threw me a beer. I thought about it first. Hmm maybe one will lead to another and so forth maybe I shouldn't. Nah fuck it just one, it won't hurt me.
I took a sip at it and then out of no where Billie comes over and sits down.
"Why is that when ever I come here you have to be around?"
"Me. I'm always here Ash, you're the one who shouldn't even be here. Aren't you suppose to be with uhh what his face Luis?!"
Damn it! I think he was drunk and high.
"He's sick and maybe you should just stop and leave me alone." He stood up and looked down on me since I was still sitting. For some reason I felt scared and I really wished I would have never been at the Gilman.
He pulled me by my wrist and started walking.
"Billie you're fucking drunk and high possibly! Let go." He didn't reply or say anything. We past big mobs of people and I tried holding onto the rail but no he pulled me away from it. I had no idea what was going to happen. We went to the back lot of the Gilman there was no one there. Billie threw me on the pile of snow. I threw snow at him and tried to run, but no he tripped me.
"What is your problem Billie?!" I yelled at him.
"You are. You fucking tease. First you like me then you don't then you like me but then you don't. Make up your goddamn mind Ashley. Either you know what you want or you don't!"
"I'm fucking 14 I don't know what I want, leave me the fuck alone!"
He threw snow at me and it scratched my face it burned. I stood up and as my hand was moving toward his face he grabbed it and twisted it. He shoved me back onto the snow only this time he fell with me. He was on top of me I was freaked I wanted to go home why the hell would Billie do be doing this. He looked at me his hands making sure mine wouldn't move from the ground. He went for a kiss a rough one too.
I couldn't help myself I kissed back even though he was being an ass. He started kissing my neck as I whispered in his ear to stop. He just continued. Then he went back up to my lips but this time I wasn't kissing him back. He was just pissing me off now. I wasn't crying but I just felt like I was going to. He let go of my arms as I felt his hands were in my shirt he touched my breasts his hands were warm but I couldn't take it anymore. I pushed him off and I tried to get up as fast as I could and get away. But Damn it who knew he had such fast reflexives. He got up and shoved me back down on the snow. I looked at him with eyes that said "why." He looked at me with a disgusting face. "Bitch!" he yelled at me. Then he kicked me in my stomach.
"This never happened, got it."
I looked up at him he started walking away. All I could say was "Why?"
He answered back. "Ask yourself that."
I just laid there on the snow with my back all wet and cold. I was trying to take in what had just happened to me. Then I remembered the pain. My back hurt, my stomach, my arms, everything. How could he just want me to pretend that this never happened, it did. I got up. I started walking back into the club slowly. My head really was hurting. I started looking for Brandon or Emily. I was hoping not to run into Billie Joe again. I found Brandon and just looked at him.
"Ashley where have you been? I've been looking for you since ever, Emily already left. You look fucked up. We're going home."
All I could do is follow him.
We got home.
"All right so what's your story this time? Why the hell do you have a hickey on your neck and why are you all bruised up? And why is there a scratch on your face?"
I just glared at him and went up to my room.
I locked myself in my room and just cry. That didn't seem like Billie at all. I was just thankful that I didn't get raped. I went into my bathroom I started up the hot water. I looked at myself in the mirror. My arms were bruised up. I had a huge bruise on my stomach. I looked down at my legs they were bruised too. My face had a scratch from the snow. Then I saw the hickey on my neck. What was I going to say or do about that? My mom would get pissed off and well Luis would never want to see me again if he knew who made it. I just got into the shower the hot water felt so good against my skin. About an hour later I got out and went to bed.
The next day I got up around 5am. I grabbed a jacket and went to the backyard. I just sat down on one of the chairs and watched the snowflakes fall. I went back up to my room and went to sleep again.
The rest of the day I only stayed in my room. I felt ashamed and dirty.
On Sunday I walked down to the store without anybody noticing and found a good foundation that would maybe cover up the hickey. I paid for it and went into the bathroom. I put it on it was good. I walked back home and then Brandon said, "Your friend is in your room."
I went up to my room and to my surprise Luis was there.
"Hey Ash, I'm feeling a whole lot better now, so I thought I'd drop by." I looked at him and just ran into his arms. We hugged for a gazillion hours. I never wanted to let go. He asked what was wrong. I told him nothing. Although he knew something was wrong.
"Luis do you love me? Or is this just like a phase?"
"Ashley you know I love you and no matter what happens I'll still love you. Even if you do cheat on me or break my heart."
"I love you Luis, please don't ever go away. I want you with me all the time."
"Okay Ashley, what's seriously wrong? I need to know."
"Nothing. I just needed to hear that you loved me."
"I'm sure something else is wrong." He grabbed my arm and that's where my bruise was. I winced at the pain.
"Ashley roll up your sleeves. I wanna know what's bugging you." I rolled them up. "Whoa! What the fuck happened?" I was thinking very quickly. Crap what was I going to say?
"I was in the moshpit yesterday and got thrown around too much," I said softly.
"You're not going in anymore mosh pits I don't want you to end up in the hospital."
"I know." I looked down to the floor.
We hugged again. The bruise on my stomach really hurt though. That kick was hard.
On Tuesday I walked into the school where my friends were and they all looked a bit down. I decided to ask Deana what was wrong with everyone and why Nika was crying.
"Nika is moving away in a week, to Missouri." Even though I didn't really like her much I felt a bit sad. Then I thought of an idea.
"Oh my gosh really? We should have like a little going away party for her."
"Yeah that'd be an awesome idea."
"How about this Friday?"
"Cool. Where at though?"
"I don't know I'll ask my mom if we can have it at my house." Our house was pretty big I'm sure she wouldn't mind...not too much.
I went home and asked my mom...well begged. So after about 2 hours of begging she decided to let me have it.
*Friday*
I was walking rather fast to my house after school and I turned the corner and BAM! I bumped into someone he fell. I said excuse me and just walked away quickly. I didn't even know who it was... nor did I care. When I got home I started to get everything ready and kicked my mom and her boyfriend out of the house. They told me the ground rules...no alcohol, no drugs, no burning stuff, and no sex...they emphasized on the no sex part.
*8:56*
The party had already begun and it was pretty cool, we even got Brandon's friend's band to play. Of course we were going to break all the rules that my mom and her boyfriend told us, well I don't know about the sex part, but hopefully if that does happen no one goes to my room. Eek.
No one knocked or rung the door bell they just walked in like it was a store and I swear I don't think I even knew some people; they were probably Brandon's friends or something.
I was scanning the crowds to find Luis until finally I found him!
"Luis! Over here!" I yelled out to him hoping he would listen. He pushed through the people in the hallway to get to me.
"You want a Smirnoff?" I asked him.
"Hell yeah! You bet your sweet ass I do!" he replied. It was kind of funny as though he didn't like drugs but he did like alcohol, in a way I kind of liked that about him.
"Fuck yeah I got a sweet ass and you can kiss my ass!" I said jokingly. He bent over to kiss my ass.
"Luis I was only joking, oh but I do want to," I laughed and he did kiss my ass. He wrapped one arm around me and took a sip at his Smirnoff with the other. He pointed the bottle to me letting me know if I want some I took a big gulp of it. Yum.
After a while everyone wasn't exactly sober. Bumping and crashing and tripping over everyone is what happened. The band was so awesome though.
I was walking outside for some fresh air, and then someone tapped my shoulder. The person I didn't want to see. Then I felt scared like the same feeling I felt the other night when he practically sent me to the doctors'.
"What the fuck do you want, Billie? Leave me alone, I never want to speak with you again!" I screamed at him.
"Ashley listen, I'm sorry, I really am. I didn't mean to hurt you and do all that shit to you. I was just out of it. Please forgive me."
"Sorry my ass!" and I walked away.
"What's it going to take Ashley?"
"You hurt me badly, had to lie to my boyfriend, you made me feel like shit. I don't really think I can forgive you. I still have bruises, Billie. Would you like to see?" I didn't wait for an answer I just pulled back my sleeves and showed him the bruises and I pulled up my shirt so he could see the bruises on my ribs and stomach.
"Ashley I'm sorry." He started to touch my arm.
"No, don't touch me! Don't ever touch me."
He grabbed my arm and started to slide it down to my hand as I kept whispering 'don't touch me.'
He held my hand and was leaning in for a kiss. I was frozen I just kept repeating the words 'don't touch me' and I began to cry. He placed his lips onto mine. We stayed there just our lips touching. Not making any movement.
*Nika's POV*
I was trying to find Billie Joe, but I couldn't seem to find him I decided to check the backyard. As I walked over there I kept thinking about how nice and awesome Ashley was... then that thought went straight into anger and rage. I saw them through the glass door just standing there, their lips locked. Ashley and my boyfriend I couldn't believe it. Why would he do this to me? I want to go bitch slap her, but I knew I would just crash the party, but I did know how to make her pay. I went to go tell Luis.
"Luis your girlfriend and my boyfriend are outside fucking making out!"
"What the fuck are you talking about? Ashley wouldn't do that!"
"Fine, don't believe me, but when you find that she's not interested in you anymore you'll know why." He rolled his eyes at me and I walked away. I couldn't take it anymore I just left the party and went to my house.
*Ashley's POV*
After that kiss I just walked away and went back inside not saying a word to Billie. There were barley anymore people and more people started to leave.
Once everyone left it was just me and Luis, I didn't know where Brandon was. So me and Luis went up to my room.
"Ashley I want to talk with you."
"Okay."
"Were you and Billie Joe making out? I want the truth." Oh shit...did he see? Crap!
I looked into his eyes he looked into mine. I bit my lip and looked down then to the side. He sighed and took a deep breath.
"Ashley, why would you do that? I can't believe it. Why? Why? Why?"
"I'm sorry Luis. I'm so sorry." I hugged him. He took my arms off of him.
"No Ashley, I'm sorry, I can't do this anymore if you're going to be cheating." I felt my heart breaking. He got up and started to walk towards my door.
"No Luis, don't go...I need you." I ran to him. I kissed him and to my relief he was kissing back.
We started walking toward my bed without our lips parting. He laid me down as he bag to pull something out of his back pocket. A condom I supposed. I didn't really care. I started to take off his pants and then I undid my clothes.
*A couple hours later*
We laid together he took my hand in his and told me he loved him. I told him the same. I got up and went to go put on some pyjamas and Luis threw his clothes back on. We went back to my bed and I just slept there in his arms peacefully. I lost my virginity to someone I loved. How perfect.
*Billie's POV*
Oh my god Billie, you're so demented. She doesn't even like you. You're wasting your time, I told myself.
The phone rang. Who would call at 3AM in the morning?!
"Hello?"
"I never want to see you again, I hate you, it's over!" she screamed and cried and hung up.
Well that makes two of them, I told myself. I found myself talking to no one at all.
I opened my journal and started writing down my thoughts.
Princess in a schoolgirl's dream
May I please speak with you?
I'm having troubles with control
And it's all because of you
Today I kept on falling down
I thought it was the street
So I look down at my shoes
They were on the wrong feet
I find it hard to be myself
(Can you please explain?)
I do not think that it's my health
(You're the one to blame)
You're the one I wish I had
And now my girlfriend is getting mad
(I cannot call this sane)
Today as I was walking down
You bumped into me
You said excuse me and walked away
As I dropped to my knees
I prayed to the being in the sky
That my parents told me of
I asked about you but no reply
No clues about your love
My girlfriend left me on the phone
I'm pathetically left here alone
(I cannot call this sane)
Can we find away
So that you can stay
I think I'm gonna pop.
I was only left to wonder what Ashley was doing.
It was a Friday night it was also snowing outside 'cause it was January now. I couldn't hang out with Luis, he was sick. I thought about going over and bringing him chicken noodle soup...but that seemed way too cheesy. So I just called him up and told him to feel a whole lot better.
I went to go knock on Brandon's door to see if we could hang out.
"Brandon I'm fuckin bored!"
"Well find something to do," he said while putting on his shirt.
"But there's nothing to do here and Luis is sick," I whined.
"Uhhhh wanna come to the Gilman with me then? But you can't get fuckin wasted this time or I swear I will tell your mom."
"Okay fine, fine I won't get wasted this time. Gosh it's been so long since I've been there."
"I'm leaving in 10 minutes so if you're not ready then I'm leaving you. Oh yeah I'm meeting up with Emily over there."
"Okie dokie...I can't believe you guys are still together how cute."
"Get out and get ready!" I saluted him as I nodded my head.
"Yes sir."
I got ready in less than 10 minutes. Nothing like tight jeans, a band shirt, my converse, and a bondage belt.
When we got there Brandon met up with Emily and I quickly went into the pit. Once I finally escaped the pit after a couple long minutes I went to go sit down and the dude threw me a beer. I thought about it first. Hmm maybe one will lead to another and so forth maybe I shouldn't. Nah fuck it just one, it won't hurt me.
I took a sip at it and then out of no where Billie comes over and sits down.
"Why is that when ever I come here you have to be around?"
"Me. I'm always here Ash, you're the one who shouldn't even be here. Aren't you suppose to be with uhh what his face Luis?!"
Damn it! I think he was drunk and high.
"He's sick and maybe you should just stop and leave me alone." He stood up and looked down on me since I was still sitting. For some reason I felt scared and I really wished I would have never been at the Gilman.
He pulled me by my wrist and started walking.
"Billie you're fucking drunk and high possibly! Let go." He didn't reply or say anything. We past big mobs of people and I tried holding onto the rail but no he pulled me away from it. I had no idea what was going to happen. We went to the back lot of the Gilman there was no one there. Billie threw me on the pile of snow. I threw snow at him and tried to run, but no he tripped me.
"What is your problem Billie?!" I yelled at him.
"You are. You fucking tease. First you like me then you don't then you like me but then you don't. Make up your goddamn mind Ashley. Either you know what you want or you don't!"
"I'm fucking 14 I don't know what I want, leave me the fuck alone!"
He threw snow at me and it scratched my face it burned. I stood up and as my hand was moving toward his face he grabbed it and twisted it. He shoved me back onto the snow only this time he fell with me. He was on top of me I was freaked I wanted to go home why the hell would Billie do be doing this. He looked at me his hands making sure mine wouldn't move from the ground. He went for a kiss a rough one too.
I couldn't help myself I kissed back even though he was being an ass. He started kissing my neck as I whispered in his ear to stop. He just continued. Then he went back up to my lips but this time I wasn't kissing him back. He was just pissing me off now. I wasn't crying but I just felt like I was going to. He let go of my arms as I felt his hands were in my shirt he touched my breasts his hands were warm but I couldn't take it anymore. I pushed him off and I tried to get up as fast as I could and get away. But Damn it who knew he had such fast reflexives. He got up and shoved me back down on the snow. I looked at him with eyes that said "why." He looked at me with a disgusting face. "Bitch!" he yelled at me. Then he kicked me in my stomach.
"This never happened, got it."
I looked up at him he started walking away. All I could say was "Why?"
He answered back. "Ask yourself that."
I just laid there on the snow with my back all wet and cold. I was trying to take in what had just happened to me. Then I remembered the pain. My back hurt, my stomach, my arms, everything. How could he just want me to pretend that this never happened, it did. I got up. I started walking back into the club slowly. My head really was hurting. I started looking for Brandon or Emily. I was hoping not to run into Billie Joe again. I found Brandon and just looked at him.
"Ashley where have you been? I've been looking for you since ever, Emily already left. You look fucked up. We're going home."
All I could do is follow him.
We got home.
"All right so what's your story this time? Why the hell do you have a hickey on your neck and why are you all bruised up? And why is there a scratch on your face?"
I just glared at him and went up to my room.
I locked myself in my room and just cry. That didn't seem like Billie at all. I was just thankful that I didn't get raped. I went into my bathroom I started up the hot water. I looked at myself in the mirror. My arms were bruised up. I had a huge bruise on my stomach. I looked down at my legs they were bruised too. My face had a scratch from the snow. Then I saw the hickey on my neck. What was I going to say or do about that? My mom would get pissed off and well Luis would never want to see me again if he knew who made it. I just got into the shower the hot water felt so good against my skin. About an hour later I got out and went to bed.
The next day I got up around 5am. I grabbed a jacket and went to the backyard. I just sat down on one of the chairs and watched the snowflakes fall. I went back up to my room and went to sleep again.
The rest of the day I only stayed in my room. I felt ashamed and dirty.
On Sunday I walked down to the store without anybody noticing and found a good foundation that would maybe cover up the hickey. I paid for it and went into the bathroom. I put it on it was good. I walked back home and then Brandon said, "Your friend is in your room."
I went up to my room and to my surprise Luis was there.
"Hey Ash, I'm feeling a whole lot better now, so I thought I'd drop by." I looked at him and just ran into his arms. We hugged for a gazillion hours. I never wanted to let go. He asked what was wrong. I told him nothing. Although he knew something was wrong.
"Luis do you love me? Or is this just like a phase?"
"Ashley you know I love you and no matter what happens I'll still love you. Even if you do cheat on me or break my heart."
"I love you Luis, please don't ever go away. I want you with me all the time."
"Okay Ashley, what's seriously wrong? I need to know."
"Nothing. I just needed to hear that you loved me."
"I'm sure something else is wrong." He grabbed my arm and that's where my bruise was. I winced at the pain.
"Ashley roll up your sleeves. I wanna know what's bugging you." I rolled them up. "Whoa! What the fuck happened?" I was thinking very quickly. Crap what was I going to say?
"I was in the moshpit yesterday and got thrown around too much," I said softly.
"You're not going in anymore mosh pits I don't want you to end up in the hospital."
"I know." I looked down to the floor.
We hugged again. The bruise on my stomach really hurt though. That kick was hard.
On Tuesday I walked into the school where my friends were and they all looked a bit down. I decided to ask Deana what was wrong with everyone and why Nika was crying.
"Nika is moving away in a week, to Missouri." Even though I didn't really like her much I felt a bit sad. Then I thought of an idea.
"Oh my gosh really? We should have like a little going away party for her."
"Yeah that'd be an awesome idea."
"How about this Friday?"
"Cool. Where at though?"
"I don't know I'll ask my mom if we can have it at my house." Our house was pretty big I'm sure she wouldn't mind...not too much.
I went home and asked my mom...well begged. So after about 2 hours of begging she decided to let me have it.
*Friday*
I was walking rather fast to my house after school and I turned the corner and BAM! I bumped into someone he fell. I said excuse me and just walked away quickly. I didn't even know who it was... nor did I care. When I got home I started to get everything ready and kicked my mom and her boyfriend out of the house. They told me the ground rules...no alcohol, no drugs, no burning stuff, and no sex...they emphasized on the no sex part.
*8:56*
The party had already begun and it was pretty cool, we even got Brandon's friend's band to play. Of course we were going to break all the rules that my mom and her boyfriend told us, well I don't know about the sex part, but hopefully if that does happen no one goes to my room. Eek.
No one knocked or rung the door bell they just walked in like it was a store and I swear I don't think I even knew some people; they were probably Brandon's friends or something.
I was scanning the crowds to find Luis until finally I found him!
"Luis! Over here!" I yelled out to him hoping he would listen. He pushed through the people in the hallway to get to me.
"You want a Smirnoff?" I asked him.
"Hell yeah! You bet your sweet ass I do!" he replied. It was kind of funny as though he didn't like drugs but he did like alcohol, in a way I kind of liked that about him.
"Fuck yeah I got a sweet ass and you can kiss my ass!" I said jokingly. He bent over to kiss my ass.
"Luis I was only joking, oh but I do want to," I laughed and he did kiss my ass. He wrapped one arm around me and took a sip at his Smirnoff with the other. He pointed the bottle to me letting me know if I want some I took a big gulp of it. Yum.
After a while everyone wasn't exactly sober. Bumping and crashing and tripping over everyone is what happened. The band was so awesome though.
I was walking outside for some fresh air, and then someone tapped my shoulder. The person I didn't want to see. Then I felt scared like the same feeling I felt the other night when he practically sent me to the doctors'.
"What the fuck do you want, Billie? Leave me alone, I never want to speak with you again!" I screamed at him.
"Ashley listen, I'm sorry, I really am. I didn't mean to hurt you and do all that shit to you. I was just out of it. Please forgive me."
"Sorry my ass!" and I walked away.
"What's it going to take Ashley?"
"You hurt me badly, had to lie to my boyfriend, you made me feel like shit. I don't really think I can forgive you. I still have bruises, Billie. Would you like to see?" I didn't wait for an answer I just pulled back my sleeves and showed him the bruises and I pulled up my shirt so he could see the bruises on my ribs and stomach.
"Ashley I'm sorry." He started to touch my arm.
"No, don't touch me! Don't ever touch me."
He grabbed my arm and started to slide it down to my hand as I kept whispering 'don't touch me.'
He held my hand and was leaning in for a kiss. I was frozen I just kept repeating the words 'don't touch me' and I began to cry. He placed his lips onto mine. We stayed there just our lips touching. Not making any movement.
*Nika's POV*
I was trying to find Billie Joe, but I couldn't seem to find him I decided to check the backyard. As I walked over there I kept thinking about how nice and awesome Ashley was... then that thought went straight into anger and rage. I saw them through the glass door just standing there, their lips locked. Ashley and my boyfriend I couldn't believe it. Why would he do this to me? I want to go bitch slap her, but I knew I would just crash the party, but I did know how to make her pay. I went to go tell Luis.
"Luis your girlfriend and my boyfriend are outside fucking making out!"
"What the fuck are you talking about? Ashley wouldn't do that!"
"Fine, don't believe me, but when you find that she's not interested in you anymore you'll know why." He rolled his eyes at me and I walked away. I couldn't take it anymore I just left the party and went to my house.
*Ashley's POV*
After that kiss I just walked away and went back inside not saying a word to Billie. There were barley anymore people and more people started to leave.
Once everyone left it was just me and Luis, I didn't know where Brandon was. So me and Luis went up to my room.
"Ashley I want to talk with you."
"Okay."
"Were you and Billie Joe making out? I want the truth." Oh shit...did he see? Crap!
I looked into his eyes he looked into mine. I bit my lip and looked down then to the side. He sighed and took a deep breath.
"Ashley, why would you do that? I can't believe it. Why? Why? Why?"
"I'm sorry Luis. I'm so sorry." I hugged him. He took my arms off of him.
"No Ashley, I'm sorry, I can't do this anymore if you're going to be cheating." I felt my heart breaking. He got up and started to walk towards my door.
"No Luis, don't go...I need you." I ran to him. I kissed him and to my relief he was kissing back.
We started walking toward my bed without our lips parting. He laid me down as he bag to pull something out of his back pocket. A condom I supposed. I didn't really care. I started to take off his pants and then I undid my clothes.
*A couple hours later*
We laid together he took my hand in his and told me he loved him. I told him the same. I got up and went to go put on some pyjamas and Luis threw his clothes back on. We went back to my bed and I just slept there in his arms peacefully. I lost my virginity to someone I loved. How perfect.
*Billie's POV*
Oh my god Billie, you're so demented. She doesn't even like you. You're wasting your time, I told myself.
The phone rang. Who would call at 3AM in the morning?!
"Hello?"
"I never want to see you again, I hate you, it's over!" she screamed and cried and hung up.
Well that makes two of them, I told myself. I found myself talking to no one at all.
I opened my journal and started writing down my thoughts.
Princess in a schoolgirl's dream
May I please speak with you?
I'm having troubles with control
And it's all because of you
Today I kept on falling down
I thought it was the street
So I look down at my shoes
They were on the wrong feet
I find it hard to be myself
(Can you please explain?)
I do not think that it's my health
(You're the one to blame)
You're the one I wish I had
And now my girlfriend is getting mad
(I cannot call this sane)
Today as I was walking down
You bumped into me
You said excuse me and walked away
As I dropped to my knees
I prayed to the being in the sky
That my parents told me of
I asked about you but no reply
No clues about your love
My girlfriend left me on the phone
I'm pathetically left here alone
(I cannot call this sane)
Can we find away
So that you can stay
I think I'm gonna pop.
I was only left to wonder what Ashley was doing.
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