Bam and Me, chapter 9
Anthony's POV
I ran from my sister's room and down the hall to the cafe where Bam told me he would be, Bam was sitting at a table with a coffee in his hands. I was so unbelievibly angry at him that all I could think about was how much I wanted to hurt him. I grabbed the back of his chair and pulled it backwards and Bam fell.
"Hey Bastard" I growled at him.
"What the fuck Anthony?" he asked and stood up.
"You know damn well what the fuck is, YOU CHEATED ON MY SISTER!!" I roared at him.
"Look I didn't mean to! I was really drunk and things just got out of control with this chick and I didn't want to make her feel bad so I just pretended I didn't have a girlfriend" Bam stuttered out. I balled my fists angrily, I wanted to punch him so badly for hurting my little sis but violence is not the answer.
"Being drunk does not excuse you for what you did" I sneered.
"Just hit me and get it over with" Bam said, bracing himself for my fist.
"I wont give you that satisfaction, I just want you to live with the knowledge that you almost killed my baby sis by fucking with her mind, she loved you with everything she had to give and you fucked it up in one night, you may not of killed her physically but she's dead emotionally and for that, you are dead to me" I told him and went back to Stella's ward.
Stella's POV
"Sooo, did you kill him?" I asked.
"No, I settled it nice and calmly" Anthony said and held my hand.
"Pfft" I scoffed. The door opened and I half expected Bam to be there but it was only Jess.
"Hey hun, heard what my asshole brother did to you, I'm so sorry" he apologised.
"You don't need to apologise for him Jess Jess" I smiled at him.
"I'll kick his monkey ass for you later" Jess grinned.
The whole crew came to my room and supported me and I felt so.............. I can't find a word 'cause I certainly wasn't happy but I felt comforted by the fact I knew I had my friends behind me.
"So what nasty and horrific thing can we do to Bam?" Brandon asked me.
I shrugged, "Whatever, I don't care, I don't even want to talk about him" I said.
"Aw come on, you must have some punishment in mind" Raab asked.
"I think he's suffering enough now" I said and smiled at Anthony.
I was still in hospital for the next couple of days so April and Phil came to see if I was ok, they had heard what had happened between Bam and me and understood.
"Bam wants to see you" April told me.
"Well I don't" I grumbled.
"Just 5 minutes please?"
I sighed, I really didn't want to, he emotionally crippled me and I don't think I could even look at him.
"He's a wreck without you hunny" Phil said.
"He misses you and wants you home, he's been so torn up since you tried to commit suicide that he hasn't even been skating" April added.
"That's not my problem, he ruined this, not me" I reminded them. I felt a little ashamed of how much it had affected him but I couldn't give in.
"I don't ever want to see him again, in fact I don't even want to hear his name" I growled.
"You don't mean that" Anthony said as he entred the room.
"What would you know? He didn't break your heart"
"No, but he broke my sister, he's your best friend and you will always have that spiritual bond with him"
"I don't WANT a bond with him" I sneered.
"Your angry now, but when you get over it, then what? You'll be left empty without some kind of connection"
"I hate it when you're all spiritual like that" I sulked.
"So will you talk to him?" April asked again.
I sighed and held my face in my hands, "Ok" I mumbled in my hands.
Bam came in the next day, Phil had been right, Bam looked horrible. His hair was out of controll as if he hadn't brushed it and he badly needed to shave and he looked so tired. I also noted that he had lost weight.
"Hi" He said sheepishly.
I nodded coldly and Bam sat down on the chair next to me.
"Sooo, you feeling any better?" he asked, his eyes seemed so empty yet so filled with sorrow and regret.
"Much better you, however, look like shit"
Bam laughed a bit and some of the light came back in his eyes but disappeared quickly.
"Yeah, eyes like piss holes in the snow I bet" he groaned and put his face in his hands.
I only had one thing to ask him then I wanted him gone from my life.
"Bam why did you do it?" I asked. Bam looked up and he looked like he was going to cry.
"I don't know, I think I had too much to drink then all of a sudden I found myself fucking this chick and then I remember nothing" he said. That was all I wanted to know.
"So you had too much to drink and ruined our lives, thank you thats all I wanted to talk to you about, you can go now" I told him and turned my head away from him. I could feel his sorrowed gaze upon me but I didn't turn back around. I heard the door close behind him and I burst out crying. I was so STUPID!!
I ran from my sister's room and down the hall to the cafe where Bam told me he would be, Bam was sitting at a table with a coffee in his hands. I was so unbelievibly angry at him that all I could think about was how much I wanted to hurt him. I grabbed the back of his chair and pulled it backwards and Bam fell.
"Hey Bastard" I growled at him.
"What the fuck Anthony?" he asked and stood up.
"You know damn well what the fuck is, YOU CHEATED ON MY SISTER!!" I roared at him.
"Look I didn't mean to! I was really drunk and things just got out of control with this chick and I didn't want to make her feel bad so I just pretended I didn't have a girlfriend" Bam stuttered out. I balled my fists angrily, I wanted to punch him so badly for hurting my little sis but violence is not the answer.
"Being drunk does not excuse you for what you did" I sneered.
"Just hit me and get it over with" Bam said, bracing himself for my fist.
"I wont give you that satisfaction, I just want you to live with the knowledge that you almost killed my baby sis by fucking with her mind, she loved you with everything she had to give and you fucked it up in one night, you may not of killed her physically but she's dead emotionally and for that, you are dead to me" I told him and went back to Stella's ward.
Stella's POV
"Sooo, did you kill him?" I asked.
"No, I settled it nice and calmly" Anthony said and held my hand.
"Pfft" I scoffed. The door opened and I half expected Bam to be there but it was only Jess.
"Hey hun, heard what my asshole brother did to you, I'm so sorry" he apologised.
"You don't need to apologise for him Jess Jess" I smiled at him.
"I'll kick his monkey ass for you later" Jess grinned.
The whole crew came to my room and supported me and I felt so.............. I can't find a word 'cause I certainly wasn't happy but I felt comforted by the fact I knew I had my friends behind me.
"So what nasty and horrific thing can we do to Bam?" Brandon asked me.
I shrugged, "Whatever, I don't care, I don't even want to talk about him" I said.
"Aw come on, you must have some punishment in mind" Raab asked.
"I think he's suffering enough now" I said and smiled at Anthony.
I was still in hospital for the next couple of days so April and Phil came to see if I was ok, they had heard what had happened between Bam and me and understood.
"Bam wants to see you" April told me.
"Well I don't" I grumbled.
"Just 5 minutes please?"
I sighed, I really didn't want to, he emotionally crippled me and I don't think I could even look at him.
"He's a wreck without you hunny" Phil said.
"He misses you and wants you home, he's been so torn up since you tried to commit suicide that he hasn't even been skating" April added.
"That's not my problem, he ruined this, not me" I reminded them. I felt a little ashamed of how much it had affected him but I couldn't give in.
"I don't ever want to see him again, in fact I don't even want to hear his name" I growled.
"You don't mean that" Anthony said as he entred the room.
"What would you know? He didn't break your heart"
"No, but he broke my sister, he's your best friend and you will always have that spiritual bond with him"
"I don't WANT a bond with him" I sneered.
"Your angry now, but when you get over it, then what? You'll be left empty without some kind of connection"
"I hate it when you're all spiritual like that" I sulked.
"So will you talk to him?" April asked again.
I sighed and held my face in my hands, "Ok" I mumbled in my hands.
Bam came in the next day, Phil had been right, Bam looked horrible. His hair was out of controll as if he hadn't brushed it and he badly needed to shave and he looked so tired. I also noted that he had lost weight.
"Hi" He said sheepishly.
I nodded coldly and Bam sat down on the chair next to me.
"Sooo, you feeling any better?" he asked, his eyes seemed so empty yet so filled with sorrow and regret.
"Much better you, however, look like shit"
Bam laughed a bit and some of the light came back in his eyes but disappeared quickly.
"Yeah, eyes like piss holes in the snow I bet" he groaned and put his face in his hands.
I only had one thing to ask him then I wanted him gone from my life.
"Bam why did you do it?" I asked. Bam looked up and he looked like he was going to cry.
"I don't know, I think I had too much to drink then all of a sudden I found myself fucking this chick and then I remember nothing" he said. That was all I wanted to know.
"So you had too much to drink and ruined our lives, thank you thats all I wanted to talk to you about, you can go now" I told him and turned my head away from him. I could feel his sorrowed gaze upon me but I didn't turn back around. I heard the door close behind him and I burst out crying. I was so STUPID!!
