How stupid are you?, chapter 5
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The days just passed the other days just like everyone else. Get up for work, get out of Tré's sight get to work, take a shower and than go out with Mike. The house actually started to look like it should and we were way ahead the plan so we could relax. This night Mike wanted to take me with him to Billie so I could be with him even during when they played. So he could concentrate he said. I'd nothing else to do and I loved to spend time with him.
"Be a good boy now Mikey, make me proud." I laughed and then kissed him.
"Okay, okay rule number one, no one except me and Adie kiss in this house!" Billie Joe said and we just laughed.
"Isn't Tré here yet?" I asked and looked around. I looked at Mike whose face told me that he didn't like me to talk or think about Tré. "What Mike? He's our friend don't you wanna play?" I asked and he just sighed.
"Mike, I didn't mean it that way don't take everything so serious relax sometimes." I looked by the stairs when we all heard some noise upstairs and Tré's boyish voice reached our ears. When he came down he looked a bit surprised.
"Well hi Cinderella! What are you doing here?" He smiled big and gave me a hug but pulled away when I thought of Mike.
"First thing, my name is Sammie not Cinderella and second, I'm here to watch you three sexy bests play." I smiled happily. I looked over at Mike and kissed him again and then looked at Tré who just smiled big.
"Can I get one too?" I just laughed and shoke my head.
"Maybe some day but not now." Tré looked like a five year old but then took a seat behind his drums, still looking really happy. I just shoke my head and looked around before I sat down on a chair and watched them play. I couldn't take my yes off of Mike and he just looked back at me with a lovely smile. God I liked that man a lot but I wasn't sure that I loved him but it felt like everything were heading the right way right now.
After they played I walked after Tré and dragged him into a room.
"Oh what's all this about? Is it time for my kiss?" He smiled a very big smile. I just shoke my head.
"No Tré, I just, you know, want you to leave me alone for a while." He just looked confused at me.
"What? I don't think I get to your point here missy." I just looked at him before I looked down.
"With everything, staring at me like that, hugging me right in front of Mike, having your arms around me when you're asleep and..."
"Do I have my arms around you? I'm sorry for that maybe I'm not really over Claudia yet."
"No explanations Tré please okay.. I like you, as a friend nothing more right now and I don't wanna hurt Mike."
"So you just playing with mikes feelings for you. Oh that's a very nice thing to do Sam, really nice I'll go and tell him right now. God sake he's in love with you and..."
"Shut up! I know all that and I'm not playing with his feelings! I'm not like that. I'm not in love with him but I like him I..." I looked down and closed my eyes. I could feel Trés look at me while he waited for me to continue.
"I'm afraid Tré, for being in love again. I'm afraid to love, I don't trust anyone anymore, everyone just hurt me, cheating on me all my other boyfriends did it, and I can't help it." I walked out and didn't go back down stairs to the other I just walked out, needed some time for me. Why did I even tell him? It was not in his business.
I sat down in the grass in the park and looked at everyone who still was out not much to see actually. I didn't look at the man who sat down beside me but I knew that it was Mike. He laid his arms around me but I didn't move.
"I heard what you said Sam, its okay, I don't wanna push you." I just looked in front of me but I felt a bit relieved and comforted when he was there.
"I'm not like that, I promise. I love you Sam I don't wanna hurt you." He kissed me cheek and I feel tears coming up.
"Matt said that to," I just whispered and looked at him. "Matt said it to mike, I trusted him, I thought he really was the one but he failed me, I feel like shit because of him, I don't know how it is to love and be loved for real." He just held me closer and I cried against his shoulder. It was the first time that I cried 'in public'.
"I don't know if I can take all that shit again." We sat there for a while and he just held me close, comforted me and made me feel better.
"I love you Sammie I promise that if I'll ever do anything to hurt you, I'll be punished." I just looked up at him when he said it and then we kissed he laid on top of me and we were making out in the park for some reason, he felt more right than anyone else.
"Be a good boy now Mikey, make me proud." I laughed and then kissed him.
"Okay, okay rule number one, no one except me and Adie kiss in this house!" Billie Joe said and we just laughed.
"Isn't Tré here yet?" I asked and looked around. I looked at Mike whose face told me that he didn't like me to talk or think about Tré. "What Mike? He's our friend don't you wanna play?" I asked and he just sighed.
"Mike, I didn't mean it that way don't take everything so serious relax sometimes." I looked by the stairs when we all heard some noise upstairs and Tré's boyish voice reached our ears. When he came down he looked a bit surprised.
"Well hi Cinderella! What are you doing here?" He smiled big and gave me a hug but pulled away when I thought of Mike.
"First thing, my name is Sammie not Cinderella and second, I'm here to watch you three sexy bests play." I smiled happily. I looked over at Mike and kissed him again and then looked at Tré who just smiled big.
"Can I get one too?" I just laughed and shoke my head.
"Maybe some day but not now." Tré looked like a five year old but then took a seat behind his drums, still looking really happy. I just shoke my head and looked around before I sat down on a chair and watched them play. I couldn't take my yes off of Mike and he just looked back at me with a lovely smile. God I liked that man a lot but I wasn't sure that I loved him but it felt like everything were heading the right way right now.
After they played I walked after Tré and dragged him into a room.
"Oh what's all this about? Is it time for my kiss?" He smiled a very big smile. I just shoke my head.
"No Tré, I just, you know, want you to leave me alone for a while." He just looked confused at me.
"What? I don't think I get to your point here missy." I just looked at him before I looked down.
"With everything, staring at me like that, hugging me right in front of Mike, having your arms around me when you're asleep and..."
"Do I have my arms around you? I'm sorry for that maybe I'm not really over Claudia yet."
"No explanations Tré please okay.. I like you, as a friend nothing more right now and I don't wanna hurt Mike."
"So you just playing with mikes feelings for you. Oh that's a very nice thing to do Sam, really nice I'll go and tell him right now. God sake he's in love with you and..."
"Shut up! I know all that and I'm not playing with his feelings! I'm not like that. I'm not in love with him but I like him I..." I looked down and closed my eyes. I could feel Trés look at me while he waited for me to continue.
"I'm afraid Tré, for being in love again. I'm afraid to love, I don't trust anyone anymore, everyone just hurt me, cheating on me all my other boyfriends did it, and I can't help it." I walked out and didn't go back down stairs to the other I just walked out, needed some time for me. Why did I even tell him? It was not in his business.
I sat down in the grass in the park and looked at everyone who still was out not much to see actually. I didn't look at the man who sat down beside me but I knew that it was Mike. He laid his arms around me but I didn't move.
"I heard what you said Sam, its okay, I don't wanna push you." I just looked in front of me but I felt a bit relieved and comforted when he was there.
"I'm not like that, I promise. I love you Sam I don't wanna hurt you." He kissed me cheek and I feel tears coming up.
"Matt said that to," I just whispered and looked at him. "Matt said it to mike, I trusted him, I thought he really was the one but he failed me, I feel like shit because of him, I don't know how it is to love and be loved for real." He just held me closer and I cried against his shoulder. It was the first time that I cried 'in public'.
"I don't know if I can take all that shit again." We sat there for a while and he just held me close, comforted me and made me feel better.
"I love you Sammie I promise that if I'll ever do anything to hurt you, I'll be punished." I just looked up at him when he said it and then we kissed he laid on top of me and we were making out in the park for some reason, he felt more right than anyone else.
