Memos of a Teenage Minority, chapter 4
10-1-06
10:51 PM
Dear Journal,
Gah. Today was a very...sad day. Mike and I broke up. AGAIN. We had our little arguments, then broke up for the last time. He was unusually quiet today though. I'm worried about him...
Oh God. Tomorrow is picture day. I have no clue what I will wear. I want my picture to come out good, but I also want to look good for Juan. Gosh, I think I love him. My feelings always flip flop for him.
What is wrong with me? I love so many people. I love Mike, ofcourse. I will always love Mike. Always. But then again, I love Juan. And I love Cooper. Ahh, yes. I love someone on a website. It's a Green Day fansite. Called Geekstinkbreath.net, or GSB for short. Gosh. I love a girl. And I'm not a lesbian. Or even bisexual. Anyways, I can't have her, because she's taken.
Moving on. I was practically on the computer all day today. With MySpace, and AIM and GSB and whatnot. I've been listening to 30 Seconds to Mars all day. I'm so bored. I really hope Juan will ask me out. I really do. He'd get me out of the house on weekends, and I'd get a life again.
Well, It's almost 11. I should get to bed now. If I want to wake up in time for tomorrow. And do my hair and get dressed. Yup. Peace out!
-Stephanie Rampage
10:51 PM
Dear Journal,
Gah. Today was a very...sad day. Mike and I broke up. AGAIN. We had our little arguments, then broke up for the last time. He was unusually quiet today though. I'm worried about him...
Oh God. Tomorrow is picture day. I have no clue what I will wear. I want my picture to come out good, but I also want to look good for Juan. Gosh, I think I love him. My feelings always flip flop for him.
What is wrong with me? I love so many people. I love Mike, ofcourse. I will always love Mike. Always. But then again, I love Juan. And I love Cooper. Ahh, yes. I love someone on a website. It's a Green Day fansite. Called Geekstinkbreath.net, or GSB for short. Gosh. I love a girl. And I'm not a lesbian. Or even bisexual. Anyways, I can't have her, because she's taken.
Moving on. I was practically on the computer all day today. With MySpace, and AIM and GSB and whatnot. I've been listening to 30 Seconds to Mars all day. I'm so bored. I really hope Juan will ask me out. I really do. He'd get me out of the house on weekends, and I'd get a life again.
Well, It's almost 11. I should get to bed now. If I want to wake up in time for tomorrow. And do my hair and get dressed. Yup. Peace out!
-Stephanie Rampage
