On the Replay: "Crappy Love Ballad", chapter 1

The Boy List


1. Neal (but it was only make believe)
2. Dustin (but it was only a few kisses)
3. Cody (but it was just a crush)
4. Mike (but it was only 2 weeks)
5. Dan (but just from a far)
6. Jimmy (but he was my friend)
7 Liam (but he was a perv)
8.Doug (but he was(n't) my cousin)
9. Hal (but he had someone else)
10. Ryan (but he wanted more)
11. Travis (but it was just a fling)
12. Sparky (but it was all in his head)
13. Dylan (but it didn't mean anything)
14. Sammy (but it was just a fantasy)
15. Amory (ok, yes he was my boy friend)
16. Nick (but he doesn't really count)
17. Josh (but it was too hard)
18. Shawn (but he turned gay)
19. Chad (but he wasn't my type)
20. Shawn (but he was too creepy)
21 Zach (but it was too weird)
21. Jeremiah (but it was just a rumor)


You need to know about the whole list before you know about the whole story, just get a good old look at it before you judge or any shit like that. Just get a whole looking at like thingy and think about why you would make one of these at all. Things like the things that have happened to me would cause some one to spill their whole life out into their fingers sliding them across the keys of my crappy computer at the speed of light. Just read and don't judge, I'm tired of being judged.

This is a true story of what has happened to a girl, a girl that had her whole world go down the drain as if it were a sippy cup filled with bad milk, pale with anguish and tired and old with sadness and pitty from the world.

Just read, don't judge.