Love Me Long, chapter 3
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*Billie's p.o.v.*
Okay, so this morning, Jacie De'amor, comes into the living room and accuses me of taking advantage of her last night because she can't remember what went on last night! I am shocked that she would even think that, I jump off the sofa and start fighting with her.
"Look, I don't know what to expect. You are a man," She says.
"Excuse me?! Oh I forgot that all men are pigs that can't keep their dicks in their pants!" I scream. Now I'm pissed. So what if I'm a man! If she can't stand being here, why did she ask to crash here last night?!
"Well if the shoe fits! I can't believe you would do that to me! I was innocent before this happend. I was innocent!"
"Well you still are! I didn't touch you Jacie! Don't you think if I had done that, you would be in my bed!"
"No, because then it would be too obvious to me that some thing happend between us!"
"So we've gone from taking advantage to straight out RAPE?!"
"Well Did you?!"
"No! How dare you?! I'm not that kind of person! Number one, I didn't have sex with you! But, even if I would have, it would have only been with your consent! And you know what, If you can't crash at someone else's house with out thinking they raped you, don't ask!"
"You expect me to believe that I asked? You aren't even good at this! I'm going to the police and reporting you! And that would be good for your rep, wouldn't it!"
"Listen to me Miss De'amor, you can't win that. They'll laugh at you! If you were innocent, you still are, and they look for evidence in that area of the body. They'll find the barrier, and you will lose! So get the fuck out of my house!" I scream. She storms out the front door, and I collapse onto the sofa. Rape! Where does she come up with rape?! My God! That is such a load of bullshit!
*Jacie's p.o.v.*
I can't even believe how stupid I am! I went to the doctor for an exam, and I'm still a virgin! To think that I accused him of raping me! I feel like such an idiot! I'm on my way to his house to apologize. I hope he gives me a second chance, because I don't deserve one, but I need to let him know how I feel, and how sorry I am that I was so stupid. So, I'm pulling up in the drive way, and an unfimiliar car is there. It's not my business anyway, but I wonder if it is a friend, or maybe Adie.
I get out of the car and go to his front door and knock. A second or two later, he opens it. He's got a towel around his waist and a little boy on his hip. I'm assuming it's his youngest son Jakob.
"Jacie, can I help you? Or are you here to accuse me of another stupid thing? I'm sorry, but my kids are here, and they're hungry, It's been like three days since you were here, and I don't have time for you," He says bitterly.
"No, Bil..." I start. He cuts me off.
"Jacie save it. Jake, you're too heavy for Dad to carry anymore," He says, letting his son slide down onto the floor. His towel gets pulled down slightly to reveal his hip.
"Billie, I'm sorry. I'm a stupid woman, and you have got to forgive me for my stupidity. I got myself checked out, and I know you didn't do anything to me. Just, can we please talk about this?" I beg.
"Let me get my kids their breakfast, before Adie comes to pick them up. Then we'll talk. But you'll have to exuse my attire, my clothes are in the wash, and the only clean thing I had left, Jakob here spilled hot coffee down the front of me."
"If you don't mind me asking, who's car is that in the drive way?"
He looks around me to see the car."God damn it! That stupid fuck that lives next door let his whore park in my drive way again," He says angrily.
"Dad, bad words!" Jakob reminds his father.
"Right, well just don't repeat those words, or your mother will kill me," Billie says.
"Well, I'm hungry Dad."
"Okay, fine, I'm coming to give you two your breakfast." He looks at me apologeticly, and shuts the front door in my face! That asshole! This is important, and all he does is go to feed his kids! They aren't babies anymore, they can eat without daddy's help!
***
So a little bit after he shut the door in my face, it opens again. He looks at me bitterly, and sits next to me on the bench on his front porch.
"Okay Jacie, what do you need? Because I have a ton of shit to do today, and I can't fuck around with you and your shit," He says with anger.
"Billie, please, I'm..."
"Mr. Armstrong if you will?"
"Mr. Armstrong, I'm really, really sorry for what I did, I was a total bitch for doing that, and, I can't even believe how stupid I was to do that. I never even brought myself to realize how nice you were to let me stay here the other night."
"Well, Miss De'amor, I don't really care at this point in time. That whole thing ruined your chances with me, and you know what, you don't accuse a man of rape, and come apoligize three days later, and expect him to welcome you with open arms. In case you forgot, my wife left me! Now, I'm taking care of two kids that are mad at me for yelling at their mother, and making her leave and take them from their home. I have enough shit to go through without your help! Adie is suing me for custidy of my kids, and she's filing for a divorce! My entire fucking life is in a shithole right now, and I don't need you to make it worse," He says.
"Billie, I'm sorry, Mr. Armstrong, I've made a mistake, and I need you to forgive me, at least as your friend again."
"No. I have enough problems without some little girl accusing me of rape and god knows what else," He said and with that he got up and walked back into the house, and slammed the door.
*Billie's p.o.v.*
I can't even believe that stupid bitch! I don't give a shit if she's sorry. She was why out of line the other day, and I can't just blow that off like nothing ever happened and let her back into my life. Besides, I have to get Adie back, and fix this mess. The album is out now, and it's doing okay for its first two days, but I don't know how well. I'm guessing if I promise to be home more now, Adie will come back. I really miss her.
Well, Adie is here to pick up the boys. "Hey, Adrienne, could we talk maybe?" I say.
"Billie, I'm not coming back," She says coldly.
"Adrienne, baby, please, just let me talk."
"No Billie, because it's gonna be just like last time. You're gonna try to sweet talk your way out of another mess, and we'll end up together again for six months, then we're right back here."
"But Adie, you know I love you. I'm a mess without you, and, I need you to fallow me around and get on my ass about how disgusting I am, or how much noise I'm making, or how immiture I am. I need it Adie. It takes the fun out of doing those things without you here."
"Well find somebody else to get on your ass, because I'm through," She says.
Okay, so this morning, Jacie De'amor, comes into the living room and accuses me of taking advantage of her last night because she can't remember what went on last night! I am shocked that she would even think that, I jump off the sofa and start fighting with her.
"Look, I don't know what to expect. You are a man," She says.
"Excuse me?! Oh I forgot that all men are pigs that can't keep their dicks in their pants!" I scream. Now I'm pissed. So what if I'm a man! If she can't stand being here, why did she ask to crash here last night?!
"Well if the shoe fits! I can't believe you would do that to me! I was innocent before this happend. I was innocent!"
"Well you still are! I didn't touch you Jacie! Don't you think if I had done that, you would be in my bed!"
"No, because then it would be too obvious to me that some thing happend between us!"
"So we've gone from taking advantage to straight out RAPE?!"
"Well Did you?!"
"No! How dare you?! I'm not that kind of person! Number one, I didn't have sex with you! But, even if I would have, it would have only been with your consent! And you know what, If you can't crash at someone else's house with out thinking they raped you, don't ask!"
"You expect me to believe that I asked? You aren't even good at this! I'm going to the police and reporting you! And that would be good for your rep, wouldn't it!"
"Listen to me Miss De'amor, you can't win that. They'll laugh at you! If you were innocent, you still are, and they look for evidence in that area of the body. They'll find the barrier, and you will lose! So get the fuck out of my house!" I scream. She storms out the front door, and I collapse onto the sofa. Rape! Where does she come up with rape?! My God! That is such a load of bullshit!
*Jacie's p.o.v.*
I can't even believe how stupid I am! I went to the doctor for an exam, and I'm still a virgin! To think that I accused him of raping me! I feel like such an idiot! I'm on my way to his house to apologize. I hope he gives me a second chance, because I don't deserve one, but I need to let him know how I feel, and how sorry I am that I was so stupid. So, I'm pulling up in the drive way, and an unfimiliar car is there. It's not my business anyway, but I wonder if it is a friend, or maybe Adie.
I get out of the car and go to his front door and knock. A second or two later, he opens it. He's got a towel around his waist and a little boy on his hip. I'm assuming it's his youngest son Jakob.
"Jacie, can I help you? Or are you here to accuse me of another stupid thing? I'm sorry, but my kids are here, and they're hungry, It's been like three days since you were here, and I don't have time for you," He says bitterly.
"No, Bil..." I start. He cuts me off.
"Jacie save it. Jake, you're too heavy for Dad to carry anymore," He says, letting his son slide down onto the floor. His towel gets pulled down slightly to reveal his hip.
"Billie, I'm sorry. I'm a stupid woman, and you have got to forgive me for my stupidity. I got myself checked out, and I know you didn't do anything to me. Just, can we please talk about this?" I beg.
"Let me get my kids their breakfast, before Adie comes to pick them up. Then we'll talk. But you'll have to exuse my attire, my clothes are in the wash, and the only clean thing I had left, Jakob here spilled hot coffee down the front of me."
"If you don't mind me asking, who's car is that in the drive way?"
He looks around me to see the car."God damn it! That stupid fuck that lives next door let his whore park in my drive way again," He says angrily.
"Dad, bad words!" Jakob reminds his father.
"Right, well just don't repeat those words, or your mother will kill me," Billie says.
"Well, I'm hungry Dad."
"Okay, fine, I'm coming to give you two your breakfast." He looks at me apologeticly, and shuts the front door in my face! That asshole! This is important, and all he does is go to feed his kids! They aren't babies anymore, they can eat without daddy's help!
***
So a little bit after he shut the door in my face, it opens again. He looks at me bitterly, and sits next to me on the bench on his front porch.
"Okay Jacie, what do you need? Because I have a ton of shit to do today, and I can't fuck around with you and your shit," He says with anger.
"Billie, please, I'm..."
"Mr. Armstrong if you will?"
"Mr. Armstrong, I'm really, really sorry for what I did, I was a total bitch for doing that, and, I can't even believe how stupid I was to do that. I never even brought myself to realize how nice you were to let me stay here the other night."
"Well, Miss De'amor, I don't really care at this point in time. That whole thing ruined your chances with me, and you know what, you don't accuse a man of rape, and come apoligize three days later, and expect him to welcome you with open arms. In case you forgot, my wife left me! Now, I'm taking care of two kids that are mad at me for yelling at their mother, and making her leave and take them from their home. I have enough shit to go through without your help! Adie is suing me for custidy of my kids, and she's filing for a divorce! My entire fucking life is in a shithole right now, and I don't need you to make it worse," He says.
"Billie, I'm sorry, Mr. Armstrong, I've made a mistake, and I need you to forgive me, at least as your friend again."
"No. I have enough problems without some little girl accusing me of rape and god knows what else," He said and with that he got up and walked back into the house, and slammed the door.
*Billie's p.o.v.*
I can't even believe that stupid bitch! I don't give a shit if she's sorry. She was why out of line the other day, and I can't just blow that off like nothing ever happened and let her back into my life. Besides, I have to get Adie back, and fix this mess. The album is out now, and it's doing okay for its first two days, but I don't know how well. I'm guessing if I promise to be home more now, Adie will come back. I really miss her.
Well, Adie is here to pick up the boys. "Hey, Adrienne, could we talk maybe?" I say.
"Billie, I'm not coming back," She says coldly.
"Adrienne, baby, please, just let me talk."
"No Billie, because it's gonna be just like last time. You're gonna try to sweet talk your way out of another mess, and we'll end up together again for six months, then we're right back here."
"But Adie, you know I love you. I'm a mess without you, and, I need you to fallow me around and get on my ass about how disgusting I am, or how much noise I'm making, or how immiture I am. I need it Adie. It takes the fun out of doing those things without you here."
"Well find somebody else to get on your ass, because I'm through," She says.
