Love Me Long, chapter 5
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*Jacie's P.O.V.*
So it's been about a month since the last time I talked to Billie Joe, and I'm freaking out. I saw him at Starbucks with his kids. I know he saw me, because he looked my way and froze, like he didn't know what to do. I have that effect on people. But he just grabbed his coffee and left. I wanted to talk to him, but he still hates me no doubt. I heard about Adrienne going back to Minnesota, and leaving him the kids.
Today, I'm at the park near his house, and I can see him across the park writing something. I don't know what it is, but he's writing small portions at a time. I think I'll go talk to him. I'm walking over to him.
"Billie? Is that you?" I ask stupidly. He looks up and his expression changes from concentration to annoyance.
"Jacie, hi. How've you been hon?" he asks hesitantly.
"Oh, I've been okay, and yourself?"
"I'm still breathing, but that's about it."
"Really, I'm sorry to hear that. I really wish I could help."
"Well, you could, why don't you come home with me? Like for dinner. I have a ton of stuff to get to and I have to feed my kids, and just, I've been having a bad month."
"Well, uh, I suppose I could help you out, but, don't you totally hate me for the whole rape accusation?"
"I don't hate you for it. I just think you need to think before you act. Sometimes people talk before they think about what's coming out of their mouths," he says softly. He's so good looking, and he's such a beautiful man, and I still have feelings for him. So we go back to his house and I fix dinner. I hear his kids talking to him.
*Billie's P.O.V.*
"Dad, who is that girl in the kitchen, is she like your girlfriend or something?" my oldest son Joseph asks.
"She's not my girlfriend, she's just helping me out around here with all the shit that I have to get done. And is your room clean, or this entire house a shithole?" I ask, a little aggravated with all my responsibility. I wish Adie wouldn't have left me alone with two boys to raise.
"It's clean Dad, god what is up with you? Ever since Mom left, you've been acting like an as..."
"You sure you want to say that to me Joey? I've had a bad day, and I don't want to put up with your shit! I got a letter from your fucking mother today. You want to know what it said? It said that she found a guy, and that she's getting married again! So you know what? Even if Jacie was my girlfriend would it make a difference?!" I scream. Jakob starts crying, and Joey is looking at me with shock. "Jakob, I'm so sorry. Please don't cry."
"Dad, you've messed everything up. If you wouldn't have made mom mad, she wouldn't have left you, and our lives wouldn't suck!"
"Joseph Marciano Armstrong, I don't want to hear it. We have a guest, and you will behave, or you will be in more trouble than you can imagine."
"Why? Just because you want to fuck this girl?!"
"Excuse me? That's enough out of you. One more word and you'll really think your life sucks!"
"Fuck you! I hate you! It's your fault that Mom left! IT'S YOUR FAULT!"
"Get in your room!"
"No! I'm not listening to you ever again."
"Joey! Shut up. Dad didn't do anything to you, and you're making him mad. Just go to your room like he said," Jakob says through his tears. The screaming scares him. It always has.
"Jake, don't defend him. He's the reason that mom went back to Minnesota," Joseph says. My sons haven't seen eye to eye since their mom left them behind. Joseph is upset, and Jakob is crying, and Jacie De'amor is standing in my kitchen. What can possibly go wrong now?
"Billie Joe!" I hear Jacie call me from the kitchen. I stand up and walk to the kitchen.
"Did you call me?"
"Yeah, Um, is everything alright out there?"
"Yeah. Joseph has been upset since his mom left, and sometimes, he lashes out at me. I'm not cut out to be a single dad. I'm just too, like, I don't know. But that boy is like a firecracker. He just explodes. He's like me in that sense," I say. Jacie stares at me blankly. She's so pretty, and her hair is flowing down her shoulders. It's so curly, and appears to be very soft.
She steps a little closer to me, and I to her, until we are standing within inches of each other. She puts her head down, and puts her arms around me and pulls me into a tight hug. She looks up at me, and somehow or another our lips meet. I put my arms around her as well as the kiss becomes more passionate.
Well I guess I didn't notice Joey and his brother come in.
"Dad! You lied to us! She is your girlfriend!" Joey exclaims.
"Joey!, Oh, well um, I thought I sent you to your room," I say, letting go of Jacie.
"I can't believe you Dad. Why didn't you just say you were going out with her?"
"I'm not, or I wasn't, or, just deal with it, okay?"
The two boys leave the kitchen with apples. That was uncalled for, but Jacie is still standing with me. "So where were we?" she asks and puts her arms around my neck. I put my arms back around her waist and kiss her again. This kiss progresses to the point of her legs wrapped around my waist as we make our way upstairs.
*Jacie's P.O.V.*
He lays me on his bed and we start moving so fast, I can't quite think about it, I just go with it. He pulls off my shirt, and then my bra. Our clothes go flying in every which direction. He's on top of me, and I feel him push in. I gasp from the feeling.
***
It was amazing, and I slept after. He is so good at it, and I can't wait to do it with him again.
So it's been about a month since the last time I talked to Billie Joe, and I'm freaking out. I saw him at Starbucks with his kids. I know he saw me, because he looked my way and froze, like he didn't know what to do. I have that effect on people. But he just grabbed his coffee and left. I wanted to talk to him, but he still hates me no doubt. I heard about Adrienne going back to Minnesota, and leaving him the kids.
Today, I'm at the park near his house, and I can see him across the park writing something. I don't know what it is, but he's writing small portions at a time. I think I'll go talk to him. I'm walking over to him.
"Billie? Is that you?" I ask stupidly. He looks up and his expression changes from concentration to annoyance.
"Jacie, hi. How've you been hon?" he asks hesitantly.
"Oh, I've been okay, and yourself?"
"I'm still breathing, but that's about it."
"Really, I'm sorry to hear that. I really wish I could help."
"Well, you could, why don't you come home with me? Like for dinner. I have a ton of stuff to get to and I have to feed my kids, and just, I've been having a bad month."
"Well, uh, I suppose I could help you out, but, don't you totally hate me for the whole rape accusation?"
"I don't hate you for it. I just think you need to think before you act. Sometimes people talk before they think about what's coming out of their mouths," he says softly. He's so good looking, and he's such a beautiful man, and I still have feelings for him. So we go back to his house and I fix dinner. I hear his kids talking to him.
*Billie's P.O.V.*
"Dad, who is that girl in the kitchen, is she like your girlfriend or something?" my oldest son Joseph asks.
"She's not my girlfriend, she's just helping me out around here with all the shit that I have to get done. And is your room clean, or this entire house a shithole?" I ask, a little aggravated with all my responsibility. I wish Adie wouldn't have left me alone with two boys to raise.
"It's clean Dad, god what is up with you? Ever since Mom left, you've been acting like an as..."
"You sure you want to say that to me Joey? I've had a bad day, and I don't want to put up with your shit! I got a letter from your fucking mother today. You want to know what it said? It said that she found a guy, and that she's getting married again! So you know what? Even if Jacie was my girlfriend would it make a difference?!" I scream. Jakob starts crying, and Joey is looking at me with shock. "Jakob, I'm so sorry. Please don't cry."
"Dad, you've messed everything up. If you wouldn't have made mom mad, she wouldn't have left you, and our lives wouldn't suck!"
"Joseph Marciano Armstrong, I don't want to hear it. We have a guest, and you will behave, or you will be in more trouble than you can imagine."
"Why? Just because you want to fuck this girl?!"
"Excuse me? That's enough out of you. One more word and you'll really think your life sucks!"
"Fuck you! I hate you! It's your fault that Mom left! IT'S YOUR FAULT!"
"Get in your room!"
"No! I'm not listening to you ever again."
"Joey! Shut up. Dad didn't do anything to you, and you're making him mad. Just go to your room like he said," Jakob says through his tears. The screaming scares him. It always has.
"Jake, don't defend him. He's the reason that mom went back to Minnesota," Joseph says. My sons haven't seen eye to eye since their mom left them behind. Joseph is upset, and Jakob is crying, and Jacie De'amor is standing in my kitchen. What can possibly go wrong now?
"Billie Joe!" I hear Jacie call me from the kitchen. I stand up and walk to the kitchen.
"Did you call me?"
"Yeah, Um, is everything alright out there?"
"Yeah. Joseph has been upset since his mom left, and sometimes, he lashes out at me. I'm not cut out to be a single dad. I'm just too, like, I don't know. But that boy is like a firecracker. He just explodes. He's like me in that sense," I say. Jacie stares at me blankly. She's so pretty, and her hair is flowing down her shoulders. It's so curly, and appears to be very soft.
She steps a little closer to me, and I to her, until we are standing within inches of each other. She puts her head down, and puts her arms around me and pulls me into a tight hug. She looks up at me, and somehow or another our lips meet. I put my arms around her as well as the kiss becomes more passionate.
Well I guess I didn't notice Joey and his brother come in.
"Dad! You lied to us! She is your girlfriend!" Joey exclaims.
"Joey!, Oh, well um, I thought I sent you to your room," I say, letting go of Jacie.
"I can't believe you Dad. Why didn't you just say you were going out with her?"
"I'm not, or I wasn't, or, just deal with it, okay?"
The two boys leave the kitchen with apples. That was uncalled for, but Jacie is still standing with me. "So where were we?" she asks and puts her arms around my neck. I put my arms back around her waist and kiss her again. This kiss progresses to the point of her legs wrapped around my waist as we make our way upstairs.
*Jacie's P.O.V.*
He lays me on his bed and we start moving so fast, I can't quite think about it, I just go with it. He pulls off my shirt, and then my bra. Our clothes go flying in every which direction. He's on top of me, and I feel him push in. I gasp from the feeling.
***
It was amazing, and I slept after. He is so good at it, and I can't wait to do it with him again.
