"3 months of searching, a whole life of pain", chapter 2
"Yeah, I guess that it's something that you cant shake off. The feeling that this is a place where your life shall change." he looked up at the sky. A small star hovered in the black, endless smear of space. He smiled. I smiled. We were in a trance. The mood was right. The settings were right. Nothing could screw it up.
"So... Do you swallow?" But that did. I looked down at his pants. Uh oh, I looked up at him. He was grinning, and eyebrow flashing me. My mouth dropped open. Tre Cool, THE SEX GOD, TRE COOL, was asking me if I freakin' swallowed. I tried to speak, but all I did was choke on the words. My leg went numb, then my arm, mouth, and whole body. OH SHIT! I was about to have the biggest migraine in my life. A hammer hit my skull. No. Not A hammer. A million hammers. I fell to the ground. Every throb of the migraine hurt worse and worse.
I felt tears well up in my eyes. I closed my eyes. I sang a song I wrote to myself on the first few days of my mission to find Tre.
Why does it always seem...
That I must hurt for you?
Why does it always seem,
That all the pain I'm going through
Lies inside of me,
Caused by the love I have for you
I don't matter
How much I try to help myself
It doesn't matter
How much I want to hate you
You walked away to the doors of beyond
To a place gone only by the dead.
Memories of you circle round in my head.
I'll find a way to get you back and no matter what I do....
I'll find a way to get you back to this world
As I drifted off into the pain, I felt something-heavy crawl over me. My sixth sense kicked in. Is it an animal? Is it a Person? I searched for the answer. Tre, the name rang in my head, and before I knew, he had kissed me on the lips. I fell into the darkness, into the dream world, with that sensation simmering in my body.
"Nameless girl...what's going on...?" he whispered. I felt a warm sensation flow through my body.
"It hurts...head...make...it...stop..." I moaned. He clutched my head with his hands, and gave me a slow, passionate kiss. Another surge of happiness. I felt his tongue slowly enter my mouth. I moaned. I felt him put his hands rub my hips. I wrapped my arms around him, and held on to him while I lost consciousness.
I love you. Those words repeated while I slept.
"So... Do you swallow?" But that did. I looked down at his pants. Uh oh, I looked up at him. He was grinning, and eyebrow flashing me. My mouth dropped open. Tre Cool, THE SEX GOD, TRE COOL, was asking me if I freakin' swallowed. I tried to speak, but all I did was choke on the words. My leg went numb, then my arm, mouth, and whole body. OH SHIT! I was about to have the biggest migraine in my life. A hammer hit my skull. No. Not A hammer. A million hammers. I fell to the ground. Every throb of the migraine hurt worse and worse.
I felt tears well up in my eyes. I closed my eyes. I sang a song I wrote to myself on the first few days of my mission to find Tre.
Why does it always seem...
That I must hurt for you?
Why does it always seem,
That all the pain I'm going through
Lies inside of me,
Caused by the love I have for you
I don't matter
How much I try to help myself
It doesn't matter
How much I want to hate you
You walked away to the doors of beyond
To a place gone only by the dead.
Memories of you circle round in my head.
I'll find a way to get you back and no matter what I do....
I'll find a way to get you back to this world
As I drifted off into the pain, I felt something-heavy crawl over me. My sixth sense kicked in. Is it an animal? Is it a Person? I searched for the answer. Tre, the name rang in my head, and before I knew, he had kissed me on the lips. I fell into the darkness, into the dream world, with that sensation simmering in my body.
"Nameless girl...what's going on...?" he whispered. I felt a warm sensation flow through my body.
"It hurts...head...make...it...stop..." I moaned. He clutched my head with his hands, and gave me a slow, passionate kiss. Another surge of happiness. I felt his tongue slowly enter my mouth. I moaned. I felt him put his hands rub my hips. I wrapped my arms around him, and held on to him while I lost consciousness.
I love you. Those words repeated while I slept.
