Sorrow, chapter 3
-2 1/2 years later-
*At School*
-Sheena's Pov-
"Yeah and like I was saying that's how you do the math homework," I said walking into school talking to Mike.
"Ohhhhhh, ok I get it now!" Mike yelled at me
"Yeah. Do you have to yell in my face?" I yelled back looking at Mike like he was on drugs.
"Yes, I had too," Mike said
"Well shut up!" I said getting bitchy at him walking up the steps to hell.
"What's your problem?!" Mike said grabbing my arm making me fall back and fall onto the floor.
"YOU! Ok I'm NOT in the fucking mood so just fuck off!" I yelled at him picking myself up and walking away to somewhere,just far away from him and school.
As I started walking towards the park that brought back so much memories. The wind started to pick up and I felt rain drops fall onto my face mixing with my new hot tears falling off my face. Then the rain started to pick up but I just kept walking watching people run from the rain. I knew my eyeliner was all over my face and my hair was everywhere but I didnt care. I got to the park and walked to the swings. I sat down and started to cry more not just because I miss my dad because of my life and what happened today. I just wished she kept that damn easy promise that she sweared not to break and now look she broke it!
I put my hands over my face and cried. I cried for the pain, the love and hate.
-Flashback From This Morning-
-Sheena's Pov-
"Hey mom I'm home from Billie's," I said opening the door walking in the house.
And there was my mom with some asshole on top of her making out with each other. I felt hate and pain take over me. I just wanted to push that guy off my mom and punch both of them.
So I went up to my mom and the 'asshole'. And I pushed him off my mom while my mom yelling at me. I just yelled back.
"MOM?! WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING?!" I yelled at my mom.
"Umm... nothing," she said looking nervous.
"NOTHING?! WHAT THE FUCK I COME IN AND I SEE SOME PIECE OF SHIT ON TOP OF YOU MAKING OUT! THAT IS NOT NOTHING?!"
"YOU LISTEN TO ME SHEENA ABERNATHY! DONT YOU DARE YELL AT ME LIKE THAT! I'M YOUR MOTHER YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO YELL AT ME LIKE THAT!" she yelled back at me getting up off the couch.
"YOU'RE NO MOM! YOUR A PIECE OF CRAP!" I yelled at her.I felt my face grow hot.
"YOUR JUST LIKE YOUR FATHER! WORTHLESS!" She yelled but she went pale after she said that.
I felt all my anger drain out of me. It felt like the world stoped and it was only me breathing. I saw my mom try to touch me but I dint let her. What I did was smack her right in the face. I was so shocked what I did I couldn't even move. Then that asshole came over to me and punched me right in the jaw.
Then all my anger came back and I jumped onto the asshole and started to punch him in the face all of him where ever I could get I hit and kicked I heard my mom yelling at me to stop but I couldn't, I was so mad. Mad that my mother broke the promise we made that she will never cheat or find another man. Mad that my mom said that my dad was wrothless. Mad that this asshole punched me.
I felt two pair of hands grab me and pull me off the asshole. I saw my mom run to the asshole and started to beg on her knee's saying things like 'I'm so sorry' or 'Don't worry I'll take of her.' Yeah bullshit. I got up and yelled at my 'mom.'
"Yeah both of you are wrothless!" I yelled grabing my backpack and closing the door so hard that I thought I broke the piece of shit.
-End of Flashback-
I heard footsteps coming close to me but I didn't want to look up. I felt and hand lay onto my shoulder. I looked up into blue eyes. A sad look was on his face. He sat down next to me on the swings.
"Are you ok?" he asked rubbing my shoulder.
"Yeah...ok never mind" I said looking down at my shoes.
"Then what happened?" he asked letting go of me and looking at me in the eyes.
I told him the whole story and why I flipped out on him infront of the school.
"Wow,Sheena I don't know what to say," Mike said looking down playing with his hands.
"It's fine I don't need an answer," I said
I was looking into his eyes it was like a ocean. We started to get closer together our lips so close. Until I felt his lips crash onto mine. It felt like it was only us in the world. The kiss got deeper but I heard someone. I looked up and there was Billie Joe looking at both of us. His eyes were filled with pain and anger. Then he ran off. I got up and tried to get him but someone was holding me back I felt fresh new tears pour out of my eyes. How could I do that? I thought to myself. I'm such a idiot!
I looked back at Mike and he looked at me with sorry eyes. I couldn't look at him in the eyes. He let me go and I went and ran after Billie Joe.
I found him a few blocks away. I started to walk up to him but he yelled at me to backoff. I started to get scared I never saw Billie this angry before he look up at me and I saw that he was crying.
"Billie Joe, why are you crying?" I asked sitting next to him.
"Nothing it's from the rain and wind," he said looking away from me. I knew he was lying to me.
"Billie Joe, please tell me why," I said trying to look at him but he wouldn't. So I stood up.
"Fine! You won't tell your best friend what's wrong then fine Billie Joe I'm trying to help but I see you don't want it," I said walking off to somewhere because I had no 'home' to go to.
*At School*
-Sheena's Pov-
"Yeah and like I was saying that's how you do the math homework," I said walking into school talking to Mike.
"Ohhhhhh, ok I get it now!" Mike yelled at me
"Yeah. Do you have to yell in my face?" I yelled back looking at Mike like he was on drugs.
"Yes, I had too," Mike said
"Well shut up!" I said getting bitchy at him walking up the steps to hell.
"What's your problem?!" Mike said grabbing my arm making me fall back and fall onto the floor.
"YOU! Ok I'm NOT in the fucking mood so just fuck off!" I yelled at him picking myself up and walking away to somewhere,just far away from him and school.
As I started walking towards the park that brought back so much memories. The wind started to pick up and I felt rain drops fall onto my face mixing with my new hot tears falling off my face. Then the rain started to pick up but I just kept walking watching people run from the rain. I knew my eyeliner was all over my face and my hair was everywhere but I didnt care. I got to the park and walked to the swings. I sat down and started to cry more not just because I miss my dad because of my life and what happened today. I just wished she kept that damn easy promise that she sweared not to break and now look she broke it!
I put my hands over my face and cried. I cried for the pain, the love and hate.
-Flashback From This Morning-
-Sheena's Pov-
"Hey mom I'm home from Billie's," I said opening the door walking in the house.
And there was my mom with some asshole on top of her making out with each other. I felt hate and pain take over me. I just wanted to push that guy off my mom and punch both of them.
So I went up to my mom and the 'asshole'. And I pushed him off my mom while my mom yelling at me. I just yelled back.
"MOM?! WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING?!" I yelled at my mom.
"Umm... nothing," she said looking nervous.
"NOTHING?! WHAT THE FUCK I COME IN AND I SEE SOME PIECE OF SHIT ON TOP OF YOU MAKING OUT! THAT IS NOT NOTHING?!"
"YOU LISTEN TO ME SHEENA ABERNATHY! DONT YOU DARE YELL AT ME LIKE THAT! I'M YOUR MOTHER YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO YELL AT ME LIKE THAT!" she yelled back at me getting up off the couch.
"YOU'RE NO MOM! YOUR A PIECE OF CRAP!" I yelled at her.I felt my face grow hot.
"YOUR JUST LIKE YOUR FATHER! WORTHLESS!" She yelled but she went pale after she said that.
I felt all my anger drain out of me. It felt like the world stoped and it was only me breathing. I saw my mom try to touch me but I dint let her. What I did was smack her right in the face. I was so shocked what I did I couldn't even move. Then that asshole came over to me and punched me right in the jaw.
Then all my anger came back and I jumped onto the asshole and started to punch him in the face all of him where ever I could get I hit and kicked I heard my mom yelling at me to stop but I couldn't, I was so mad. Mad that my mother broke the promise we made that she will never cheat or find another man. Mad that my mom said that my dad was wrothless. Mad that this asshole punched me.
I felt two pair of hands grab me and pull me off the asshole. I saw my mom run to the asshole and started to beg on her knee's saying things like 'I'm so sorry' or 'Don't worry I'll take of her.' Yeah bullshit. I got up and yelled at my 'mom.'
"Yeah both of you are wrothless!" I yelled grabing my backpack and closing the door so hard that I thought I broke the piece of shit.
-End of Flashback-
I heard footsteps coming close to me but I didn't want to look up. I felt and hand lay onto my shoulder. I looked up into blue eyes. A sad look was on his face. He sat down next to me on the swings.
"Are you ok?" he asked rubbing my shoulder.
"Yeah...ok never mind" I said looking down at my shoes.
"Then what happened?" he asked letting go of me and looking at me in the eyes.
I told him the whole story and why I flipped out on him infront of the school.
"Wow,Sheena I don't know what to say," Mike said looking down playing with his hands.
"It's fine I don't need an answer," I said
I was looking into his eyes it was like a ocean. We started to get closer together our lips so close. Until I felt his lips crash onto mine. It felt like it was only us in the world. The kiss got deeper but I heard someone. I looked up and there was Billie Joe looking at both of us. His eyes were filled with pain and anger. Then he ran off. I got up and tried to get him but someone was holding me back I felt fresh new tears pour out of my eyes. How could I do that? I thought to myself. I'm such a idiot!
I looked back at Mike and he looked at me with sorry eyes. I couldn't look at him in the eyes. He let me go and I went and ran after Billie Joe.
I found him a few blocks away. I started to walk up to him but he yelled at me to backoff. I started to get scared I never saw Billie this angry before he look up at me and I saw that he was crying.
"Billie Joe, why are you crying?" I asked sitting next to him.
"Nothing it's from the rain and wind," he said looking away from me. I knew he was lying to me.
"Billie Joe, please tell me why," I said trying to look at him but he wouldn't. So I stood up.
"Fine! You won't tell your best friend what's wrong then fine Billie Joe I'm trying to help but I see you don't want it," I said walking off to somewhere because I had no 'home' to go to.
