Sorrow, chapter 4
-Billie Joe's POV-
What is wrong with me?! I thought to myself. I looked up and I saw Mike running towards me. I felt anger inside me. How could he do that to me? He knew that I loved Sheena.
"What do you want? To mess up my life even more?" I asked bitterly.
"Billie I'm so sorry I didn't mean it, it just got out of hand and I'm really sorry," Mike said looking at me. I could tell he really meant it.
"Fine, but Sheena ran off somewhere."
"Where?" he asked panicking.
"That's the thing I don't know," I said getting up.
"Well let's start to look for her," Mike said while walking down some block. I started walking with him praying that Sheena is ok.
-Sheena's POV-
After I ran off I started heading down this road that looked like it was an ally. But I didn't care I just had to get away. What I did was so wrong. I can't believe I did that. I don't even know who I like any more. But I know Billie Joe doesn't like me that way. I just wanted to know what was wrong with him but he wouldn't tell me.
I started to think more and I turned around and someone grabbed my arms tightly. But I couldn't see who it was. This person came out of the darkness and I looked into light green eyes. The eyes I fell in love with.
"Billie?" I asked. I got no answer. I felt a pair of lips crash onto my lips. I was so shocked I couldn't move but I started to kiss back. The kiss got deeper, but I pushed back and stopped.
"Sheena, I love you I don't care if you don't love me back I just need to tell you because it's been killing me for years." I didn't know what to say.
"Billie Joe, I don't know what to say."
"I don't care, just let me kiss you," he said kissing me hard on the lips his tongue begged to enter my mouth and I let him. I never would believe I would be kissing the man of my dreams.
-Billie Joe's POV-
"So does this mean we're going out?" I asked Sheena.
"I don't know Billie, I'm not sure if I'm ready."
It felt like my heart was ripped out and been shot. I didn't understand.
"What do you mean?!" I said getting a little mad.
"Please don't yell at me, I don't think I'm ready for a boyfriend, just not right now," Sheena said looking down at her shoes.
"Fine, I understand," I said walking off to some bar. I didn't care if they didn't let me I just need to get drunk.
-Sheena's POV-
I started crying again. I've been crying all day. My mother was right I am a worthless piece of shit. I ran off to the bridge.
When I got there I saw the walking bridge that let's you go over the cars and trucks. I jumped onto the edge. I was about to fall off. To end my pain but I heard someone yell out my name. I looked behind me and I saw Mike.
"Don't come close to me or I'll fall!" I yelled.
"Fine, end your life," Mike said.
"Fine, I will." I was about to fall off, I was right there. About to end everything to finally be with my father. But I felt someone grab me and took me off the edge. I started to scream yell and kick but the person wouldn't let go of me.
"Let me go! I want to be with my dad, you asshole let go of me!" I yelled. Then I looked at the person and it was Billie. I didn't care anymore I started yelling again. Tears ran down my face I just wanted to be happy with my father. I just want to hug him again. To see his face instead of a tombstone. Billie didn't let go. He held on for life.
"Just let me go! I want to go!!" I said trying to break free. But I couldn't. Billie was too strong for me.
"No, I'm not letting you go!" he yelled back at me. I slapped him. Something I thought I'd never do. I felt his arms let go of me and I broke free. I was almost there but Mike grabbed me and threw me over his shoulder's I started yelling at him to let me go. But it didn't work. I saw Billie Joe still in the same spot but now holding his face where I slapped him. I felt bad but I didn't care I didn't want to stay here I wanted to be with my father.
Mike started walking to his house with me on his shoulders I stopped yelling Billie Joe behind us. When we got to his house Mike threw me onto his bed and closed the door behind him when he left. I was there by myself alone. I found a sharp pointy object and I brought it to my arm and I cut deeply. It felt so good. All the pain gone. I cut deeper my eyes started closing I took one last breath and darkness took over.
What is wrong with me?! I thought to myself. I looked up and I saw Mike running towards me. I felt anger inside me. How could he do that to me? He knew that I loved Sheena.
"What do you want? To mess up my life even more?" I asked bitterly.
"Billie I'm so sorry I didn't mean it, it just got out of hand and I'm really sorry," Mike said looking at me. I could tell he really meant it.
"Fine, but Sheena ran off somewhere."
"Where?" he asked panicking.
"That's the thing I don't know," I said getting up.
"Well let's start to look for her," Mike said while walking down some block. I started walking with him praying that Sheena is ok.
-Sheena's POV-
After I ran off I started heading down this road that looked like it was an ally. But I didn't care I just had to get away. What I did was so wrong. I can't believe I did that. I don't even know who I like any more. But I know Billie Joe doesn't like me that way. I just wanted to know what was wrong with him but he wouldn't tell me.
I started to think more and I turned around and someone grabbed my arms tightly. But I couldn't see who it was. This person came out of the darkness and I looked into light green eyes. The eyes I fell in love with.
"Billie?" I asked. I got no answer. I felt a pair of lips crash onto my lips. I was so shocked I couldn't move but I started to kiss back. The kiss got deeper, but I pushed back and stopped.
"Sheena, I love you I don't care if you don't love me back I just need to tell you because it's been killing me for years." I didn't know what to say.
"Billie Joe, I don't know what to say."
"I don't care, just let me kiss you," he said kissing me hard on the lips his tongue begged to enter my mouth and I let him. I never would believe I would be kissing the man of my dreams.
-Billie Joe's POV-
"So does this mean we're going out?" I asked Sheena.
"I don't know Billie, I'm not sure if I'm ready."
It felt like my heart was ripped out and been shot. I didn't understand.
"What do you mean?!" I said getting a little mad.
"Please don't yell at me, I don't think I'm ready for a boyfriend, just not right now," Sheena said looking down at her shoes.
"Fine, I understand," I said walking off to some bar. I didn't care if they didn't let me I just need to get drunk.
-Sheena's POV-
I started crying again. I've been crying all day. My mother was right I am a worthless piece of shit. I ran off to the bridge.
When I got there I saw the walking bridge that let's you go over the cars and trucks. I jumped onto the edge. I was about to fall off. To end my pain but I heard someone yell out my name. I looked behind me and I saw Mike.
"Don't come close to me or I'll fall!" I yelled.
"Fine, end your life," Mike said.
"Fine, I will." I was about to fall off, I was right there. About to end everything to finally be with my father. But I felt someone grab me and took me off the edge. I started to scream yell and kick but the person wouldn't let go of me.
"Let me go! I want to be with my dad, you asshole let go of me!" I yelled. Then I looked at the person and it was Billie. I didn't care anymore I started yelling again. Tears ran down my face I just wanted to be happy with my father. I just want to hug him again. To see his face instead of a tombstone. Billie didn't let go. He held on for life.
"Just let me go! I want to go!!" I said trying to break free. But I couldn't. Billie was too strong for me.
"No, I'm not letting you go!" he yelled back at me. I slapped him. Something I thought I'd never do. I felt his arms let go of me and I broke free. I was almost there but Mike grabbed me and threw me over his shoulder's I started yelling at him to let me go. But it didn't work. I saw Billie Joe still in the same spot but now holding his face where I slapped him. I felt bad but I didn't care I didn't want to stay here I wanted to be with my father.
Mike started walking to his house with me on his shoulders I stopped yelling Billie Joe behind us. When we got to his house Mike threw me onto his bed and closed the door behind him when he left. I was there by myself alone. I found a sharp pointy object and I brought it to my arm and I cut deeply. It felt so good. All the pain gone. I cut deeper my eyes started closing I took one last breath and darkness took over.
