Sorrow, chapter 6

-Later On After School-

-Sheena's Pov-

I saw Ryan walk up to me with this huge smile on his face. I wonder why he's
so happy. "Hey honey," I said kissing him on the cheek.
"Hey I got great news, well now were going to Billie's and I'm going to try
out for the band!" he said jumping up and down. His blue eyes were so
light. God how much I love his eyes.

"Ummm... I don't feel good so I'm going to go back to my house," I said kissing
him goodbye before anything I walked quickly back to my house.

When I got there I dropped everything and I went to my basement. There I saw
my drumset. I got it before my dad died. I picked up my favourite drumsticks. I
got behind the drum set and sat down. I started to beat the shit out of the
set. Just making up shit.

I was letting out all my anger and sadness. Until something caught my eye by the doorway. He had a black hat on and was standing there looking at me. Until he showed his face I then saw the green eyes I fell in love with once.

"Hey your pretty good," he said walking towards me.
"What are you doing here Billie?" I said getting up and I was going to walk
away, but he took my arm. I looked at him tears forming in my eyes.
"I came to say sorry," he said looking into my eyes like he was trying to find
something.

"Sorry isn't enough," I said looking back at him anger filled my eyes.
"I..I...I'm sorry.." He said looking down at his shoes. I saw a small tear run
down his face but he quietly wiped it away.
"Fine but were only friends nothing more Billie until I can trust you again."
"Ok."


-Billie's Pov-

God those words that came out of her mouth it hit me so hard I thought I was
going to fall. "But were only friends nothing more." I love her so much but I
guess she like's Ryan. I sighed and I let go of her and walked out. I felt
tears start to form. I walked back to my house.


-Ryan's Pov-

I really wanted Sheena to come. I wonder why when Billie is around she acts
so weird. Well when I got to Billie's I tried out and I made it! I'm so happy.
I can't wait to tell the good news to her!


-Sheena's Pov-

I saw this couple in front of me. I couldn't see there faces but they were
getting married. All I knew was the girl had black and red hair and the guy
had black fading blue hair.

Then I woke up. I was in Ryan's house on the couch. Oh it was just a dream..

Then Ryan came in, with a huge smile on his face. "I have good news," he said.
"I'm sorry but can it wait I just want to go home and think for a while."
"Well I'll come too," he said getting up.
"No...I just want to go alone," I said putting my hand on his shoulder. I kissed
him goodbye and I left.


-Sheena's Pov-

Arghhh.. what is wrong with me?! I can't deal with this crap! I love him so
much but I don't know if he loves me back that much. I started crying. That's
the only I no how to do. Cry. I can't do nothing like my "mom" said I'm
wrothless.

I walked home and to my room. I walked in a dark purple room with posters all
over. I walked over to my bed. I picked up the picture of my father, Billie and
I. When we went fishing together.


-Flashback-

"Billieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee,where are youuu?" a young Sheena yelled running around the camp site looking for Billie Joe. Sheena ran near a bush and Billie Joe jumped out and scared Sheena. "Why were you hiding?"
"Cuzzzzzz!" Billie Joe said laughing a little.
"Alright that's enough you two," Nick said.
"Ok are we going to go catch fish now?" Sheena said jumping up and down
"Yes."
"Yay!!!!" both kids yelled.

-Down by the lake-

"Hey I think I got a fish!" Billie Joe yelled. Then there was this big splash. Billie Joe fell into the water.
"OH MY GOD! Daddy!!! Billie Joe fell in!" Sheena yelled out to her dad. So Sheena jumped in to find Billie. "Billieeee!" Sheena said starting to get scared. A small tear ran down her cheek. "Billie Joe?"

Then something grabbed her foot and took her underwater. She opened her eyes
underwater to meet green ones. She felt small lips touch hers. Then she swam
back up to get air. Sheena didn't know what to do. Did Billie Joe just kiss
me? Billie then came up.

"I'm sorry for kissing you," Billie said looking down playing with his hands.
"It's fine," Sheena said kissing his cheek.
"Alright get out of the water before you two get sick," Nick said.
"Okie Dokie!" Sheena said.
"Let's take a picture!" Billie said.
"Ok."

-End of flashback-

I sighed I miss him so much. I miss those times. I then fell asleep.


-Next Day-

I got up and got ready for school. I walked into the bathroom. I did my
eyeliner very dark around my blue/green eyes. I finished my hair got dressed
into a misfits shirt and dickies. I put on my beat up converse. I then was out
the door.


-At school-

Ryan came up to me. "Hey hun," he said kissing me.
"Hey."
"Tonight some kid is having party wanna come?"
"Sure."
"Alright I got to go, love you," he said kissing my lips.
"Love you more," I said returning the kiss.


-Later On At The party-

"Hey Billie do you know where Ryan went?" I said.
"Nope, sorry."
"Okay," I said walking up the stairs I had to go to the bathroom but I ended
up in a bedroom there was two people making out so I was about to close the
door. Then I saw the guy. I couldn't believe it! It was Ryan! I thought my
heart ripped. I liked him so much.

"R..Ryan?"I said. I felt a lump in my throte. He turned around. His face was
shocked. "Why? Why Ryan?! I loved you!!! didn't you know that?" I said as tears fell on to my pale face.
"I...I..I'm so sorry," he said getting up coming towards me.
"No..don't come near me!" I said backing up.
"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to kiss her," he said touching my face.
"No! don't you touch me!" I said and slaped his hand away.

I ran out of the room. Down the stairs and past Billie Joe and out the
door. Tears pouring out of my eyes. I couldn't see anything so I sat on the
curb and hid my face into my knees with my arms over me. I felt a cold hand
on my shoulder. I didn't brother to look up.


-Billie Joe's Pov-

I saw Sheena run down the stairs with tears running down her pale face and
out the door. I followed her out.There I saw her sitting on the curb crying. I
walked up to her and put my hand on her shoulder she still didn't move. So I
sat next to her and hugged her. "Sheena? What happened?" I said looking down at her as she hid her face in my coat.
"I..I...I..saw Rya..n with..some other girl...ki..ss..ing.." she said crying more. She looked up her eyeliner all over her pale cold face was wet from her tears. I didn't know what to do. "I'm so sorry Billie Joe... now I understand how you felt when I turned you down," she said looking down. She then gave me a hug and she hid her head by my neck.

"You smell good," she said laughing a little.
"Thanks," I said smiling. "Wait stay here I'll be back..." I said getting up and walking back into the house to look for Ryan.

"Hey bastard!" I said walking up to Ryan. "You're out of the band!" I said and punched him in the stomach. "That's what you get from hurting Sheena!" I said as I left.


*-Outside-*
Sheena's Pov

I saw Billie Joe walk out. "Hey what did you go back inside?" I said getting up.
"Oh I just forgot something that's it," he said.
"Oh," I said looking around. He grabbed my hand and looked into my eyes. He then began to walk with me by his side. We ended up on this huge hill over looking the water. The sun went down and it looked great. I felt him pull me close to him. I felt my stomach do a back flip. I never felt that with anyone.

I looked up into his eyes. That's when I knew he is going to be my true
love. I felt rain drops fall but we didn't move. With each drop that fell we
got closer and closer together. Then the rain picked up and it started to
Thunder. Our lips crashed together. I felt like the world stopped. I felt loved.

We pulled away. His brown hair sticking onto his face. He took his hand and
put it on my cheek and pulled me in for another kiss. I put my arms around
his neck and the kiss got deeper.
I felt his tongue explore my mouth.

We then pulled away. I looked at him. I got lost in his eyes.

"Sheena, would you go out with me..?" he said looking down.
"Billie Joe, look I like you but I have to get over Ryan," I said looking at
him.
"Ok, I understand..." he said letting go of me and looking down at his shoes.
"I'm sorry," I said looking down also.
"It's fine..I'll just have to wait longer.."
"Wait! how long have you liked me?" I said looking up.
"Urmm... since I first saw you. Remember that kiss I gave you on the fishing trip? Well I meant to do that," he said grinning.
"Oh my god! I thought you just bumped into me!" I said hitting him playfully on the arm. We both laughed the night away with old memories.