My life Story, chapter 1
(This is not a Green Day story, I just feel like writing about my life.)
*Whole story in my Point of View*
September 24th, 1992, Sarah Alexandria Peterson-Golemon was born with her dad, Thomas Peterson-Golemon's, big, brown eyes and silky, brunettte hair with her mother, Angelina Spence's, nose.
After being around for about 4 months, older brother, Joshua, who was 2 then, asked Angelina, "Can we take her back to the hospital now?" Which gave Angie the sign that the two siblings would not get along in the near future.
And boy, was she right.
Two years later, Thomas and Angelina divorced.
5 years later, constantly fighting, Josh got a meat-tenderizer and beat me with it. So I threw a model car at him, so our Mom had to take us both to the hospital for stitches.
That same year, I wanted to take our dog, Fineus, for a walk, but he kept running away from me. Attmepting to put his leash on, I ran into the wall heater, and yet, another trip to the hospital.
February, 2001, I visited family in Flordia, and while at Disney World, I met my current best friend Brittney Leder there. About a year later we ended up back in New Mexico in the same elementary 4th and 5th grade combo class. While in 4th and 5th grade, me and Brittney had a major crush on our best friend Cameron. He was cute back then, but I couldn't imagine dating him now. 4th grade was when I'd finally decided I was a bisexual.
Six grade scared the living piss outta me. All my friends were returning to their second year at Madison Middle school while I was starting my first. Not much happened then, but 7th grade was when all the drama started.
During the 7th grade school year I developed a crush on a friend, Kaitlynn. A few months into school, I decided to come out, and that encouraged my best friend, Chris, to come out too. I was more comfortable knowing that someone else was bi too. When I found out Kaitlynn was bi, I asked her out. Sadly, she said no, which killed me because I was head over heels in love with her. That's when I began cutting myself, blaming it on the new puppy and the cat. All through the school year I found myself falling more in love with Kaitlynn and asking her out at least three more times. The fourth time, she said yes.
I had made up someone that nobody knew of, saying he was my best friend. The only one who understood me, the beggining of the year. And around March of 2006, near the end of the school term Kaitlynn and I dated.
After I started dating Kaitlynn, I had a feeling that I just couldn't trust her, so I made up someone. Someone I knew she'd fall in love with, but a guy. Someone to test her to see if she would cheat on me. Curse those past relationships. So I used my "best friend who understands me".
I was right, she fell inlove with him, and fell hard. I think what threw her off the most about me being him was the 3 way conversation. I had downloaded two different msn IM's and I signed on his, and on the other I signed on mine. All "three" of us talked. Yeah, difficult.
About 3 weeks into the relationship of mine and Kait's, her friends started telling her to break up with her. Which I'm still confused about today. And then the 4th week in, she cheated on me with the guy I made up. I knew I couldn't trust her, and I trusted that feeling. Call me a fucking genius or a fucking maniac, but I pulled off that different guy thing for a year.
After breaking up in the end of March, Kaitlynn and I started fighting, a lot. And it killed me, because I still loved her in all. Over the summer we developed into being friends again. And then in August of 8th grade year, we hung out a bit. But only 2 weeks into school, Kaitlynn got pissed off at me so I got pissed at her. And I told her all about the guy I made up and that I actually made him up, and my friend Brittney helped me. I'm not sure if I made her cry or anything, but it didn't matter. I was tired of her bullshitting crap, and I decided to end my worst project. She's still pissed off at me today, October 26, 2006, and I think she always will be.
Deep down inside, I think she's gorgeous, and I'll always love her.
She is the only girl I will ever truely love.
But that's not the end.
A few of my "friends" didn't like some freshman friends that I had.
James hates Chris and Brittney. No idea why.
And so when he got pissed off at me for sticking up for them, he made the whole group pissed off. Netti, who I thought was my best friend this year, turned around and put a fucking sharp ass knife in my back. Haha, not literally.
She makes fun of me for issues I had a year ago.
She and her friends would say:
Where's a rope and a razor when you need one?
Which is infering my "suicidal and cutting-ness".
And in my opinion that is fucking up in all ways that something could be fucked sideways. They'd start chanting, too.
"R.O.P.E and R.A.Z.O.R."
Spelling it out.
Now I'm only left with a few friends when the whole school was basically my pal.
And they won't fucking leave me alone.
Yes, I had problems. Get the fuck over it!
Don't you agree?
*Whole story in my Point of View*
September 24th, 1992, Sarah Alexandria Peterson-Golemon was born with her dad, Thomas Peterson-Golemon's, big, brown eyes and silky, brunettte hair with her mother, Angelina Spence's, nose.
After being around for about 4 months, older brother, Joshua, who was 2 then, asked Angelina, "Can we take her back to the hospital now?" Which gave Angie the sign that the two siblings would not get along in the near future.
And boy, was she right.
Two years later, Thomas and Angelina divorced.
5 years later, constantly fighting, Josh got a meat-tenderizer and beat me with it. So I threw a model car at him, so our Mom had to take us both to the hospital for stitches.
That same year, I wanted to take our dog, Fineus, for a walk, but he kept running away from me. Attmepting to put his leash on, I ran into the wall heater, and yet, another trip to the hospital.
February, 2001, I visited family in Flordia, and while at Disney World, I met my current best friend Brittney Leder there. About a year later we ended up back in New Mexico in the same elementary 4th and 5th grade combo class. While in 4th and 5th grade, me and Brittney had a major crush on our best friend Cameron. He was cute back then, but I couldn't imagine dating him now. 4th grade was when I'd finally decided I was a bisexual.
Six grade scared the living piss outta me. All my friends were returning to their second year at Madison Middle school while I was starting my first. Not much happened then, but 7th grade was when all the drama started.
During the 7th grade school year I developed a crush on a friend, Kaitlynn. A few months into school, I decided to come out, and that encouraged my best friend, Chris, to come out too. I was more comfortable knowing that someone else was bi too. When I found out Kaitlynn was bi, I asked her out. Sadly, she said no, which killed me because I was head over heels in love with her. That's when I began cutting myself, blaming it on the new puppy and the cat. All through the school year I found myself falling more in love with Kaitlynn and asking her out at least three more times. The fourth time, she said yes.
I had made up someone that nobody knew of, saying he was my best friend. The only one who understood me, the beggining of the year. And around March of 2006, near the end of the school term Kaitlynn and I dated.
After I started dating Kaitlynn, I had a feeling that I just couldn't trust her, so I made up someone. Someone I knew she'd fall in love with, but a guy. Someone to test her to see if she would cheat on me. Curse those past relationships. So I used my "best friend who understands me".
I was right, she fell inlove with him, and fell hard. I think what threw her off the most about me being him was the 3 way conversation. I had downloaded two different msn IM's and I signed on his, and on the other I signed on mine. All "three" of us talked. Yeah, difficult.
About 3 weeks into the relationship of mine and Kait's, her friends started telling her to break up with her. Which I'm still confused about today. And then the 4th week in, she cheated on me with the guy I made up. I knew I couldn't trust her, and I trusted that feeling. Call me a fucking genius or a fucking maniac, but I pulled off that different guy thing for a year.
After breaking up in the end of March, Kaitlynn and I started fighting, a lot. And it killed me, because I still loved her in all. Over the summer we developed into being friends again. And then in August of 8th grade year, we hung out a bit. But only 2 weeks into school, Kaitlynn got pissed off at me so I got pissed at her. And I told her all about the guy I made up and that I actually made him up, and my friend Brittney helped me. I'm not sure if I made her cry or anything, but it didn't matter. I was tired of her bullshitting crap, and I decided to end my worst project. She's still pissed off at me today, October 26, 2006, and I think she always will be.
Deep down inside, I think she's gorgeous, and I'll always love her.
She is the only girl I will ever truely love.
But that's not the end.
A few of my "friends" didn't like some freshman friends that I had.
James hates Chris and Brittney. No idea why.
And so when he got pissed off at me for sticking up for them, he made the whole group pissed off. Netti, who I thought was my best friend this year, turned around and put a fucking sharp ass knife in my back. Haha, not literally.
She makes fun of me for issues I had a year ago.
She and her friends would say:
Where's a rope and a razor when you need one?
Which is infering my "suicidal and cutting-ness".
And in my opinion that is fucking up in all ways that something could be fucked sideways. They'd start chanting, too.
"R.O.P.E and R.A.Z.O.R."
Spelling it out.
Now I'm only left with a few friends when the whole school was basically my pal.
And they won't fucking leave me alone.
Yes, I had problems. Get the fuck over it!
Don't you agree?
