The hardest part of this is leaving you, chapter 2
[Gerard's POV]]
I exited the hospital a few minutes after. I drove back home, still crying. I perked in the driveway and just sat in my seat crying. I wiped my tears away and went inside. Mikey was sitting on the sofa and when he saw me, he walked up to me and said
"I heard about Kim. I'm sorry."
"You have no idea how much I miss her. I love her." This made me cry even harder.
I ran up to my room and looked at a photo of me and Kim. We were sitting in the park, happy, holding hands and kissing. I put the photo back onto the desk and eventually dozed off after a few minutes.
I dreamt that I was in a park, full of black, white, and red roses. There was Kim at the end of it. She was wearing a black dress with red satin. I ran up to her and kissed her. Even tough it was a dream it felt as though it was real. I could feel her silky soft lips touch mine. It seemed as tough it was real.
"Kim come back please," I said hugging her.
"Gerard you know I can't."
"Then I guess I'll come to you. " I said holding her hands.
"No. You can't do that. You have your whole life ahead of you. Don't worry. I'm happy here. I want you to be happy too so go find a nice girl and stay with her, "she said
"Never. No one is replacing you."
Just then I felt my self being pulled away from her. I tried to stay but Mikey woke me up. Someone from the hospital had to talk to me.
It all happened so fast. Today is her funeral. The bell rang and they started bringing the coffin in. The church was decorated with roses but suddenly every rose burst into flames. People ran out with fear. I was left alone. The coffin rose up and opened by its self. Kim walked out and when she reached me she turned into ashes in my own hands. The church started falling into pieces and as I looked up a huge stone fell and...
BAM!
I woke up in my bed, sweaty and scared. I looked beside me and Kim was there lying beside me. I just had to check if she was alive. I touched her and she was as cold as ice. I screamed and started crying again.
"Gerard what the bloody hell is going on? Its like 4 in the fucking morning!" she said sleepily.
"KIM YOURE ALIVE!!!!! I LOVE YOU!! Kim please don't die! I don't know what I'd do without you!" I said. I literally jumped on her and hugged her.
"GERARD! KIM WHAT THE FRICKEN FUCK ARE YOU TWO DOING?" Mikey yelled looking at us weirdly.
"I had a dream! Kim died in it. I'm just very happy to see her alive!!!"
"Dude you're really fucked up you know that don't you?" Mikey asked. He then left.
I kissed Kim and went back to sleeping.
I exited the hospital a few minutes after. I drove back home, still crying. I perked in the driveway and just sat in my seat crying. I wiped my tears away and went inside. Mikey was sitting on the sofa and when he saw me, he walked up to me and said
"I heard about Kim. I'm sorry."
"You have no idea how much I miss her. I love her." This made me cry even harder.
I ran up to my room and looked at a photo of me and Kim. We were sitting in the park, happy, holding hands and kissing. I put the photo back onto the desk and eventually dozed off after a few minutes.
I dreamt that I was in a park, full of black, white, and red roses. There was Kim at the end of it. She was wearing a black dress with red satin. I ran up to her and kissed her. Even tough it was a dream it felt as though it was real. I could feel her silky soft lips touch mine. It seemed as tough it was real.
"Kim come back please," I said hugging her.
"Gerard you know I can't."
"Then I guess I'll come to you. " I said holding her hands.
"No. You can't do that. You have your whole life ahead of you. Don't worry. I'm happy here. I want you to be happy too so go find a nice girl and stay with her, "she said
"Never. No one is replacing you."
Just then I felt my self being pulled away from her. I tried to stay but Mikey woke me up. Someone from the hospital had to talk to me.
It all happened so fast. Today is her funeral. The bell rang and they started bringing the coffin in. The church was decorated with roses but suddenly every rose burst into flames. People ran out with fear. I was left alone. The coffin rose up and opened by its self. Kim walked out and when she reached me she turned into ashes in my own hands. The church started falling into pieces and as I looked up a huge stone fell and...
BAM!
I woke up in my bed, sweaty and scared. I looked beside me and Kim was there lying beside me. I just had to check if she was alive. I touched her and she was as cold as ice. I screamed and started crying again.
"Gerard what the bloody hell is going on? Its like 4 in the fucking morning!" she said sleepily.
"KIM YOURE ALIVE!!!!! I LOVE YOU!! Kim please don't die! I don't know what I'd do without you!" I said. I literally jumped on her and hugged her.
"GERARD! KIM WHAT THE FRICKEN FUCK ARE YOU TWO DOING?" Mikey yelled looking at us weirdly.
"I had a dream! Kim died in it. I'm just very happy to see her alive!!!"
"Dude you're really fucked up you know that don't you?" Mikey asked. He then left.
I kissed Kim and went back to sleeping.
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