When masterbation's lost it's fun, chapter 1

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Okay, so, lets see, I'm Billie Joe Armstrong, lead singer of Green Day. I'm a father to two boys, and at one time, a faithful husband to my wife Adrienne. The at one time being about the faithful, not the husand. I'm still married to her, and live with her, but, I'm sleeping with somebody else. Yes, I feel guilty sometimes, but Shyla, she makes me happy, and she knows exactly what to do to me.

I took a shower and found some decient clothes, and headed to her house. She gave me a key a while back, so I unlocked the door and walked in. She ran to me and threw her arms around me.

"Billie! I've missed you so much! How are you baby?" She said, kissing me on the mouth.

"I'm good Shy."

"Call me by my middle name baby. I hate my first name."

"Okay then, Michelle."

"Just Shelly."

"Right, I forgot, sorry baby. So, how was New York?"

"Lonely, with out you. Did you get the message I sent you?"

"Of course, and I loved it."

"Did it work?"

"It got me hard if that's what you mean by work," I said, my arms securly around her waist. I wanted her. She was a bit shorter than me, with an hour glass figure, and long black wavy hair, and eyes as green as emeralds. She is so beautiful.

"Oh, good! Wait, Adie didn't see it did she?"

"I'm still in one piece aren't I?"

"Billie, I wish you would just tell that poor woman, so we could be together. I love you, like you have no clue, and I can't even be with you. You know sometimes, I think you just have me for when you get tired of Adie, and you don't want to have to use your hand. Like when masturbations lost its fun, lets go to Shelly, she'll get rid of this pesky hard on for me. You know Billie, I fell for you, and you've given me pleaser, and security in life, but I can't help but think that I mean nothing to you."

"Shelly, baby, you know that I love you, but Adie is my wife, and I can't leave her. I can't be without her. What would my kids think if I left thier mother for another woman? I told you a long time ago Shelly baby, I'm not going to give up my family. I love you, but I love them too, and that is it. I love them, my kids, my wife, my family, but I love you too Shelly, so please don't say you mean nothing to me."

"But Billie, please, I need to have you here with me. If you loved me, you would be, you wouldn't hurt me the way you do. You know, when I'm with you, the entire world feels right, but when I'm alone, and all I can think about is you, and I miss you, but I know you are with your wife and kids, living a life of happiness, I feel like nothing Billie. I feel like nothing but a secret, something that you don't want any body to know about. Everybody asks why I'm still single, and why I turn everybody down, and I lie, and tell them that it's because I'm not ready for a realationship, because I can't tell them I'm going out with somebody, because that somebody is married! I'm tired of it Billie Joe! All I want is your love! I want you to love me, to be with me, to make love to me! I just want to be yours, not your mistress!"

"Well, I don't know what to say to you Shelly, because I do love you, and you do have my love, but we can't tell the world! I'm married and you knew that when you met me, and you agreed to be nothing more than my mistress, to stay a secret. I told you the first time we had sex that I had a family, and I wouldn't leave them."

"But this family is a secret! What about Lana? She's your family by blood," Shelly said, and she started to cry. Lana was our daughter. She was only six monthes old, but she was beautiful, with big green eyes, and a little bit of black hair. She had my eyes, a mild green, Shelly's eyes were also green, but a very bright green, as mine were not as bright.

"I love you both as much as I love My family, and you know that Shelly. Lana is my baby girl, and I will give her a life she deserves, but I'm not leaving behind a family that means the world to me. Lana, she doesn't know that I'm not devoted to you. I know that I am obligated to my child, and that I owe her suport and love, and I give her that, but what am I supposed to do Shelly?"

"You are supposed to be a father to your baby! Not just a man that knocked up her mother! I love you Billie, and when I was pregnant with Lana, I let everybody look down on me for being pregnant with a baby of whom the father was unknown! Now look, you have a six month old daughter, and a lover, and a wife and two sons! You are an A-class mother fucker, and if you can't pick me over her, or vise versa, you are dirt! You can't have us both Billie Joe! I love you, and I want to be with you, and I deserve that right, so If you don't tell Adrienne, I will!"

"Shelly, please."

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