You Never Know What Might Happen, chapter 3
"Aww... why cant you tell me?" Asks Tre in a whining voice.
"Because... Its private Tre. Now get dressed and come downstairs for pancakes,"
I said jokingly.
I knew Tre was naked under his sheets because I could see his winker popping out
I came down stairs and took a seat right next to Jimmy, expecting him to be happy... But instead he was annoyed, or that's what he seemed to be. Was it because he could hear us having sex last night? Was he trying to protect me because I didnt know what was right and what was wrong? Maybe he likes me.. I dont know, there's to many thoughts going on in my head.
"Anyone want pancakes?" Billie Joe said flipping the last batch of pancakes.
Tre walked down the stairs while yelling, "I do! I do!"
We all ate our pancakes and Jimmy, Mike and Tre went out grocery shopping because we decided to stay at their house a little longer. My parents were kind of shocked when they found out, but Jimmy's parents didnt really care all that much.
I lay on the couch watching the tube while Billie Joe walks through the door after going out for a few minutes.
He came in with a brown bag. He hands it to me and I look inside. Its a pregnacy test. I couldnt believe it. Billie Joe went out and got me a pregnancy test.
"Thank you..." I say while stuttering.
"I thought you would want it to see if you were actually pregnant or not so then we can see what we're going to do," Billie Joe says calmly.
"What do you mean, what we're going to do?" I ask sharply.
"Well... If you're going to stay here, and if I'm going to help raise the baby," Billie says embarrased.
"Right. Well if I am pregnant... I think I would stay here. I would want the baby to have a father... If you know what I mean," I say shyly.
"Yes of course I know what you mean. And I'm willing to be the father," Billie Joe says.
"Should I go and take the test now?" I ask nervously.
"Yes. Do you want me to be there too?" He asked embarrased.
"Sure. I'm so nervous. But I think I'll be disappointed if I don't have the baby" I said.
"Why's that?" He asked shocked.
"Because... I would like it if I had a baby and you would help me raise it, and I wouldn't be by my self," I said worriedly.
So I go into the washroom and I take the pregnancy test... I wait a while and Oh my god... I'm going to have a baby. I didn't think I was going to have one. I'm so shocked. I don't know what to fucking do.
I show Billie Joe the result. He seems quite happy. I guess he wants the baby.
"Jenn," He says, "I dont think you want the baby, do you?"
"Yes, I do. I was just shocked. I didn't think I was going to have a baby," I say while a tear is running down my face.
"What will Jimmy say? He'll think you got me pregnant on purpose. He will try to defend me and protect me," I say worriedly, "What would my dad think if he was here? God. I've made such a fool out of my self."
"No. Don't say that. It was my fault. I started kissing you," he said trying to defend me also.
"But I could have stopped it. But I didn't. I wanted to fuck you so bad. I never thought about you wearing a condom. But I'm glad we're having this baby. Especially with the person I love the most." I say.
"Don't worry. It will work. I love you too. Just dont worry 'bout tellin' the others yet," Billie Joe says encouragingly.
I wonder what will happen after this... I wonder if I should get an abortion or should I keep the baby?
"Because... Its private Tre. Now get dressed and come downstairs for pancakes,"
I said jokingly.
I knew Tre was naked under his sheets because I could see his winker popping out
I came down stairs and took a seat right next to Jimmy, expecting him to be happy... But instead he was annoyed, or that's what he seemed to be. Was it because he could hear us having sex last night? Was he trying to protect me because I didnt know what was right and what was wrong? Maybe he likes me.. I dont know, there's to many thoughts going on in my head.
"Anyone want pancakes?" Billie Joe said flipping the last batch of pancakes.
Tre walked down the stairs while yelling, "I do! I do!"
We all ate our pancakes and Jimmy, Mike and Tre went out grocery shopping because we decided to stay at their house a little longer. My parents were kind of shocked when they found out, but Jimmy's parents didnt really care all that much.
I lay on the couch watching the tube while Billie Joe walks through the door after going out for a few minutes.
He came in with a brown bag. He hands it to me and I look inside. Its a pregnacy test. I couldnt believe it. Billie Joe went out and got me a pregnancy test.
"Thank you..." I say while stuttering.
"I thought you would want it to see if you were actually pregnant or not so then we can see what we're going to do," Billie Joe says calmly.
"What do you mean, what we're going to do?" I ask sharply.
"Well... If you're going to stay here, and if I'm going to help raise the baby," Billie says embarrased.
"Right. Well if I am pregnant... I think I would stay here. I would want the baby to have a father... If you know what I mean," I say shyly.
"Yes of course I know what you mean. And I'm willing to be the father," Billie Joe says.
"Should I go and take the test now?" I ask nervously.
"Yes. Do you want me to be there too?" He asked embarrased.
"Sure. I'm so nervous. But I think I'll be disappointed if I don't have the baby" I said.
"Why's that?" He asked shocked.
"Because... I would like it if I had a baby and you would help me raise it, and I wouldn't be by my self," I said worriedly.
So I go into the washroom and I take the pregnancy test... I wait a while and Oh my god... I'm going to have a baby. I didn't think I was going to have one. I'm so shocked. I don't know what to fucking do.
I show Billie Joe the result. He seems quite happy. I guess he wants the baby.
"Jenn," He says, "I dont think you want the baby, do you?"
"Yes, I do. I was just shocked. I didn't think I was going to have a baby," I say while a tear is running down my face.
"What will Jimmy say? He'll think you got me pregnant on purpose. He will try to defend me and protect me," I say worriedly, "What would my dad think if he was here? God. I've made such a fool out of my self."
"No. Don't say that. It was my fault. I started kissing you," he said trying to defend me also.
"But I could have stopped it. But I didn't. I wanted to fuck you so bad. I never thought about you wearing a condom. But I'm glad we're having this baby. Especially with the person I love the most." I say.
"Don't worry. It will work. I love you too. Just dont worry 'bout tellin' the others yet," Billie Joe says encouragingly.
I wonder what will happen after this... I wonder if I should get an abortion or should I keep the baby?
