Gravy.The.Pirate

I am Cait
I am nothing special
I'm just a product of Corporate Australia
I try and fool myself that I'm unique
so do you
I don't like people
I don't want to work in an office
I don't want to be a millionaire
I want to be a cartoonist
I want to live in a place with character
My main concern is me
Elegance is a vulgar word.
Growing gray is frightening.
Teenage girls are nothing but a bundle of lies and contradictions.
Everything that is taught is a forced religion.
Love is non-existant, something people try furiously to find.
The question isn't how long would you stay, the question is how far would you run.
Sadly, their need to fight is greater than their need to live.
The calluses on my fingertips are well worn.
Imperfections make us beautiful.
I'm the kid who knew they'd never make it.
I'm the kid who acts like a snob to try and hide my flaws and insecurities
I'm the kid who hates the world but tries to pretend that I don't
I'm the kid whose feelings get hurt but pretends to laugh along
I'm the kid no one wants to be
I'm the kid with pimples, who doesn't try and cover them up because I know that its normal
I'm the kid everone calls,"Oh her,"
You don't know me because I'm smart
I don't want a big wedding dress or a big wedding day
My heart is pure, make no mistake, pure evil
I stand up for what I believe in but who doesn't these days
I have a hatred for abbreviations
People think I'm naturally smart but I have to try to be good enough
I like knowing that I don't REBEL with out a reason
I like knowing I'm right
I like to pretend I'm happy so no one asks questions
I know I'm a fake, poser, trendwhore,
I DO care what some people think, but not most of the time
I just want some one to say things that can make it all better
I'm not EMO, I'm angry
I'm not broken, I'm a teenager
I'm bitter on the inside
I hate it when I don't get credit for things I do and do get it for things I don't
I hate myself for creating a fantasy world where I feel like I'm the only one suffering,
I'm proud to be twisted
I'm proud to be able to talk shit about myself
I'm proud that I don't really care anymore
Maybe I really am messed up