love is but a dream

~*my greatest fear is that of being alone.... without love...without friends...because ive been abandoned by people my entire life this is what puts the ultimate fear in me*~and yes.. he did it too,,,

*~*my Name Is Shay*~*

randomness:my classmate wants try to cook enough bacon to beat the guineas worlds record for his graduation party .....ZOMG!!! @@
hes going to cook like 500 pounds of bacon.. hahahahhahahhahahaha... wow i love all my programming classes....


im crazy about this person who wouldnt ever be crazy about me... so i cry and whine till i can pretend im fine.. but every night i wsih for the day when that person turns to me to say i love you dont you love me?? on only that day will you see the truest and most jubilant me... but what so you care or anyone else... the sound of my tears is what you fear.. because although he doesnt love me you may.. and you dont want to see me cry.. but thats all a lie.. because you haven't realized that he is you and that i am nothing but a young fool....

the craziest thing about loving somebody is sometimes you never realize it till after its too late and they already love somebody else...and then once you get the courage to tell them they say something else that proves to you that they will only ever see you as a friend... and at other times.. you'll love somebody and they will love you back... until they just leave....


I LOVE MUSIC!!!
the only love that will last longer than the amount of loops of a mobious strip...

*when friends are hiding behind lies... i get very depressed on the inside but i wont let it show on the out... so don't lie... don't make me hide...

* you wish you knew me...

* promise ill put more up later... if you want to know something ask me and ill put it on here....

and oh yeah did i mention
♥♥Tragedy Rose♥♥ {kristen dawn!!!}



♥and green day is forever♥