Sorry!

Icon by Sharn (L)

these kids talk shit because
they think that they know me
girl if I had a dick
you would be the first to blow me

you will become friend with somebody you have secretly wanted to be friends with for a long time, and they will see just how fragile and vulnerable you are. you will be shocked when they first start to talk to you, you will be proud when you get to walk around with them, you will feel so good to have somebody to talk about stuff with and your life will be accomplished when they invite you to a first party. but what happens if that person secretly hates, as in jealousy, how pure you are, and just wants to turn you into somebody you are not? somebody you own self would never want to be. what if that person is just having fun manipulating you? you will never know, never know until it becomes obvious, and if you are just so happy about your new friendship, you won't notice for a while. and the longer it will take you to notice what really is going on, the more it will hurts. in your back, that person and their friends will be making fun of you, they all know what really is going on, and they all love it. drama. you are a toy to them, and for you, all they are is that best friend you never had, that perfect friend you always wanted to have. that friendship will make you lose a lot because you will most likely turn your back on everything you already have to please them. values, family, friends, projects, everything. manipulation is part of their nature, and unconsciousness is part of yours. when you really find out what they have been doing to you, you will most likely feel like you're just a nobody. you won't hate them, you will hate yourself. hate yourself for being such a loser, or at least, you'll think you're the worst loser.

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