I think I might be going mad...

and I've realised something: I am probably the least likeable person alive.

I noticed this when I looked at the GSB awards thing. The list of...things, yeah?

I don't make blogs unless I really need to, my idea of debating is "piss off" "no, you piss off". I'm not a moderator or a newbie. I'm too confused for profiles or topics, the only things I've ever been addicted to are...OK, never mind. I'm about as entertaining as a wet sock, I'm not helpful and don't know how to be. People wouldn't say I was individual, because they don't know how I think.

Which leads me to the reason why I think I'm going insane and why I'm so unpopular, both in real life and online; no one else seems to understand my way of thinking. I honestly don't know why.

I seriously think that I have some sort of personality disorder. Or something.
Actually, maybe I'm just a horrible person.

When I read interviews, or listen to music or watch TV, I look for anything I have in common with the person/people...well, you know what I mean.

And I must say, I haven't found very many. When I find...say, a musician who reminds me even a tiny bit of me, then they become...sort of an idol to me, or a strange obsession. I can never explain it, but...yeah.

I was watching something on TV a few days ago - a reality TV show called Castaway. And one of the people on it, I think that all the others thought that he was just there to cause trouble and upset people. And I thought, "that's a bit like what I try to do on GSB, sometimes". And it is.

I don't know what the point of this blog is, it's just...
I don't know.

I don't like me very much.
Posted on April 15th, 2007 at 06:01pm


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