i feel lonely
every friday when i arrive home i feel really sad, i know that's weird... i don't know whats the matter with me, when i´m at school i´m happy cos i´m with people, i speak and joke, but then at home when i´m alone i feel thah i have nobody who really understands me and i know that in the new school those people are just classmates,
i have never find a person like me, someone to share my secrets... the closest person to me is my sister but the most of the times i have nothing to tell her and i dont talk with her in all the day, but i know she is the best friend i have found in my life...
i have so much things that i don't tell to anyone,,, In addition i don't feel like going out i prefer to be alone at home despite i know that it makes me sad... i´m so confused.. sometimes i feel really really happy but in 2 seconds i feel so depressed... now i wait monday to speak with someone...
I feel my life is empty... have u ever felt the same? (i´m sorry if this blog is depressing, i just needed to say it, this is how i am, i would like to change but is difficult
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i have never find a person like me, someone to share my secrets... the closest person to me is my sister but the most of the times i have nothing to tell her and i dont talk with her in all the day, but i know she is the best friend i have found in my life...
i have so much things that i don't tell to anyone,,, In addition i don't feel like going out i prefer to be alone at home despite i know that it makes me sad... i´m so confused.. sometimes i feel really really happy but in 2 seconds i feel so depressed... now i wait monday to speak with someone...
I feel my life is empty... have u ever felt the same? (i´m sorry if this blog is depressing, i just needed to say it, this is how i am, i would like to change but is difficult

yes, i've felt the same. You've just got to hang around other people and take them as they are. What you see on the surface may leave the personality veiled. I know a few people that are similar to me to some degree, but i suppose there can never be an exact copy of you. Not even personality wise. But just find someone to hang out with so you wouldnt be left alone. I hate being alone cause it can get pretty depressing for me pretty quickly, believe me, company is the best solution.
PaNcAkEs, May 12th, 2007 at 10:26:14am
& no, I've never found anyone like me ever.
So yeah, I know how it is.
Vicious.., May 11th, 2007 at 11:30:08am
It's OK.
I haven't got any friends at all.
I don't need them.
I just kinda sleep all day at school.
Vicious.., May 11th, 2007 at 11:29:22am
its okay.....i feel exactly the same way...
feel free to pm me anytime and ill be willing to listen to anything you have to say
NiMrOd_1995, May 11th, 2007 at 11:27:28am