I don't know if I have depression...
I don't know whats the matter with me, i'm sad the most of the time... I have been for more than a month without going out with friends, i don't want to stay with people, but at the same time i don't like to be so antisocial... I feel so empty, for instance, 2day i have made an exam, i have made it really good, i should be happy ( months ago i was happy when i had a good mark) but im not happy, i´m sad...
At school i have good time cos i´m joking and stuff, but that isn´t real happyness, when i arrive home i feel the same depressed...
Ì have changed my old school and now i have new mates, they are all kind but they arent close friends, my close friends are in other schools but there is a long time that i haven´t seen them cos i don´t feel like going out and i feel like i have lost them, i feel alone...
When my new mates tell me about their weekends with friends i feel sad cos i haven´t gone out but i haven´t go out because i didn`t want and i invented a reason to reject the invitation of my friend when she called me...
I dont know whats the matter, i don't want to be sad but i don't know what to do ... maybe i´m depressed...
I´m sorry if it is boring, but i only needed to tell this and sorry too if my writing is wrong...
At school i have good time cos i´m joking and stuff, but that isn´t real happyness, when i arrive home i feel the same depressed...
Ì have changed my old school and now i have new mates, they are all kind but they arent close friends, my close friends are in other schools but there is a long time that i haven´t seen them cos i don´t feel like going out and i feel like i have lost them, i feel alone...
When my new mates tell me about their weekends with friends i feel sad cos i haven´t gone out but i haven´t go out because i didn`t want and i invented a reason to reject the invitation of my friend when she called me...
I dont know whats the matter, i don't want to be sad but i don't know what to do ... maybe i´m depressed...
I´m sorry if it is boring, but i only needed to tell this and sorry too if my writing is wrong...
if you keep feeling like this you reakky should talk to someone. I totally agree with Kurtni.
If you feel like talking to someone you can always PM me :hug:
Love, May 23rd, 2007 at 12:40:00pm
mm i don´t know, i don´t want to talk with my parents we never talk, the only one is my sister but now she isnt at home,,,, maybe are just some bad weeks... but thank u anyways,
elena1990billiejoe, May 23rd, 2007 at 11:06:47am
Talk to your doctor or your parents about this; if you're feeling that way, then there is a problem. And as much as we wish we could, GSBians can't really help you with that aside from being suportive.
Kurtni, May 23rd, 2007 at 10:43:54am