When You Get Down To It

Sometimes, I become extremely worried about an upcoming test, my friends, et cetera. It seems as if everything will go wrong should I not do as well as I'd hope to, that my world would shatter around me.

This, of course, is never the case.

I spend hours and hours stressing out about something (and not doing anything about it, I may add), when in the grand scale of things, it doesn't matter.

For example, we are one planet, in one solar system, in one galaxy, in one universe. There are many other groups, of course, but one human being is so infinitely small and insignificant in the eyes of the EVERYTHING else that's out there and, if you think about your upcoming test, nothing is going to change. We worry so much about temporary self-gratification that we forget about the things that do matter: the way we are treating this planet and the people that are stuck on here with us.

It seems as if quick relief or fleeting happiness is all we are concerned about, the only thing that occupies our thoughts. It's almost scary how self-absorbed we are, myself included. Maybe that's because of the survival instinct, but still, we have will power and a relatively wide range of emotions, and the only thing we do with them is ruin the Earth for every other living thing.

Often I will tell myself that I should live a new life now; a fresh start and a clearer mind. I never act on it, though. I think good thoughts and don't do anything about them. This gets me thinking about criminals and murderers, too. I bet they have "right" thoughts, thoughts that they are acting immorally, should seek a better lifestyle.

Then it frightens me that I have the same way of thinking.
Where, then, am I headed?
Posted on May 30th, 2007 at 01:59pm

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