I'm just as bad as her

She hurts me and I take it. I know that I care for her. I know that she knows that I do. Yet nothing can ever happen between us. We just barely met yet she has already stolen any of the feelings that I have been saving for someone else. There was no one in particular, but I just never expected it to be her. She hurts me even when she doesn't know that she does. Little things hurt me. I can't help feeling this way. I don't like myself when I start to get upset because of her. I don't know why I have to feel this way. I don't like it.

And now, I feel like I've done the same thing to someone else. Lets call this someone else, Jack. I do love Jack, and I do care about Jack. but not the same way that I care about her(^). Jack means everything to me. I'd do anything to make Jack happy but I just can't do what I think Jack would want. I've hurt him, he knows it. I know it. We both can feel it. I can never care about someone the same way that I care about Her. I'm sorry Jack, if you're reading this now, but I think I love her.

What do I do now? I'm just as bad as her.
Posted on June 4th, 2007 at 06:49pm


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