Idenity Issues

GSBians, you are the only people I trust. Please, read this. I really need your advice...


Seven years of self-injury and suicide talks. Hundreds of scars, both on the body and in the mind. A tornado of hell surrounding me and a bullshit life.

The storm has passed, and I find myself alone.

All the friends I thought I had, all the support, gone. Since I got clean and sober, they want nothing to do with me. If I'm not drunk, I'm not fun. I literally feel like I stand alone on this Earth. I'm looking out over my life, the world, and I don't understand it anymore.

I don't know what to do, how to do it. I don't know where to go, or how to get there. I don't know who I am, or who I want to be. I don't know anything anymore...Except my past.

I remember being this strong, passionate writer - A girl who wasn't afraid to speak her mind or act out in public. I remember laughing, hugging, singing, and smiling...Those memories just seem so far away now.

I know who I used to be, but who am I now?

The tornado has passed. Can I stand my ground? If I can, can I find myself again? And if I can't, will I just find my past instead...?
Posted on June 19th, 2007 at 05:04am


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