Someone help me D:

This is all a long story really, but I'm gonna try to sum it up.
My dad's girlfriend is in North Carolina. They love eachother. I love her. I love him. I want us to be together. Problem is, my dad has no money, Tiffanie has no job, they're both living with their parents. He's stuck here in Delaware... 600 miles away. If it weren't for me, my dad would be in North Carolina with her by now. I really don't want to leave here... my friends and all. But I just can't stand seeing him like this. He's on the phone with her for hours every night long distance. She misses him like hell. I want him to be happy so bad but I can't stand the thought of switching schools and moving again.
Plus I'm really anti-social and so that makes school all the more harder. I spent the past 3 years talking as little as I possibly could and pretty much failing every class because I couldn't work with anyone or talk to anyone and alot of the stuff we did we had to do in groups. Switching schools would make it all the more harder, and I can't live with that. But at the same time I can't live with knowing that I'm keeping my dad and Tiffanie apart.
Tiffanie's uncle has a nice little house in the mountains... he said that we could live there. I'd love to live there but I just don't think I'd be able to get through switching schools. I'm having a hard enough time in the one I'm in now, the last thing I wanna do is go to a new one where I don't even know anyone. I just don't know what to do.
And on top of that, the love of my life lives 2 hours from where I am now. I only get to see him once a year. If I move, I'll see him MAYBE once every other year. I don't know if I can deal with that.
Tiffanie could move here, but first they'd both have to get jobs and he'd have to get a place to live. Right now we're with my grandmother and she doesn't want Tiffanie here again because it costs her enough money to have me alone living here. I just don't know what to do :(
Posted on August 26th, 2007 at 04:18pm


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