Without you, I wouldn't know how to be.

I don't even know how to start this. I don't even know how to put into words what I'm trying to say. But I want to give it a try because it means so much to me.

There are people who are always around me, people who live very close, and people who live far away. But wait - no - they aren't just people. They are the most amazing people for me. They are my friends and they mean the world to me.

My best friends live a couple of hours away from me. We used to go to school together but then they went to a university pretty far away. We only see each other like 3 times in a year or something but we still talk almost every day on the phone. I miss them a hell lot and I always can't wait when we meet. Next time we will see each other will be Christmas.

Then there are really close friends who I met at university. I never want to lose them. I think it is so much fun when you meet new people and when you realize that they are good for you and that you can trust them. I trust my friends with all my heart and I know they wouldn't hurt me intentionally.

Something that has become a pretty big part in my life are my Internet friends. It sounds so stupid to say it like that because even though they are people who I met online, they still mean as much to me as "normal" friends. Some are people who I see and notice and talk to a little every now and then. Just like people from school or something. And some of them have become a big part of me. They are some of my closest friends and I really wanna meet them some day.

My friends are going through thick and thin with me, and I am going with them. Whenever I have a problem, whenever I'm feeling down, they are there for me. Especially lately they've helped me so much. They always know how to cheer me up, they find the right words to tell me it will be alright, and they have some of the best advice that I can get, because they know me perfectly. And they know that whenever they need someone, I'm always there for them.

But it's not just bad times where you need a friend. But it's the bad times where you can see who truly is your friend. Nevertheless friends aren't just there for comfort. You have fun with them, you go out, chat, laugh, smile, giggle, have a beauty day, and so many more things.

Now the point of this blog is basically to thank all my friends for being my friends, for being there for me, through good and bad. And to tell them how much they mean to me, and that they can always count on me. I know my friends outside the internet won't read this...well maybe I'm gonna send this link to them XD. But I have many close friends on here too. And I wanna give a special shout out to Jen, for always being here, and for probably being my best friend on here. You have no idea how much it means to me to talk to you, and how much you have already helped me. You're truly amazing <3.

And last but not least I want to thank ALL of you for being here for me now that I am going through a rough time. I love you guys. You're great. It means so much to me. Thank you.