Should I or shouldn't I?

On my profile I have a small section where my 2 friends Chad and Sanfred have written something about me; If you have read it you will notice that Chad said that he loves me. Sanfred is just a mate, but Chad really really likes me and I really really like him aswell, the only problem is our age difference; Chad is 19, I'm 15. We've spoken about us being a couple, I'm just afraid that he's gonna wanna have sex or something, I'm not ready for that yet and won't be for a long time. Dad says Chad is a nice boy who will respect me if we do become a couple.
I have to admit Chad is exactly what I like in a boy; long hair, loves music, funny, caring, sweet and he's a drummer.
Last weekend we almost kissed; I was at his house, we were sitting in his room watching South Park and Family Guy, it was cold and I started shivering so he put his arm around me, I turned to look at him, he looked me, he smiled, I smiled, he lent over to kiss me, but I turned away, he kept his arm around me, turned and looked at the floor with a sad look on his face, I turned to him and said "Chad, its not that I didn't want to kiss you, I'm just not ready" he asked why I wasn't ready so I told him about the incident that happened last year, (If you don't know see my blog titled why won't they understand?) I started to cry cause I always do when I talk about it, when I finished telling him his jaw dropped, he gave me a hug and said "I'm sorry Bron, I didn't know" I said it was ok and that he didn't have to apologize. He wiped the tears from my face, kissed me on the cheek and we both smiled. I really really like him, dad really likes him, hes already calling my dad, dad. I'm just not sure if I should date him cause of our age difference.

What do you guys think?????
Posted on May 8th, 2008 at 04:13am

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