deamons

well, if it was true id just laugh at myself for even saying it.... deamons? ha! i dont beleave in heaven or hell! i dont beleave in god, i dont beleve in jesus or the holy spirit.... so deamons are lumped into that catagory... i dont beleave in deamons... they simply dont exist.... right? no they cant.... but this story goes back a little while and since ive already got you through this paragraph you might as well educate yourself on this situation im about to discribe to you....

as ive made perfectly clear... im not very religious.... but religion has been a factor as to my growing up... for a while my family was cathlic.... very cathlic.... and i was expected to be cathlic.... very cathlic.... but anyone who's anyone knows... that catholisism is more of a giant cult... all those freakin rules.... well me an the cathlic church had a bad fallout... and it ended in me not really beleaving in anything... and then there was that freakish drug spiral that lasted about two years.... i tend to argue with myself if my problems didnt come from the acid.... or maybe it was a "curse from god" haha.... but i dont beleve in him... remember? so as my drug problem was just about to kill me... i stumbled across... a beautiful girl... at a concert one night.... and she stunned me... i couldnt help but act like my shy little self and ask her out all nervous like... and we have been perfect mates ever since..... and fate has a weird way of sticking it to me.... she's christian.... very christian.... and i dont beleve in god right? well just yesterday something happened..... i wasnt me.... in fact it was very freakish... i kinda lost it a bit, and i was in a daze.... but i was with her.... and when i finnally started thinking correctly again.... i noticed that she was very freaked out.... and i had a cross hanging around my neck and a bible pressed against my chest.... "what the hell?" i thought i just wasnt thinking too good.... fatige that was it.... but, she had a completly different story.... she said i was growling and laughing at her and biting my fingers... and was in a fit of hysterics.... and i kept hyperventalating.... and laughing as she read bible verses at me.... and i kept complaining about my eyes bleeding... even though they wernt.... I WAS JUST IN A DAZE AND I DIDNT REMEMBER ANY OF THAT!? so at this point i think she's skrewing w me... even though she has that dead serious look on her face.... and she had a phone with her too.... she was talking to someone on the phone about it.... which i thought was completly unneccisary... i was just tired... and i dozed off.... and all of this? no... impossable.... as i regained consiousness and tried to process what she just told me.... i noticed that my chest was burning slightly.... like where the metal from the cross was placed.... and she lifted the cross from my neck.... and it was melting.... literally melting.... so at this point im like "what kind of acid did they slip into my drink?" but as much as i keep trying to deny what happened yesterday.... it still holds true....

i think i might have a deamon inside of me

or thats what she thinks... im more sensible.... i dont beleave in that shit.... but it would explain a lot of things.... worse off.... she says it could be bad.... like real bad, such as me doing things that im not aware of what im doing.... thats skrewed up.... i still blame it on brain damage from the drugs.... but like i said if its a deamon it would explain a lot.. ive been sober for 5 and a half months now.... i just.... am not sure how to go about what happened.... oh and just so the reader is aware.... she says it wasnt the first time.... she says there was a time when i fell asleep and did the same thing a while back.... thats how she's almost positive there's something else inside of me besides me....

does this sound like bullshit to you?
Posted on August 3rd, 2008 at 05:23pm

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