You wanna see how far down I can sink?
I hate when people criticise me. I hate being told what I should and shouldn't do, or how to live my life. I hate being told that I can't sing, or that I'm worthless, or that I suck at everything. I hate being put down. I hate people telling me I think the wrong things, or take the wrong meanings from things, or make the wrong decisions. I hate always being on the bottom and never being able to do anything about it.
When I try to do something about it, I get grounded or suspended or detention or lectured or yelled at or laughed at or made fun of.
I hate that.
I'm not worthless, no matter how many people say I am. I don't' care how many people say I need help, or make fun of me, or tell me I'm worthless, or say I'll never make it in life.
I'm sick of it.
So, I've got a tough decision to make. There might be one or two people who actually care in the whole world, and that's just not enough. I'm sick of it all. My life, the people around me, everyone and everything. I'm sick of it all.
I always get blamed. I'm always wrong. I never get anything except shit, and I'm sick of it.
Nobody cares. What would make anyone think they do? People are just selfish hypocrites, and they don't care.
So what am I trying to decide?
That's where I need your help. I'm just so sick of all of this, and no matter who I talk to nothing ever gets better. Nothing ever will. So, should I just end it now, or keep going and see how this whole pointless thing plays out?
I'm going to die anyways, so why not now?
Nobody would care, anyways. I'm just one stupid little kid. So, should I keep going, or just get the fuck off of this pointless ride?
I'm at a loss for an answer.
When I try to do something about it, I get grounded or suspended or detention or lectured or yelled at or laughed at or made fun of.
I hate that.
I'm not worthless, no matter how many people say I am. I don't' care how many people say I need help, or make fun of me, or tell me I'm worthless, or say I'll never make it in life.
I'm sick of it.
So, I've got a tough decision to make. There might be one or two people who actually care in the whole world, and that's just not enough. I'm sick of it all. My life, the people around me, everyone and everything. I'm sick of it all.
I always get blamed. I'm always wrong. I never get anything except shit, and I'm sick of it.
Nobody cares. What would make anyone think they do? People are just selfish hypocrites, and they don't care.
So what am I trying to decide?
That's where I need your help. I'm just so sick of all of this, and no matter who I talk to nothing ever gets better. Nothing ever will. So, should I just end it now, or keep going and see how this whole pointless thing plays out?
I'm going to die anyways, so why not now?
Nobody would care, anyways. I'm just one stupid little kid. So, should I keep going, or just get the fuck off of this pointless ride?
I'm at a loss for an answer.
If you died you'd be letting the world win.
You really shouldn't give up 5 minutes before the miracle is supposed to happen, if you know what I mean.
Just being alive isn't living, I know, but keep pushing through. Things will get better; They alwaysalwaysalways do.
threeam., October 17th, 2008 at 06:42:07pm
*is going to be a serious b*tch now*
okay
you need to grow up a bit and stop being immature like this. you only have one life and you're thinking about throwing it away cause people make fun of you all the time. well let me tell you, that's life. You can't get what you want all the time, nobody can. Even if you feel like you're 'at the bottom of everything' well think. Maybe because you don't try to be at the top. Branch out to people, don't treat them like sh*t, don't let them treat you like sh*t and stand up for yourself. That doesn't mean putting a tack in somebody's lunch by the way. It means defend yourself and stick up for who you are. Get some self-respect and keep it. Nobody is going to make your life better unless you pull yourself together and stop being so goddamn immature.
Rage, October 17th, 2008 at 11:02:17am
"a permanent solution to a tetmporary problem
before i lay me down to rest i throw away everything to live"
afi
princess consuela, October 17th, 2008 at 03:03:36am
Why waste your life?
Naishikyo-Sekai., October 17th, 2008 at 02:33:38am
Well the rides gonna end sooner or later, and If you jump off:
WELCOME TO HELL.
You'll be back right on that ride again cause someone caught you. And this time there's more to say. And you're still alive, eh? What doesn't kill you makes you stronger. But If you really wanna do this, think it through. There's on thing you're really good at, Skylar, is thinking.
wait...
did that make sense?
Spider Billie, October 16th, 2008 at 06:30:02pm
I've been told a billion times that only you can make yourself happy; and they're right. If you want things to change, then make it happen. It might take a while; it took me a really frickin' long and hard time, but it's so worth it now. Just don't give up. It really will get better.
In My Insanity, October 16th, 2008 at 05:46:26pm
Killing yourself would be proving them they're right.
Joshua Gayward., October 16th, 2008 at 05:02:22pm
You're taking the easy way out. You're just going through a difficult time, and killing yourself now proves absolutely nothing to anyone. You're going to have to suck it up and continue on with your life, because things get better if you make them get better. It's all in your hands.
Hello, My Name Is Asshole, October 16th, 2008 at 04:56:01pm
My god (really my Satan), why do you care so much about other people. I'm not telling you what you should do, just giving advice, but really. Other people are just there, unless you say otherwise. Who cares about them? Flip them the bird and tell them "I'm sorry but I have a real life to attend to, not this synthetic sh*t."
Don't bother dying now because then you won't have a legacy to leave behind.
Addison Dewitt, October 16th, 2008 at 04:50:33pm
i think you really need to think things over.
if you died, so many people would be left behind to wonder what happened to wha used to be. i'm not going to lecture you on your thoughts or anything.
i'm just going to say, think things over before you're absolutly sure you want to die.
toybox trash, October 16th, 2008 at 04:46:04pm