Did that just happen, seriously?
"i love her, she knows it, she gets a boyfriend, i lose it"
I'm going to say something openly, i love her. She knows it, but doesn't like to say anything and i know that. But not too long ago, she done something.. Which made me feel like i'm not good enough for her, she got a boyfriend. She always said "i don't like long distance relationships because i couldn't not see my partner". Here's the thing people, he lives further away than me, by a fair bit actually. They didn't even talk that much, i think she was just trying to get me off her back.
Her tagline on her myspace is "We say we have our bestfriends, yet we stab them in the back". I know it's about me, cause i'm her bestfriend and the fact she done that. After they started going out, her myspace mood setting was "Paranoid" "
". I found out that it was her being paranoid about what i'd think. I just wish she'd realise how much i actually love her, i've been into JUST her, NO-ONE else for the last year and two months. I've said i love her, but when i do.. She just turns her back, or goes all quiet. I said to her, two weeks before she got a boyfriend *copies and pastes frorm chatlogs* "Right, so i need to say. You've heard it all before, i love you. I'll openly say that, i woud just like one chance to show you i can be that guy". All she said was, "Hmmm", two minutes later. "........ has signed out". I think she's afraid? What confused me even more, she came on that night and was talking to me like NOTHING had happened, this happens EVERYtime. Gahhh confusing!
Can you tell me what you think? I'm in a really confused state of mind here.
I'm going to say something openly, i love her. She knows it, but doesn't like to say anything and i know that. But not too long ago, she done something.. Which made me feel like i'm not good enough for her, she got a boyfriend. She always said "i don't like long distance relationships because i couldn't not see my partner". Here's the thing people, he lives further away than me, by a fair bit actually. They didn't even talk that much, i think she was just trying to get me off her back.
Her tagline on her myspace is "We say we have our bestfriends, yet we stab them in the back". I know it's about me, cause i'm her bestfriend and the fact she done that. After they started going out, her myspace mood setting was "Paranoid" "
". I found out that it was her being paranoid about what i'd think. I just wish she'd realise how much i actually love her, i've been into JUST her, NO-ONE else for the last year and two months. I've said i love her, but when i do.. She just turns her back, or goes all quiet. I said to her, two weeks before she got a boyfriend *copies and pastes frorm chatlogs* "Right, so i need to say. You've heard it all before, i love you. I'll openly say that, i woud just like one chance to show you i can be that guy". All she said was, "Hmmm", two minutes later. "........ has signed out". I think she's afraid? What confused me even more, she came on that night and was talking to me like NOTHING had happened, this happens EVERYtime. Gahhh confusing!Can you tell me what you think? I'm in a really confused state of mind here.
Well you's did help me, because i've had some opinions on it. (:
LostInStereo, June 15th, 2009 at 07:46:58am
Aww :( I agree with Skippy.
She seems afraid like she doesn't know what to say back to you when you tell her.
Maybe she's nervous to tell you if she feels the same.
That's how I was once, someone tells me they love me, and I loved them too, but I was too nervous to admit it... But, in the end, I did, and I've been with this person for months.
Well, I'm sorry, I know I'm not very much help, and I don't know if any of this made sense... but I hope it works out.
Ensiferum, June 15th, 2009 at 07:43:42am
sorry to hear that. ):
if you ask me, she does sound afraid. maybe she has the same feelings for you, but she's trying not to accept it, so she's running away from it and trying to hide it. i don't know, but that's all i can really think of right now. good luck.
Skippy., June 15th, 2009 at 07:14:42am