To my commenters...
I did meet the guy. I was not raped, killed, or in any way endangered. My best friend and her boyfriend came with me to initially meet him then we went alone to Cedar Point, an amusement park. We went through haunted houses and had a lot of fun. He was not as awesome as he seemed because he seemed but he was not as terrible as I imagined he could be. I will never, ever date him. He will remain a friend though. If I see him again it will be because he comes to see me. I am very glad we finally met and I do not regret it.
To the huge long comment from The SquirrelMeister--
Please show me where I say I'm in love with any one of these boys I talk about. I have only loved one person ever, that was Storm, and I dated him for two years. The rest are crushes. I have been with many of the crushes and yes a lot of them aren't the best people. I never once said I could change them nor did I say I wanted to. I write about every boy that I like on here, that is true. The blogs however span from nearly three years. I don't jump from one person to the next and fall for them. I don't fall for anyone. I have crushes. I sometimes have relationships. I am not naive about any of this. I will not deny that I like a lot of boys. I have always been this way. But I do not sleep around (if that is what you are implying by the doing something I regret and getting pregnant comment). I write about what I feel on GSB whether or not people comment. I write to get it out of my system, to clear my brain. I love it when people comment. You are not the first person who has "ranted" on me for liking a lot of guys and going quickly between them. I just want you to note I am rarely "with" any of the guys I like, they are mere crushes. And I do not sleep with anyone, ever. I am not stupid. I know you are trying to help or whatever but I do not appreciate being called naive and not ready for a relationship. These are just mere immature thoughts typed out. Immature as in beginning or not well thought out. Its my way of thinking things through. I appreciate the comment but it DID seem like a rant and not the advice you intended. I felt attacked, a bit. I appreciate you reading my blogs, though..
To the huge long comment from The SquirrelMeister--
Please show me where I say I'm in love with any one of these boys I talk about. I have only loved one person ever, that was Storm, and I dated him for two years. The rest are crushes. I have been with many of the crushes and yes a lot of them aren't the best people. I never once said I could change them nor did I say I wanted to. I write about every boy that I like on here, that is true. The blogs however span from nearly three years. I don't jump from one person to the next and fall for them. I don't fall for anyone. I have crushes. I sometimes have relationships. I am not naive about any of this. I will not deny that I like a lot of boys. I have always been this way. But I do not sleep around (if that is what you are implying by the doing something I regret and getting pregnant comment). I write about what I feel on GSB whether or not people comment. I write to get it out of my system, to clear my brain. I love it when people comment. You are not the first person who has "ranted" on me for liking a lot of guys and going quickly between them. I just want you to note I am rarely "with" any of the guys I like, they are mere crushes. And I do not sleep with anyone, ever. I am not stupid. I know you are trying to help or whatever but I do not appreciate being called naive and not ready for a relationship. These are just mere immature thoughts typed out. Immature as in beginning or not well thought out. Its my way of thinking things through. I appreciate the comment but it DID seem like a rant and not the advice you intended. I felt attacked, a bit. I appreciate you reading my blogs, though..
If you read my blog you will notice I said I love him as a friend and I make the point MANY times that I am not IN love.
suburban.zombie, October 19th, 2009 at 10:50:33am
I must point out that my comment was a lot better thought out than the original one I intended to put. I'm sorry if you felt attacked, but you cannot ask for advice and then not take it. Your most recent blog in fact states you think you love him. I did not imply that you DO sleep around, I merely stated that you may end up sleeping with somebody merely on strength of feeling and not oin strength of relationship. It does not take sleeping around. It takes one sad, stupid moment to get pregnant. Just research Boris Becker.
I am very sorry, but naive is the word that springs to mind. If you wish to carry on this way, I assure you I have no bearing on your life; I do not even live in the same country as you. But the way you have phrased things in your blogs would support everything I have said.
It is your life, you live it. I merely put in my two cents.
TO BE DELETED, October 19th, 2009 at 05:30:57am