Its only been a week and I think I love him...comments?---Revised
I appreciate advice given to me through blog comments. I agree I may be immature in style of writing at times, I do not believe it is expressing how I truly am. I think, care, and love deeply in a very mature way. My blog did not express this. I am taking back the things I was saying about Kyle. I will say a bit more about Justin since I erased this all. I care about Justin a lot. I get along with him so unbelievably well. I have thought about him for months now. I think there is something between us, I really do. At the very least I've found a really great friend. I am human and I am attracted to him. I am attracted to his looks and his personality. We have so much in common. We talk to each other about everything. I can relate to him. This isn't some guy with one redeeming quality and I know I do this a lot and say this a lot and say I've found someone really great. Its just this time I'm really thinking that I truly have. I can't talk to anyone else like I can Justin. My friend Andrew wants to hang out with me all the time and wonders why I'd rather talk to Justin on MSN than talk to him. I feel bad, but I just want to talk to Justin every second I can.
I was going to change this blog and take out everything about Justin or Kyle. But you know what, I genuinely like Justin. I think I have the right to like him, I've known him for quite awhile. He doesn't have "one redeeming quality." He is an amazing guy. And I like it that he smokes pot. Cause I do too. And it is assloads of fun. haha. I'm sorry if I came off as rude to you guys and not accepting of advice. I do listen. Or read rather. I still don't agree with everything that was said, but I'm trying to think about what was said regardless. I still like Justin and I'm not changing that. The Kyle thing was stupid. I am serious about Justin though. I have been serious about him. I am so serious I met him in person. I have never done that before. I took a chance and I don't regret it because now he is trying his hardest to come see me...Thank you all sincerely for your comments and putting up with my arguments.
I was going to change this blog and take out everything about Justin or Kyle. But you know what, I genuinely like Justin. I think I have the right to like him, I've known him for quite awhile. He doesn't have "one redeeming quality." He is an amazing guy. And I like it that he smokes pot. Cause I do too. And it is assloads of fun. haha. I'm sorry if I came off as rude to you guys and not accepting of advice. I do listen. Or read rather. I still don't agree with everything that was said, but I'm trying to think about what was said regardless. I still like Justin and I'm not changing that. The Kyle thing was stupid. I am serious about Justin though. I have been serious about him. I am so serious I met him in person. I have never done that before. I took a chance and I don't regret it because now he is trying his hardest to come see me...Thank you all sincerely for your comments and putting up with my arguments.
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I never said you were going to collage. I only said 'not even out of collage yet' cause that's generally what 19 year olds are doing.
captain america, October 20th, 2009 at 04:47:53pm
are you really 19?
Love, October 20th, 2009 at 04:36:19pm
Ok so if you read the blog I said love as a FRIEND. Geez. I'm totally not throwing around the word because I highly doubt I can love any person I've met in my life more than Storm who I dated for 2 years. And I am not out of college (or collage for that matter). Most people meet the person they marry in college though. And who said I was looking for marriage anyway? Do you think I'll marry a pothead? I smoke but I know I can do better. And quit easily. And I've known the other guy for a week. So yeah. I don't get your comment.
suburban.zombie, October 19th, 2009 at 11:30:55pm
No offense, but you're what not even out of collage yet?
I'm not one for the let's think about school before relationships type thing, but you're still too young to be really thinking about this stuff :\
Sure you can have a boyfriend. Whatever.
But Love is something two people have to comit to.
Not some word that is to be thrown around like a football.
captain america, October 19th, 2009 at 06:45:12pm
lol
This is confusing.
Jesse Lacey, October 19th, 2009 at 06:20:30pm
-_-
Meerkat, October 19th, 2009 at 03:14:38pm
Not about just you, a lot of people in the past. And once again, you don't know me so try not to judge, k? I can handle opinions you just really don't know me at all, so you have no right to say that stuff. I've been this way as long as I've liked boys =P...and I find nothing wrong with it. I think a lot and write a lot so thats why it may seem like I go from guy to guy quickly...and once again, its not like I'm dating them...Just analyzing my options. All comments are welcome, good and bad like I said. But if you comment I will comment back with my own opinion.
suburban.zombie, October 19th, 2009 at 06:07:44am
Kyle sounds just like my boyfriend.
Justin sounds like my ex.
Please read my last comment. I assume that's what the second to last paragraph is about. Don't ask for comments if you can't handle the opinions.
It still stands. I'm sorry.
TO BE DELETED, October 19th, 2009 at 05:26:06am