I hate what's happening
I'm just going to ramble.
DLSFKSDFSJDF~!!
I hate what's happening to me.
I'm so spacey. I forget things really easily.
I'm sad all of the time.
I constantly have back, neck, and muscle aches.
I'm ALWAYS TIRED.
I can't concentrate on anything.
My eyeballs sometimes move quickly of their own accord and it's freaking me out.
I'm sick of fainting and having heart issues.
And I'm sick of people I only know online hitting on me. Makes me feel like my personality is good, but not my appearance if no one irl likes me. And woo for poor self esteem to begin with.
I just want to run away from everything. I want to scream. I want to stab something.
The darkness I feel inside me is going to envelope me. Terrifying.
I want someone here to hold and hug me and let me cry on them.
I almost cut myself a few days ago in a crazy spat. I just wanted to watch my blood flow.
WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME?!
DLSFKSDFSJDF~!!
I hate what's happening to me.
I'm so spacey. I forget things really easily.
I'm sad all of the time.
I constantly have back, neck, and muscle aches.
I'm ALWAYS TIRED.
I can't concentrate on anything.
My eyeballs sometimes move quickly of their own accord and it's freaking me out.
I'm sick of fainting and having heart issues.
And I'm sick of people I only know online hitting on me. Makes me feel like my personality is good, but not my appearance if no one irl likes me. And woo for poor self esteem to begin with.
I just want to run away from everything. I want to scream. I want to stab something.
The darkness I feel inside me is going to envelope me. Terrifying.
I want someone here to hold and hug me and let me cry on them.
I almost cut myself a few days ago in a crazy spat. I just wanted to watch my blood flow.
WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME?!
nothings wrong with you! i feel the same way somedays! like i like this boy. and he's so perfect. and he has this girlfriend who is prettier than me and a grade above us. and hes going out w/ her and i can tell he thinks of me as a friend, and i have more online frineds then irl. it's terrible. so we can all have things in common and based on your personality, i can tell we would be friends irl. :] (P.S. when all else fails, green day is awesome, u no.)
Batman., November 16th, 2009 at 04:55:10pm
ily :[
in msn that face would turn into a bat.
are YOU turning into a bat?
banquo, November 16th, 2009 at 01:01:10pm
I feel the same way :/
hollywood tragedy., November 15th, 2009 at 10:26:17pm
*hugs* You are living my life from about five months ago
I duked it out with my mother, as she was the problem.
TO BE DELETED, November 15th, 2009 at 06:23:05pm