I hate what's happening

I'm just going to ramble.

DLSFKSDFSJDF~!!
I hate what's happening to me.

I'm so spacey. I forget things really easily.
I'm sad all of the time.
I constantly have back, neck, and muscle aches.
I'm ALWAYS TIRED.
I can't concentrate on anything.
My eyeballs sometimes move quickly of their own accord and it's freaking me out.
I'm sick of fainting and having heart issues.
And I'm sick of people I only know online hitting on me. Makes me feel like my personality is good, but not my appearance if no one irl likes me. And woo for poor self esteem to begin with.

I just want to run away from everything. I want to scream. I want to stab something.
The darkness I feel inside me is going to envelope me. Terrifying.
I want someone here to hold and hug me and let me cry on them.
I almost cut myself a few days ago in a crazy spat. I just wanted to watch my blood flow.

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WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME?!
Posted on November 15th, 2009 at 12:41pm

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