So now that your dead

Yesterday I found out you died in October. and I don't know what to think. I haven't really cried but I'm thinking about you more than I have in a wile.
You really helped me got threw my first year of middle school, you showed me how to be weird, I don't know but I always wanted to tell you how much you meant.

Everyone loved you, the kids who didn't were ass holes who needed to be slapped. You may not have been perfect. I held doors for you wile you smoked. you cussed freely, you picked favorites and you had nervous breakdowns in the middle of class.

But you were such a good person. and the last time I saw you, you gave me a kiss on the cheek and told me I was one of your "Homies in first period"
You never thought you were any different than any one. you gave us all a chance. you were a good man and the fact you died of Cancer kills me. How could some one so good and full of laughter and love get cancer? I don't know. it's weird but this is the first time some one who changed my life has died.

I prayed for you last night, if any one deserves heaven it's you Mr.Drenner. I'm sorry I stole the face on the milk carton from you. maybe if I ever make it to your grave I'll bring you some flowers to make up for it. You touched so many people. A lot of us cried today when the news spread across the school. and It made me so happy that no one cared if you were gay. No one. You meant that much to us. I hope where ever you are you have peace.